[M] Like a Virgin

Liliana Utina · 01-09-2011, 12:13 AM

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WARNING This thread contains: strong sexual content starting with the 6th post. Reader discretion is advised.

WC: 328 OOC: Zomg aaawwwwkwarrrrrd! <3

Liliana felt different somehow, yet she was the same person. The whole ceremony seemed to go at a blur, was it really too fast? She wasn’t sure, but it was beyond magical hearing the ceremony speech from Dawali, then everything else, especially hearing her new name, “Liliana Utina” It had a special ring to it. It seemed to fit, though her last name was the only thing she had physically left of her parents, she did not regret agreeing to take his name. After all Liliana’s mother took her father’s last name, it was only proper to do the same with Nayati.

Now it was after the ceremony, and everyone had gone home. Liliana’s new home was now with Nayati, and she was all grins the whole time they went down the streets of the village before entering his hut, which she did find more cozier than her own, for whatever reason, she didn’t know. Maybe the few extra things he did have, just made it much more homier. She looked over at her mate… her MATE! Just thinking it gave her chills. She was feeling slightly nervous, knowing that they would have to consummate their joining, it was something that she had not entirely learned about, her mother taught her, and she had her own instincts about it, but in the end she just was nervous as a rodent in the eyesight of a snake. In no way was Nayati a snake though, she smiled speechless, not sure what her own next steps should be.

So… now what?

She couldn’t help but ask him. He always had the answers, ever since she joined the pack and always had something wrong, Nayati had been there to tell her what to do, there was always a next step, and though she knew how to guide her own way, guiding someone else’s as well, one that was not that of a horse or animal, it seemed so much more difficult.

Nayati Utina · 01-09-2011, 07:54 PM

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Oh so awkward X3 <3 SoSuWriMo 456

He was not a mated man. The ceremony had been completed. Standing there with Liliana while Dawali had given the ancient rites, it had felt like walking through a dream. Now they were bound to each other, and she had taken his name for her own. Nayati had always dreamed of this day. Some may have thought it a silly thing for a man to spend so much time thinking on, but he had always known that he wished to find that special woman to tie his life to and to start a family with. Nayati had always wanted to be a mate and a father. Now half of that fantasy had been fulfilled and the other would come to them soon enough. The feast had been so much fun, celebrating with the whole tribe their new union. The Utina man had not left Liliana's side the whole day and night, usually their hands were clasped, fingers entwined. He loved the hybrid woman so much and this was the start to their new life together. He simply could not have been any happier.

All days come to their close though, and people had left the celebration to trickle back to their own homes and now it was his and Liliana's turn to do just that. Tonight they would not be parting ways though. Tonight they were both going back to his hut to spend their first night together. A grin was plastered on the Gadui Kanati's face as they made their way towards the hut, though little nervous butterflies were starting to remake their appearance in his gut. They entered the home that was now theirs and Nayati set quickly to making a small fire to keep them warm through the night. Soon, he would want to build a larger hut for them and their future children, but his place would do for them for now. Before he had left for the ceremony, he had arranged all of his softest and warmest pelts to created a nice bed for them. His pale gaze shot to the bed, and the wings of the butterflies tickled his stomach more insistently.

The fire made, he turned back to Liliana, his beautiful mate--ah, it felt so wonderful to be able to call her that--and her question brought a nervous chuckle to his throat. He may have usually had the answers before, but this...this he was not nearly so certain about. His father had roughly explained the mechanics of it to him, but the conversation had been awkward for both of them. "Well, uh..." he trailed off, scratching the back of his head. "I guess we can go lay down?" Small steps. They both just needed to take small steps.

Liliana Utina · 01-09-2011, 08:38 PM

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His certainty that he normally had was not there, it frightened Liliana in a way, but this wasn’t like it was a well known situation. It was strange for her to be in his hut, and now call it her own, and at his mention she looked over at the bed, covered in nice furs, then back at her mate. She smiled and took his hand, though she did not rush to the bed. It would be there by the time they got to it. She wished she knew what she was to do, but it was so strange, things seemed so surreal to her. She turned to the while man and his deep blue eyes. She didn’t sit though.

After all this time waiting.

she said, her voice quavered a little in her nervousness. She wasn’t scared, though she really was afraid she would make the wrong move more than scared of the white man himself, who had always been so kind to her, so gentle, he was not something to be scared of.

I have never really come to this part,

She admitted. It was true. She thought of children thought of beign next to him, but never thought of actually mating with him. It was a strange thought to the woman, it was new. She was new. He would be her first, just as she had planned for it… she’d never lain with another man, so it was said she was pure, but she did not have experience either. It made her wary, scared, unsure. She smiled at him nervously, but took a shot in the dark, and wrapped her arms over his shoulders and kissed him. Never was she ever so brave as she was now, but… something seemed to guide her into it, and it wasn’t a bunch of quills either. He was respectively away somewhere.

Nayati Utina · 01-09-2011, 10:42 PM

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Go Lili go! SoSuWriMo 427

Part of him did feel bad that he could not be the leader and know everything and show her that things would be just fine. Not that he thought this wasn't fine, of course it was. He had just been the one that Liliana had relied on a lot to show her the way. This time though, they'd be figuring out their own way down a dark and unknown path. Even if they were both nervous though and didn't really know what to do, Nayati was confident that they would figure it out. This experience would only bring them closer together, no matter how unprepared they might feel as this precise moment. She took his hand and he stood back up, leading them closer to the pile of soft furs. His mate turned to look up at him, and he returned her gaze, the smile she always gave him returning to his face. She was so beautiful, so wonderful. His ears strained forward as she began to speak. Her voice was not steady and he worried that she was afraid. Liliana knew that he would not hurt her, right? If she was not ready for this, they could wait, he would not be disappointed.

Another nervous chuckle bubbled up from the man's broad chest. "Neither have I." It was improper to be with someone before you had made a commitment to them as the two of them had just made to each other. It was what Nayati had always been taught and he had had no issue following that commandment. It was just the right thing to do, if he respected Liliana, which he did to the highest standard. Of course, when they had been close to one another before, certain thoughts and urges had popped into his head from time to time, but the hunter had always been quick to suppress them. Here they were now though, and it was not only okay, it was expected. What a difference a day made.

Lili smiled, and he felt her arms wrap around his neck and then their lips were touching in a kiss. Nayati's eyes closed as he felt that familiar electric shock, softly pressing back into the contact. His hands moved to her sides, neither too close to her chest or her lower region, just holding her gently. Her fur was soft, silky beneath his pads, her skin warm. Their few kisses before had always been brief and fleeting, but he held onto this one, letting the feelings it cause inside him to grow and flourish.

Liliana Utina · 01-10-2011, 04:24 AM

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WC: 191 OOC: I is so sappy Tongue I was thinking to myself as I wrote the last bit “ugh shaw… you is stupid, don’t write this, don’t do it!! But …. I DID!

It seemed that she was not the only one… so they were in the same boat, in a way this made her less… scared, knowing that he knew as much as she did. Moving closer to him, she wanted to know what it felt like to be so close. She had always kept her distance but now… now it was ok right? She had to toss the question to the winds as she was trying to be confident. Feeling the kiss warm her own body, and give her shivers down her spine. She had not had such a beautiful kiss, maybe except for at the ceremony, but it wasn’t anything like this. There was passion with this. She was now as close to him as she could possibly be, her body against his, and finding, she really wanted him, all of him. Letting the kiss go as all kisses had to she smiled at him.

Oh Nayati, I love you so much.

Her voice quiet, but this time, she didn’t sound so scared, she felt that she was ready for anything that was about to come. She was his after all.

Nayati Utina · 01-10-2011, 06:07 PM

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Is okay, I'm a sap too :3 SoSuWriMo 275

Nayati was the type of man that liked to have a plan going into something. Not every detail had to be laid out, but he liked having a general idea of how things were meant to play out. There was no plan for this though. Even if he had tried for formulate one he doubted that it would have worked out like he had thought. There were so many unknowns. Maybe that was just how this night was meant to play out though. Maybe that was the whole point. Finding their way through this together with nothing to light their way. The longer they kissed, the more the hints of urges he had felt in times before began to grow, a fever starting to run through his body. Her body was so close now, pressed against his larger and more muscular form. That feeling of their bodies so close...it was amazing.

When their kiss finally broke the man was left breathless, his lungs gasping in air as their lips separated. He looked back down into her face, a smile growing back onto his visage as she spoke. "I love you too Liliana. I'll never love anyone else as I love you." His voice spoke with the utmost confidence. Nayati knew that he could never love anyone in the same way that he loved this woman. One strong arm was wrapped about her lower back, holding her to him. Nayati's nose found its way to her neck, taking in her scent deeply. His tongue licked her soft fur there, taste combining with scent and feel, changing his world, shrinking it so there was only her.

Liliana Utina · 01-11-2011, 04:45 AM

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WC:193 OOC: I got all blank <3 forgive the horriblness promise for a better one next round! If you can’t work with this one I’ll try again!

Liliana found her mind in a swirl, this moment seemed so foreign to her and yet… like it was how it should be. she couldn’t help but giggle as he licked her neck, a feeling rose in her that she rarely felt, and only felt with him. Her breathing became sharper as she felt his tongue through her warm fur. Her neck exposed more to him, her eyes closed. It was such a different and wonderful feeling. She herself found herself moving ever slightly closer to the pile of furs that was to be their bed. Her hands had moved to his shoulders, feeling every muscle on them, knowing how strong and powerful he was. A thought that gave her even more tingles as her own nose reached to the closest spot, which was just under his ear, on his cheek and letting her own tongue work his fur. This was not something she did, but to taste him, his fur, his scent, everything seemed to just melt away, the worries seemed to be carried off as well, only he and her own clumsy thoughts were there at that moment. Nothing else existed.

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Nayati Utina · 01-12-2011, 03:48 PM

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Nayati was only going on what he thought he should perhaps do in this situation. He had no experience to go on and so he was be guided only be feeling and whatever small instinct he had in this arena of life. Liliana's giggle was a beautiful noise, but was that the kind of reaction he was going for? Nayati wasn't sure, but a giggle was certainly better than some sort of negative reaction, she he continued as he had started. When her neck became even more exposed to him, his confidence grew. The man continued to lick at her neck, every once and while his teeth would nibble lightly at her sensitive skin, though he was of course careful not to actual cause her harm. Even if he did not know precisely how, he knew that he wanted to make her feel good.

He liked the feeling of her hands moving along his shoulders, but even better was when he felt her own tongue caress his cheek. A sharp chill ran down his spine that made the fur along his back and tail spike a little, but the display was in no way aggressive. It were merely his body's response to the intimate dance that the two of them had started to engage in. As he continued to lick and nibble at her neck, his hands began to feel up and down her back, memorizing the curves and feel of her body.

Liliana Utina · 01-12-2011, 08:40 PM

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WC: OOC: Ok, I spose I was wrong :/ well I hope it’s ok!! Better let me know if not RAWR!

as he switched between nibbling and licking, she felt her own body react, she exchanged a few of her own light bites but found she did not prefer herself doing that though it felt so good as Nayati had found the right spot, it no longer tickled her, and in the back of her head she was slightly embarrassed that she’d giggled, though it was surprising, though welcome. As his hands moved around her body, she found her own exploring his. It was so strange, her head was telling her that… she had never been so close to anyone, not in this sense… or even feel. Though her heart kept telling her to let it all work itself out the way it should, she was here, in the arms of her mate. Nothing would go wrong. Her hands found their way to the middle of his back, and she proceeded to rub it. Her body was heated and excited, feeling a need, something that only Nayati could give her. her thoughts were scattered now, and all she saw was just him, and she was happy. So very happy with just that one thought, and it was to please him. He was everything to her and she wanted to do all in her power to make him the happiest wolf from now, until even after their death.

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Nayati Utina · 01-16-2011, 01:47 AM

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Nayati was much more focused on what he was doing than on what Liliana was doing. Of course, he noticed what actions she was taking, but it felt as if only the back of his brain was registering it. The front was entirely focused on making her feel good and not doing anything that he shouldn't. The man was hyper alert for any signs coming from his new mate. He wanted to do things that pleased her, and was deathly afraid of doing anything that she didn't like. Nayati had yet to fully give in to the things that were happening between them, still too nervous for both their sakes. The wolfdog woman seemed so delicate beneath his hands, what if he hurt her? He could think of no other thing that would make him feel as awful as that would. Hurting Liliana, in any way, was the last thing Nayati wanted to do.

When her hands began to rub her back, some of the tension left the male's muscles. It felt good and he felt himself relaxing more into the intended rhythm of things. The heat was rising in his own body and he gave her neck a long lick before pulling away to look at her face again. Despite the happy look on his face, there was uncertainty behind his sky blue gaze. Was he doing alright? Where did they go from here? Nayati felt the need to move things further, but he needed reassurance from her before taking another step.

Liliana Utina · 01-16-2011, 02:25 AM

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Liliana was worried too, she did not know what she was doing nor how well she was doing it, for her, his pleasure was as good as hers. She wanted him and she knew it, but it seemed like both of them were holding back. His one last lick broght them apart, to look into each other’s eyes, and she saw hs concern in his eyes. Was he worried about something? If anything she thought she should be the one worried, so far he’d gotten her so worked up she was beginning to feel like this was nothing but a dream, but she didn’t want it to end. She gave him that reassuring smile, and licked from the bottom of his chin to his nose, a slight mischievious smile on her face, she was playing it by the ear, an experiment, and hopefully it was ok. She wanted to please him, but how, was there something special she had to do? Whatever it was she didn’t know, and feeling they might have to take things further she would have to take some initiative as she looked to the bed and then over to him, sure that he’d get the possible hint, her hands were still on his back caressing it, massaging it, finding her way slightly lower every once in a while.

Nayati Utina · 01-16-2011, 02:39 AM

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He wanted Liliana, there was no question about that. His body and his heart knew what it wanted, but his mind was getting in the way. The curse of over-thinking things was rearing its ugly head again. Nayati often wished there was some way that he could just switch his brain off sometimes, in times like these. There were so many occasions that it seemed to just get in the way. It was why he had taken so long in asking Lili to be his mate, because he had thought about everything that could have happened over and over again. Nayati didn't want his over-active thoughts getting in the way tonight. He needed to do his best to suppress his thoughts and just do what felt right, even if he didn't know if it was right or not.

Her smile did a great deal in making his worries go away. She trusted him, but she also knew that he knew as little about all this as she did. She would understand if he didn't do things exactly right, just as he knew there was the same margin of error on her end. They were mates now. They shared an unconditional love. With that behind them, whatever else they needed would work out. Especially this. The lick made another shock run down the course of his spine and the grin on her face made heat rise to his cheeks. It took him a moment, but he caught her idea as she looked between him and the bed of furs. Her hands finding their way lower was the final push he needed. Nayati picked Liliana up in his arms and lovingly lay her on their marriage bed. He smiled brightly at her as he lay himself down next to her, his lips once again seeking her own for a kiss, a hand coming to rest on the curve of her side.

Liliana Utina · 01-16-2011, 03:00 AM

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Her hint had been taken and she got butterflies in her stomach as he gingerly too her into his arms and lay her into the bed, it was so soft, and as he lay next to her she couldn’t help but feel excitement rush through her. She was sharing a bed with the love of her life and as soon as he started to kiss her, her lips planted against his, and she was all his. Her hands had rested at his side but one now held his cheek while her other explored more of his body. The manliness of it, was overpowering, to feel the muscle under the fur and skin move as he moved was like something out of a fairytale, in a way it turned her on even more and she moved herself closer to him, letting his warmth keep her from the cold, her excitement rising, oh how she needed him, but to tell him so did that make things sound worse than they should? This question lingered and soon she decided against it, things would happen when they did, as her exploring and found his strong thigh, and rested it there for a bit.

Nayati Utina · 01-16-2011, 03:25 AM

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Here we go! XD SoSuWriMo 269

Even though the ground they tread upon was so unknown, Nayati knew that he desired to be nowhere else. There was no one else he so enjoyed spending his time with. No one else that loved as he loved the woman beside him. It was why they had become this day, because neither of them wanted to spend any more time apart from one another. She met his lips and the sound of his thoughts dimmed even more. He had no idea why things were coming more naturally at the moment. Maybe it was due to his effort, or maybe it was just something instinctual in the position they had just rearranged themselves to. Whatever the reason though, things seemed better now and he could feel himself being caught in the flow of it.

Her one hand on his face was warm, but the exploring of the other was raising his body temperature. When she moved closer to him Nayati's hand on her side helped to pull her in and then it ran softly up and down her back. Despite how close they already were, he wanted her closer, but he was still cautious even though he was not as hesitant as he had been moments before. As her hand touched his thigh though, the Utina felt a stirring below his waist that he had never felt before. Whatever buzzing that had been left in his mind seemed to quiet automatically at the touch and his strong arm pulled her even closer to him. His lips moved from her's to find her neck again, his kisses becoming more urgent.

Liliana Utina · 01-16-2011, 03:39 AM

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She could feel things moving along now so much quicker, and as her hand had rested on his thigh he moved her closer and she could feel more of him than she ever expected to, and she made a slight sound of her own pleasure at being this close to him. Her own heart racing in its little cage, which she was glad it had or it would have burst free from all the excitement, her own body telling her what to do as one of her legs reached over and around his, her hand now moving closer to his rear, her other one now caressing his mane her kisses were intensified as her own excitement and need grew, all else around them was nothing but emptiness. It was just her and him, and their little dance of love.

Nayati Utina · 01-16-2011, 03:51 AM

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The more things progressed, the more each little touch and feeling seemed to be amplified. It was like wood and kindling being thrown on a fire as the heat between the newly mated pair grew and grew. His ears perked forward as a noise was issued from his love's voice that made his heart stumble in its frantic, heavy beating. The hesitation and cautiousness from moments past seemed to have never been an issue at all as her leg wrapped around his own, bringing them even closer, entwining their bodies even more. Her hands continued to move on his body and the low rumble of a pleasured growl rose from his chest. Nayati nibbled at the sweet spot on her neck he had found before as his own hand roamed downward towards her tail, feeling the lower curves of her body. How had he resisted her so long? His prior willpower amazed him in this moment. If they had ever come this close before, he knew that he would not have been able to stop. Stopping was no worry now, the thought didn't even cross his mind.

Liliana Utina · 01-16-2011, 04:44 AM

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Her hand moved over the roundness of his rear, and then moved down to as far as she could on his leg and back up, mussing his white fur a little, but that was of little importance to her now, she was trying to make him feel good, and she could feel his excitement in the whole thing. He was doing a wonderfully on his end as she felt her need for him grow, the butterflies were moving closer to her lower body where it seemed they would settle and the tingling between her legs made her restless and she could feel herself wishing for more, but she was in no hurry, no rush, she would play out their own foreplay, she wouldn’t rush into this. It was their first time, so it should be special. Her claws lightly scratched the back of his neck and down his shoulders, though she was being patient, she wanted him, though she had no clue how he would make her feel, and those small thoughts were gone instants later as her hand the hand that was on his leg dared to go further to his inner thigh, wondering, and curious, almost seeking, but tentative.

Nayati Utina · 01-17-2011, 07:40 PM

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As her hand roved over his backside and leg small shivers were sent up his spine. No one had ever touched him in such ways before and he knew he would not enjoy it if were anyone but Liliana touching him. She was the only one who he would ever allow to touch him in this manner. It was one of the promises they had made to each other today. The sensations below his waist were so foreign but the one undeniable signal they were sending was that he needed to be as close to her as he possibly could. Nayati wanted to feel every inch of her, to know her as completely as anyone ever could. His muzzle moved down from her neck, nibbling now at her collarbone. His hand moved up her back and side and hesitantly he placed his palm on the curve of her breast. The Utina was waiting carefully for her reaction, not wanting to move further until he got a positive response.

It was difficult though, for the movements of her own hands were driving him wild. He felt her claws gently scratch his skin, but as her other hand ventured towards his inner thigh and stole all of his attention. Nayati held his breath. He didn't know why, but his body desperately wanted her fingers to search further. The muscles underneath her dainty fingers twitched in anticipation and a muted moan was issued from his throat.

Liliana Utina · 01-17-2011, 08:24 PM

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Her world collapsed within herself as soon as he laid his hand on her breast, her wants and needs were all that were left… except for that bit of her that was stronger than her own want and need… and it was that bit that wanted to please Nayati as he was pleasing her. her wandering hand, though still slightly hesitant found it’s way to its destination, and it lingered over the idea of actually letting her hand touch it, yet it seemed so private, and even the idea of him being her mate, or having already touched him almost everywhere else had occurred to her but still she lingered.

She felt her other hand pressing hard against his back now in all her indecision, feeling the pleasure waves go through her as he nibbled at her and held her in one of her more tender spots.

Nayati Utina · 01-17-2011, 08:35 PM

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It seemed that his hand had found a very pleasurable spot on his mate's body. Nayati wasn't sure exactly how he should touch her there, but now he knew that he should definitely keep giving her attention there. His fingers explored her supple flesh there, feeling it with curiosity and excitement. His kisses moved down further, going in a slow trail from the edge of her collarbone down to the breast that his hand was feeling. His tongue tentatively licked her there, hoping that it would feel good to her. The Utina felt horribly clumsy in his efforts to please her, but this was a time of learning and exploring one another, so he tried not to feel too embarrassed about his lack of knowledge.

Liliana's hand moved closer to where all the heat in his body was seeming to gather. He could feel that she was just beyond touching him there and the proximity was almost too much for him to handle. He felt the urge to move his hips just enough so that he could meet her soft touch, but with a lot of effort he restrained himself from doing so. Nayati didn't want to force it, force her, to do anything she wasn't ready for. Even if it was becoming harder and harder to control his base urges, he was still making sure to be her first.

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