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She thought he should know too. Fair enough. Haku stood dead in his track, mind working full speed to be able to grasp what was standing in front of him. Children? Obviously Deuce meant that they were his, and the time would fit excellently from their last meeting. Though, he felt no happiness. The chocolate male felt numb and cold. Scenes from his first and only daughter slowly replayed in front of him. He was not fit to be a parent, and had proved that so horribly well with Libri. Father and daughter probably never would see each other again, and it was a good thing, because when the demon’s influence gradually slipped away, he had discovered that he was able to feel regret, and what he had done to the blue eyed girl of his was the worst thing that a father could ever do to his child. The brown Lilium swallowed, but his mouth was all of a sudden far too dry, and he felt like choking.
I.. don’t know what to say, Deuce. It had come as such a shock that he could not hide the ice that was breaking and the violent fear that lied behind it. How would Firefly react? How many times was he allowed to ruin her world before she decided to leave him for good? What if she left the pack and never came back? What was he supposed to do with these puppies? The curiosity that no doubt would come later after numerous panic attacks was not able to attach itself to him just yet, and he had to look away from Deuce’s ivory belly. Life was so fucked up, but when Haku fucked around like he did, it was no wonder. What are you going to do? Get rid of them, the toxic voice in his soul suggested. Kill them.
Haku knew nothing of abortions and that matter, because he had not really thought he would ever have to worry about it. Things had changed, he could not simply slash through Deuce’s body and at the same time kill her as well. Such incidents belonged to the past, and was not possible to go through with as long as he was here, with contacts and networks and not to forget a high ranked rank in one of the longest running packs made after the fire that had swept though Bleeding Souls.