Dark Clouds Over My Head

Sanuye Otsana · 01-05-2011, 10:13 PM

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A read only that shortly takes place after this thread. ~~Sanuye will be gone from AniWaya for two weeks so she won't be around until Jan 19. Any threads with Sanuye must take place before then or be predated to the 19th.~~ EDIT: Dates are still being worked on and will be replaced her once they are determined. SSWM: 1,458

Sanuye could not believe the turn life had given her, and why was it a turn for the worse? It was like the world came crashing down on her and she was trying to push it off her. She had just been raped by a loner male. She had no choice but to stay in the den where the incident had taken place for the night. The memory of that moment burned in her mind. She tried to get rid of it, but it would not disappear. She could feel the tears racing from her eyes down her face and finally hit the ground. Her ears folded down as she tried to get some rest. It was all she could do until the morning came. The coyote could still feel the pain in her lower region. It was unlike anything she had ever felt before. Her silver gaze turned to the exit as she watched the snow coming down harder. She could feel the chill of winter entering the den. Could this night have gotten any worse? Here she was in pain with no protection and the thought of freezing to the death on her mind. The hybrid shivered as she begged for some help. Shilah, being the girl’s teacher, saw her pain and entered the den. He would never let her be alone when she needed someone there. He took to her side and curled up, trying to keep her as warm as he could. The girl turned her head to her fox guide and wrapped her body around him. It was like penguins huddling together for warmth. The sky became dark and the path back home became hidden. She closed her eyes and whined before she eventually cried herself to sleep.

Sanuye’s body may have been asleep but her mind wasn’t. She wandered around in a field. The sky was bright and the plants bloomed across the land. She began to run through the field, a smile on her face. Suddenly she stopped. It was a little white flower in the middle of the field. She slowly walked over to it and smiled. It was so beautiful, the essence of purity. Just then, something terrible happened. She watched as the flower began to bleed and turn black. The sky grew darker and the land around her began to wither away. There was nothing left of the place but a barren wasteland. The flower then withered away and disappeared. The coyote was so scared. She turned around when she felt breathing on the back of her neck. There stood the white male, his blind desire written in his eyes. She turned back around and began to run as fast as she could. She saw a den in the distance where she could stay. She raced inside and watched as the exit closed. She was trapped in here, but at least was safe from the male. The hybrid curled up and kept her eyes on the exit. She felt her body freeze up when she saw the male phase through the wall. Her heart sank as she began to dig at the wall, trying to escape. The male forced her around and snapped at her neck. The girl then screamed and woke from her nightmare. She looked around to see that she was still in the safety of the den with her fox guide. She began to cry before she panted and laid her head back done. She just wanted it all to end.

Morning would finally come to Sanuye. She was finally going to be able to return home where she knew she was safe. She crawled out of the den and bounded for home. She could still feel the pain in her lower area, but she was too determined to get home to care about it. Shilah trailed along at his student’s side. He couldn’t imagine the emotional pain that she was going through and the want to escape from it. His ears folded down as his posture remained high. He did not know what he could say to her, only that it was best she returned to her own den and tried to forget that the whole thing ever happened. The coyote knew that she would not be able to do such a thing. She needed something or someone to help her break from this coming. She didn’t know who in the tribe she could turn to. What if they thought ill of her just because of what happened? The only member she felt the closest to was Dawali, but how could she go to him and tell him that she had been raped and may be birthing puppies? She shook her head. There was really only one place she could go. The hybrid approached her home and quickly moved over to Niyol. Her companion was just as worried for her as her spirit guide was. The girl quickly got on Niyol’s back and began to head put of the tribe lands once more. She was bound for her old home, The Great Tribe. She thought the only ones she could turn to know were her foster parents. Before leaving, she figured she would have to tell Dawali why she was leaving the tribe for a long amount of time. The slowly had her companion pace towards the village. She hoped that Dawali was out doing his duties and she wouldn't have to go searching for him. As she came closer, she noticed the male and came over towards him, explained that she missed her family and wanted to go visit them for a while. With the chief's approval, she turned towards the borders and began to head for the unknown and take the long journey back.

It was a while before Sanuye finally arrived back to her old home and slid off Niyol’s back. She stood off a distance from the tribe, wondering if she really had made the right decision. She shook her head before heading and returning to her parents. She let her companion go so long as he stayed nearby in case she wanted to leave again. The coyote was greeted by her adoptive father, who welcomed her back with open arms. A mixture of emotions filled her head as she held her father and cried. These tears were ones with a mixture of happiness and sadness. She hadn’t forgotten the reason that she came here. She had asked about her mother and where she was. Her father took her back home to their hut and took her to the woman. The coyote rushed over to her mother. It had been so long since she had seen both of her parents, and it was wonderful to see them again; although, she still wasn’t in the best mental state. While she was holding her mother, she broke into tears. Her parents were so confused of her current attitude and why the sudden reason to show up here at the Great Tribe. She looked up to her parents and explained about the male wolf who had taken advantage of her. Her parents were in shock of what happened to their daughter. They welcomed her to stay for as long as she needed. When the hybrid told them about the nightmare she had experienced, her foster mother suggested that she partake in the tribe’s purifying ritual. The girl nodded before seeking more comfort from her family.

Over the course of the next few days, Sanuye had been following the purifying ritual. She had taken the seven bathes and fasted for three days. She could feel the heaviness of the deed lifting off her shoulders. She saw improvement in her dreams as well. The wolf had vanished and her dreams were pleasant. The only thing that hadn’t return was her emotional state. Even though she felt pure again, she knew she fully wasn’t. The male had left his seed in her, and like it or not, she was in heat. She would be baring the pups of a stranger. With that baring on her mind, she couldn’t be happy. Her family allowed her to stay until she felt she was ready to return to the AniWaya tribe. The coyote was happy to have such wonder foster parents, but she still didn’t know how she would be able to tell Dawali of this news. Perhaps she would be able to hide it until the pups were born and just tell him that she found them abandoned. As the thoughts floated in her head, she went to her new hobby and began to make some necklaces for the other tribe members. It was all she could think to do to get her mind off the whole thing.

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