said i'd always be there
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OOC: She's sure that Hadley's gay...Even if he isn't. Even if he is, she'll be fine no need to have your characters ruin everything for a naive little girl...plus her confusion and drama helps me just a little.

So far the evening was running smooth, but there was a strange awkwardness in the air, probably exuded from her. There was something strange, had she missed something? The young Italian smiled though at the two of them, remaining friendly and polite. Sebastian's questions were curious, prying to learn more about her family and background. "I lived a long time in Milano...Then moved to the countryside. My birth name is Barino What's your family's last name? I might've hear of them." The name fell smoothly from her lips, although it felt alien to say. Furthering her explanation about her family, she continued with a softer voice. "This man, Jonito Vansenza saved me from the fire that killed the Barinos. He was killed when someone found out that he was protecting me, the heiress. As a warning to me that they were going to inheiret my wealth. And control that part of Italy." She hate them, the treacherous usurpers them! She again brought the drink to her lips again, bringing in and swallowing the wine.

The young lady idly tasted the wine on her tongue, not quite swallowing but making the flavour last. She saw Sebastian sidle over to Hadley to sit against brawny Hadley's body. Wait a minute She swallowed the wine only to choke and cough a little, looking embarrassed all the while. During the fits of sputtering, she didn't look at the two to show it wasn't them that made her choke, even though it truly was. When it had finished, she quietly looked over and sheepishly flashed an apologetic smile. "Went down the wrong way..." Selene felt embarrassed, awkward and completely like an idiot. Spend a few days thinking about someone who didn't even like women? What a fool she was! She distanced herself a little, quietly shuffling away just a little."You can have my spot...It's your place anyway." She said quietly to Sebastian while gesturing with her muzzle.

She toyed with the strap of her dress awkwardly, not able to speak about it until she quietly asked "So...Where were you born Hadley?" She had already made it clear she was from Milano, but what about him? She felt hideous and likes jerk, to even think of liking someone who didn't like her.

Sel lifted herself from from the couch, feeling unwelcome there. If Sebastian had seen her somehow acting sweet on Hadley, what could he be thinking? Was he just politely ignoring it for her sake? Mumbling a quiet, "Sorry." She rested herself on the floor, probably going to be her nest for the night. Quietly, she asked the most awkward probably rudest question of her life. Her voice wavered awkwardly, but really showed no pain, just curious interest. "Are you and Hadley...Um-together?" Maybe she was drunk, maybe she was just an idiot. And sure she felt that way. Her hand didn't go back up to the alcohol for a long time, feeling nauseous, most likely caused from her self-disgust. Oh it'd be a long time until she would notice these things for a while, and this how much she wanted it to be forgotten would lodge itself in her mind forever. "Shit...I'm so sorry...I'm so stupid, I'm an idiot...I'll leave if you want..." The brown vixen entertained the thought of leaving, it probably wouldn't do any good for Hadley or Sebastian if she stayed, all the good looking and cool ones had to be gay right? That's just how it probably went. Selene had no ill feelings towards beings who found the same sex better, didn't have ill feelings towards Hadley or Seb, none whatsoever. But of course it was her own self that she disgusted most of all. She waited for confirmation, for someone to just tell her to leave. Anyways it was expected. If not she'd probably sleep and wait until tomorrow morning to leave to go south. While avoiding their eyes, the brunette smoothed herself, attempting as hard as she could to regain some form of dignity.

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