| http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c13/v ... rtable.jpg);background-position:bottom;background-repeat:no-repeat;"> wc: 512 There was a chill in her tone still, the more he stood here looking at her, looking at her shell the more he figured it out, the more it stung him. He wasn’t the smartest wolf any more, but the scent of the male on her and her showing no shame, it was clear that her heart was with him, and because he was stupid enough to let her go time after time, she went to find love from someone else. How could he be upset with her? She did what she felt like she had to do. He lowered his head to the ground knowing that the warmth of her arms wasn’t something she would welcome him into. He knew not to look to her face, she was a goddess to these lands, and he was a nothing. He knew that Deuce would never forgive him for making her leave the lands when she raped Jasper, just to get back at him for having feelings for him. ”Yes Ms. Thank you Ms. “He knew it was wise to keep his wise to keep his words short. He couldn’t let his mind getting off the topic that she was way over ranked then he was. Lucifer mind loved to make him think his past over, over and over again. Though he couldn’t help but to wonder if there were still any feeling for him left in the cold shell that shared the body and name of his once mate and lover. Oh it killed him knowing that was his Deuce, he beloved white lady, the mother of his children. Whatever it was or she was it was not the lady that he came back and hoped to find. Oh god, this was killing him, it was only helping to crush him down to where Iskata wanted to see him, down on his stomach, but with nowhere and nothing to turn to. Slowly he was getting to there, he thought that he had Deuce to turned to for her to, and then finding out she was the shell of what she once was. That broke him down even more. He took a breath in, as he let of a hushed whimper as if in pain from breathing. Thought to the naked and well trained eye there was nothing wrong, and there wasn’t. He just felt like this was the final straw that was added to his back, his weight was more than he was able to handle. He lowered his stomach down into the muck sand that lined the beach, as he shook his head, ”None Ms. This Sulein, is just happy to have a rank, and a home.” He wanted to cry, this was not how he had imaged his homecoming. He imaged a smile from her, with open arms and for her to go behide Iskata back and give him a much higher rank. Something that wasn’t so low, really there was no other rank then exile for him to have right now. What he wanted was his mate back. |
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