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She pulled away and let her moonlit orbs investigate him, but he knew she wouldn’t find anything. He was surprised the couple had lasted as long as they had; taking into consideration that he was a creature that took what he wanted, even if his mate had raged and made life close to unliveable. Although it was all his doing, the man did not flinch when he had thrown her emotions aside time after time as he had taken in a new woman in the quest for physical pleasure. That was all he had. The physical. Emotions were messy and clouded mind and body, creating addiction to that of a drug addict. He was determined not to live that way, because he was unable to do so. Emotion could come in waves, but they were not long lasting and they were hard to predict and analyse because they were unfamiliar to his system. There were different tones inside him, but it was a gentle whisper, and it seldom brushed up into a storm that shook the world.
She let out a little secret that cleared up a immense misunderstanding on the male’s side. It was uncertain if this was the exact truth, but the male only believed in the truth he could see, and so he pulled back from the female, realizing that he had been stupid yet again. The brute had always believed he had power over the other sex, and those he found intriguing he bedded. He had experienced a night with the young Adonis, but he had believed it was mostly his doing, that she surrendered because she felt attraction. He was not sure of this anymore, and so he felt strangely empty. It had been the timing that had allowed the female to give herself to him, not the man himself. He gritted his teeth, letting his orbs stray away from her tranquil gaze. It was disappointment he felt, he realized. It was an empty emotion, yet it multiplied gravity and wanted to tempt him down towards the cool grass.
”Is that all it was..” His words were hollow. Her words kept leaking into the air, the soft alto piercing his ears. Her words explained, but he would grab himself by the neck and remember who he was. What he was. He had tiptoed down the seducing path led by the black woman, and it was time to fully realize that. He believed himself to be strong in body but also in mind. Yet he continuously tripped in the small holes that dotted his road. It did not matter what she thought, what kind of relationship the two sub-leaders had seemed to share. Surely, it was an odd one, but Haku did not want to deal with what he could not understand and control. He wanted to control her and make one night into several ones, but she was not that kind of creature. In addition, she seemed.. wrong for such a meaningless purpose.
There were others he could find, and he would find them once the need became dangerously tempting. Through force or mutual, he would always get what he wanted. He shook his head gently, and his chocolate ears had managed to hold out the rest. It was time to get a grip. ”Do you want me to follow you home to your den, Cwmfen?” It was the least thing he could do. She could not lie alone in the rain and hurt, yet if that was to be her wish, then he would turn and leave. |
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