He couldn’t understand why these feelings were coming forth; they frightened him and he wasn’t sure how to react to them. But Zana seemed frightened by him in that moment too, telling him no, telling him that it was not right. The selfish part of his heart told him to heed her words, that she would never be good enough for him, that he needed a woman like Valkyrie or Clover to satisfy his needs. But the genuine part of him begged to differ, pleading that what he really needed was an equal of the heart, and equal of the spirit; the body was just a secondary thing.
This internal battle confused him and made him dizzy and he wasn’t sure how to react; but Zana tasted good, her tears adding salt to her usual flavor and Helotes could not stop but continue licking her. He moved down to her chest, her tiny breasts less like melons and more like eggs, but to Helotes this didn’t matter, just as their feel under his tongue did not cause him any sexual tension, though a heat built up inside him. But a rational part of his mind pulled him back and he withdrew his advances and leaned his head back once more with a heavy sigh. I’m sorry… forgive me…
A part of him wanted nothing more than continue down the path that he had just started, but their friendship was so precious to him that he could not continue without her approval; she was a beautiful, sexy woman in her own right; but he knew that this could possibly be extremely uncomfortable for her, and the last thing Helotes wanted to do was caused Zana discomfort.
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