03-27-2012, 05:30 PM
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She couldn't help but make to flinch away from him as he sought to envelope her within his arms, it was an instinctive fear and one she fought hard to control, to keep herself from struggling to break free entirely. How strange that this should be the way she reacted when she had laid with him in the past, had welcomed him into her body and reveled with the joys of intimacy with him and had not suffered a single ounce of pain or fear. Why now? His kiss on the head affected her even more and she fidgeted in his grasp until he let her go, not that she wanted to be separated from him... this was so confusing!
She shivered, torn by her emotions and feelings and thoughts, what her body was telling her vs what her mind knew and accepted. Her blue eyes flicked to the floor as he spoke some more and as he did her body froze. This time she caught the words he was saying, something akin to alarm spread through her but not quite alarm, the hairs on her neck and spine stood on end, puffing up her fur. How many men would there be around here named Lucifer who had a son called Noah who liked to rape and hurt people. She looked up as he stepped away from her and she saw the disgust and self loathing in his eyes, but also the bravery, and determination filled her, she had to know, she just had to, could he be her brother?
She took a few deeps breaths, and he stayed quiet maybe waiting for her to express her disgust of him? There was no chance of that, what Lucifer had done to him was horrible but he had done a lot worse to Gemma. Presented with this possibility of family, new family that didn't hate her, she was suddenly brave, suddenly bold in the face of Lucifer's cruelty and vile savage nature.
[color=blue]"My father was called Lucifer. Lucifer Sawtooth. And... and I'm G...gemma, Gemma Rhiannon Sawtooth.
She couldn't help but make to flinch away from him as he sought to envelope her within his arms, it was an instinctive fear and one she fought hard to control, to keep herself from struggling to break free entirely. How strange that this should be the way she reacted when she had laid with him in the past, had welcomed him into her body and reveled with the joys of intimacy with him and had not suffered a single ounce of pain or fear. Why now? His kiss on the head affected her even more and she fidgeted in his grasp until he let her go, not that she wanted to be separated from him... this was so confusing!
She shivered, torn by her emotions and feelings and thoughts, what her body was telling her vs what her mind knew and accepted. Her blue eyes flicked to the floor as he spoke some more and as he did her body froze. This time she caught the words he was saying, something akin to alarm spread through her but not quite alarm, the hairs on her neck and spine stood on end, puffing up her fur. How many men would there be around here named Lucifer who had a son called Noah who liked to rape and hurt people. She looked up as he stepped away from her and she saw the disgust and self loathing in his eyes, but also the bravery, and determination filled her, she had to know, she just had to, could he be her brother?
She took a few deeps breaths, and he stayed quiet maybe waiting for her to express her disgust of him? There was no chance of that, what Lucifer had done to him was horrible but he had done a lot worse to Gemma. Presented with this possibility of family, new family that didn't hate her, she was suddenly brave, suddenly bold in the face of Lucifer's cruelty and vile savage nature.
[color=blue]"My father was called Lucifer. Lucifer Sawtooth. And... and I'm G...gemma, Gemma Rhiannon Sawtooth.