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Sorry for the wait, hun! ^^; 300+


#####The touch sent a shiver up her arm from the hand that held his, but she could not focus on it at all. His nervousness, so obvious in the way he spoke and moved, was doing nothing for her own nerves, and she couldn't think about anything other than what he might have been wanting to say to her. She was nervous, indeed, and she was terrified of what he might say to her. The conversation that had been sparked by Mati still remained in her head, the monosyllabic name repeating in her head. Who the hell was Si, and why was she only hearing about her now? She felt a bit used, a bit like she was going to be cast away because they were sober now, and her brother had punched him. Princess didn't know what she expected to be tossed aside for - Si, Ares, Mati's likely opinion of her, or Haven's potential regret - but she was afraid that it was what was coming next. At least she didn't have anything to be really ambarrassed about, she realized as she scanned her bedroom. It was nice looking, and she wasn't nervous about what he might think of her room or its contents and owner.


#####She sat beside him, trying to keep a small space between them incase he did not want to be close to her. It was only a few inches, but it was a deliberate space, a product of her worry about the upcoming conversation. "Okay," she said softly, hoping that he would need no more prompting than that. She was afraid of being turned away, afraid to be rejected by someone she had spent such an intimate night with, and she did not want to speak until she knew where the conversation was headed. If he was going to say anything that might seem like he didn't want to be near her again, then she could easily hide her pain and say something equally as neutral or hurtful, depending on what he said, but likewise, if he didn't have any regrets about that night (just as she didn't), then she could tell him that, as well. Princess just didn't want to be hurt any more in her life. . . Especially not by her Knight.


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