10-27-2008, 04:36 PM
wc:386
It killed him that she was once the female that he faced his father’s wrath for even seeing was upset and crying, he didn’t know why. He was doing as his rank had told him, his rank was one that meant you messed up and now you have to pay for it. He knew that he messed up, even coming to these lands, Iskata hated him, and made sure that he knew it every time they seen each other. She was always saying thing to make him feel shame or made sure that he knew he was nothing in these lands. Lucifer only reason for staying here a second longer was her. Though that was starting too seemed like that was nothing but a stupid mistake also, just like everything else he had done since he had came back.
Her tears came down her face. He could hear them in her breathing. It killed him, he wanted so much just push her down and lay on her, and be held by her. That sounded like the best thing in the world right now, but he didn’t dare knowing it could be taken as a sign of rank, and hell he was a nothing. That was all he could hear in his head was he was a nothing, and Iskata would love to just keep him there. The male nodded while exhaling a whine. The male wasn’t sure wasn’t what to do, she was giving him a command, and it was clear that until he changed she wanted nothing to do with him, but…he was just acting according to his rank. Hell even his child was over ranked them him. He licked his lips feeling her warmth move, he watched her shadow, get up, movie away from him and then turn her back to him, as she left. He looked up seeing her back side as the tears came to his face, God why was this so hard for him just to be thankful that he was with Deuce...well not as mates or lovers, but more so as pack members.
He waited till her steps where faint before he let it out in full tears as he pushed his head into the water, screaming till he couldn’t breathe any more. He was the same Lucifer…he was…Wasn’t he?
It killed him that she was once the female that he faced his father’s wrath for even seeing was upset and crying, he didn’t know why. He was doing as his rank had told him, his rank was one that meant you messed up and now you have to pay for it. He knew that he messed up, even coming to these lands, Iskata hated him, and made sure that he knew it every time they seen each other. She was always saying thing to make him feel shame or made sure that he knew he was nothing in these lands. Lucifer only reason for staying here a second longer was her. Though that was starting too seemed like that was nothing but a stupid mistake also, just like everything else he had done since he had came back.
Her tears came down her face. He could hear them in her breathing. It killed him, he wanted so much just push her down and lay on her, and be held by her. That sounded like the best thing in the world right now, but he didn’t dare knowing it could be taken as a sign of rank, and hell he was a nothing. That was all he could hear in his head was he was a nothing, and Iskata would love to just keep him there. The male nodded while exhaling a whine. The male wasn’t sure wasn’t what to do, she was giving him a command, and it was clear that until he changed she wanted nothing to do with him, but…he was just acting according to his rank. Hell even his child was over ranked them him. He licked his lips feeling her warmth move, he watched her shadow, get up, movie away from him and then turn her back to him, as she left. He looked up seeing her back side as the tears came to his face, God why was this so hard for him just to be thankful that he was with Deuce...well not as mates or lovers, but more so as pack members.
He waited till her steps where faint before he let it out in full tears as he pushed his head into the water, screaming till he couldn’t breathe any more. He was the same Lucifer…he was…Wasn’t he?