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indent With how much he dwelled on the mental factor that she was only a shell of what he once was in love with, the male was clearly unable to see that he alone him-self was a mere shell of what he once was. He no longer cared for the hunting that he use to be live for, the hunt lust was gone, the mouth brat had to be there somewhere that was like it was from the getting away with just about ever thing as a child, and knowing if he screamed and yelped and whined long enough someone would give in or brush him into the shadows. He wasn’t sure where he had lost it, or even when. The last hunt he had done was for him-self and he had taken to eating was a dead deer that he had found, it gave him a small stomach ache, but he fixed it with some grass, and was able to hold it down, but that was on the trip back to Deuce’s arms. Foolish him thought nothing would have changed and she would have waited for him to come back.
indentShe called him by his name, his ears lifted up for a brief second only to flatten again, he wasn’t sure if this was only a joke to see if he would break submission or if she really wanted him to look at her. He could hear her voice shake while talking to him, he wanted to walk over and press his body against her leg, he knew better then to walk around in his shifted frame. Though Deuce and Iskata both could shift he knew that if they were not shifted he would tower over them. That alone would be reason for Lucifer to be nipped at, if not attacked. He didn’t let him-self forget that he was a nothing, only hear because of Deuce. He whimpered and shook his head swiftly as he shut his cool blue eyes, no to look at her in her eyes would be disrespect and was a right that only Iskata could have, or her new lover. Though he knew well enough better to say anything to her that he could smell his sent of her coat...still, he picked it up the night he had made love to her, but it all the same, maybe this was for the best right. ”Nothing Ms.” He didn’t know what she was talking about, he was just the same Lucifer that he was a year ago, or so he thought, he was really clueless to that a year ago he could have cared less what his rank was within a pack, a year ago he would have laughed and done as he please, well though a year ago he was going for a leader rank in Jaded Shadows, Fatin and Tayui seemed to understand his odd ball ways and knew his heart was in the pack and for the pack. That was all before the fire took place.
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