02-14-2009, 04:32 PM
He hadn't wanted her to just turn away but when she did and those words were his only comfort there was nothing he could do. His shoulders sagged as the ice seemed to settle in his veins and cool the burning blood that had minutes before been boiling away. He felt horrible for the things he'd said and the way he'd spoken but there was nothing left now but to turn away. He didn't understand why he felt guilty, he hadn't been the one who had done wrong. He felt the hot tears pricking at his eyes as he walked away, his reason for appearing on the borders long forgotten as his heart seemed to grow heavier with every step he took.
There was nothing left to say and nothing left to do, he allowed himself one brief glance back towards the woman who'd stolen his heart and crushed it just the same. What exactly had just happened, he wouldn't have been able to tell you if you asked him but he knew there was no way he could turn around now. How they kept getting into these situations he couldn't say but their lives seemed to intertwine too well with the emotions of love and pain.. how they kept hurting eachother so much he couldn't even begin to understand.. or why they kept returning back for more. Too much pain right now but he would give her the time and give his heart the time as well.. perhaps he would find it in his heart to forgive her and himself.
There was nothing left to say and nothing left to do, he allowed himself one brief glance back towards the woman who'd stolen his heart and crushed it just the same. What exactly had just happened, he wouldn't have been able to tell you if you asked him but he knew there was no way he could turn around now. How they kept getting into these situations he couldn't say but their lives seemed to intertwine too well with the emotions of love and pain.. how they kept hurting eachother so much he couldn't even begin to understand.. or why they kept returning back for more. Too much pain right now but he would give her the time and give his heart the time as well.. perhaps he would find it in his heart to forgive her and himself.