Meet me again my long lost one

Rendall · 07-23-2011, 03:14 PM

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Set at the Franciacorta Vinyard

The sun was low in the sky when Rendall had arrived at her destination. The vinyard was quiet and comforting to the traveling woman. Since her acception into the new large pack she had taken up a temporary home in the form of a small den. In the next days, she would be traveling from place to place looking for a nice cottage or cabin to settle down in and begin her new life, as well as moving her long lost things from her old home. The woman had skimmed this area lightly a few days ago and decided it would be nice to spend a sheltered night in the abandoned cottage next to all the vines, that is of course.... if noone lived there now.

She had spent her afternoon looking around the property for any signs of wolves or creatures but found comfort when she found none. Thus she entered the cottage carefully and laid out a small mat and some blankets for her to settle down in the evening. By sunset though, she was out and about examining the grapes and vines, tasting to her pleasure and relaxing happily in the warm sunlight. Though this place smelled of an old ceature long ago, she didn't mind the tangy smells of the grapes and wines that were found throughout the property.

Rendall stretched out her stiff legs and paws into the dirt, she had taken up a resting place inbetween the walls of vines not far from the cottage. The woman rolled around in the loose dirt, covering herself in the sweet scents of the grape-stained earth. She truely liked it here and decided to seek out the Alphas of this pack to see if they would allow her to take care of the vinyard in her spare time of (what she hopes to be) a guardian of sorts, well she would have to talk to the leaders anyways in time about her place in the pack.

Rendall laid there in the dirt until the orange-topaz sky and the warm wind brought to her another presence in the area. She stood up quietly, wondering who else had been here. The scent, familiar though different with the pack scent, wafted a sense of warmth to her senses. "Noah..." She exclaimed in an excited whisper. She quietly looked around hoping to see him, but nothing....had he already left? Her heart dropped as she remembered that she had left PV and him, she was sure he wouldn't be too happy to see her. Yet still her urge to talk to him made her call out to him "Noah? Is that you?"

Noah · 07-25-2011, 12:05 PM

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Sorry he's an ass. I warned you.

The male had been adjusting well to once again having his heart ripped out, and being up rooted from the Valley, and without Jefferson, and without the female that he promised to take care of, and he swore to him-self to make her happy no matter what the cost was. When he was once again left with nothing to show for opening his heart to her, the male once again marked that female in his mind as dead, well it was worst then death, if he seen her he would make sure to let her feel that coldness that he had for her in his heart, Sera had felt it and he could tell with how her face was that it was that coldness was when she knew that it was over and it was because she failed to listen to him.

Hearing that voice, the male shuttered, he didn’t want her to come back it would have been better for the both of them if she would have stayed gone, but if she was a member of the pack then he would treat her with the basic respect that any other pack member would earned. ”You called? He spoke to her very dry, he was happy that she was alive and well, but he was not thrilled that she was here. The silver tri-pod sat down with a flick of his tail he flipped the tail down at the side of his feet as he gave a yawn. The male did not look to her or at her, he dipped his maw in a stander polite greeting.

Rendall · 07-30-2011, 04:02 AM

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It's ok she needs her butt chewed out anyways for leavin him in the first place lol

The ice from his words chilled her to the bone. She put her ears back in hurt and guilt, not sure of what to say to the male. She had hurt him, much more than she thought. "I...I wanted to talk to you." She looked up at him and saw that he refused to acknowledge her. She put her hand up, wanting to touch him, to feel the warmth that was once offered by him, but all she felt was cold. Not even the warm sunlight that made her fur sparkle blue could warm her from the ice that surrounded her.

She moved amongst the vines to get a little closer, no point in talking from a distance when you already are. She sat down, her eyes watering. Rendall wiped them and turned away, not wanting to plea to the male's pity. She came here to get him back and found herself even farther from him than she thought. "I didn't think you would want someone as tainted as me. So i left." She looked at him over her shoulder, her blue eyes searching for something.

The female decided it was too much, the damage was done and she was to blame. Surely he knew of what Lucifer had done to her and was disgusted, the best thing now was to leave. She had to try thought, at least one more time to reach him. "There is something I wanted to tell you....." She wasn't sure how to say anything anymore. She looked away, for an escape, for anything, anything to make the pain go away. "I swear..I didn't want him.....I hate him...He was a monster I swear. I couldn't deal with myself...after it happened. I had his smell all over me and..... I just couldn't live with myself, I tried to get out of my home, to find something. Then there was you......." She looked down, realizing the tear she tried to fight stained her face. The woman turned away, finding comfort in the purple-smelling dirt and the warm sun that tried so hard to warm her chilled skin.

Noah · 07-31-2011, 12:54 AM

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Yeah he's pissed. WC:5+

Her hand went up, his held jolted up. He was on the three legs and she upon her two. He did not want the likes of her touching him, it wasn’t that he was better than her, or even that she had some illness that he might caught if she touched him, and he just did not want her touching him. Touch was for those he felt like he could trust. Her hand moved closer and he lifted his lips to her, showing that he was not in the mood for her to try to touch him, he wasn’t just a common human’s pet that you could treat like the trash and then pick back up and love all over and expect a wag of the tail, no! Noah was a puzzle, and not always did the pieces fit. Sometimes they just couldn’t, and when it came to the matters of his heart, that was just something that was not an easy fix, now if Tala would have came and wanted to be around Noah, he would welcome her. She was nothing more than a sister, a close sister. ”Talk..” he spoke his tone harsher then what it was before. Is was if she was a loner making the foolish action of trespassing and then trying to touch him, was just not wise. Her words angered him as he snarled, barking at her as he stood up gimping to where she had move. ”Stupid!” He snorted turning his snarling into a chilled laugh”I came.” The day he found her, she had pulled her fur out, and then she made the choice not to follow them when they He stood up as he started to pace back and forth as he shook his head, then sorting, following by tossing his head while he passed back and forth. He was visibly upset with her. ”He…nearly…..kuh…kuh…killed me…Did I Ruh…errrrr….er..run? NO! Stayed!” Again he snapped with a snarl. Parting his jaws as he rolled out his pink gritty tongue, as he started panting. Loyal. TO the pack to the members, to his rank. His mother had started the Valley, and she might have taken off, but he stayed he was a member for life; he promised Jefferson that he would prove that he was worth trusting in the numbers. The male couldn’t help it, he knew that if Jace was here, she would be upset. ”Jace, stayed!” The silver raging male informed his once black lover that Jace had been one of his victims. So to top it all off she left him to find someone one! He just wasn’t good enough for her, she needed someone eles, that was the final blow. He wouldn’t hurt her psychically but unless she kissed butt big time and proved to him after a long long time, she was going to be nothing more than a pack member in his eyes, ”Find’em?” He questioned her, his voice softened, he was hurting so bad on the inside, she was killing him, the tears did not help matters any, he wanted to go over to her, place him-self against her for the extra weight, let her know that he wouldn’t leave her, but he wouldn’t let him-self fall again, not so quick and not so easy.

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Rendall · 08-01-2011, 01:16 PM

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lol

His anger made her wince, but her determination to make him understand what she went through made her look him in the eyes. "I left because in the state I was in I was of no use to you or to my pack. You didn't deserve someone like that. Someone who was so helpless that she let that disgusting monster touch her the way he did. I fought back at him cause there I is only one person I want touching me like that in this lifetime! I'm not as emotionally as strong as you and Jace are...." She blinked back another set of tears. Her voice grew quiet as she talked again, "I am loyal. Loyal enough to know that if I stayed I would have done more damage than good. So I left, left to find myself help, so I could help the pack again. So could be useful again."

She scooted away from the towering male, shifting into her lupus form so that she could look him face to face. "I came back, I joined this pack cause now this is where my loyalty lies. With the pack of Ichika No Ho-en......and with you...I came to find you." She said the last part much more quietly, unsure of if he would be disgusted or not. She turned away but his next words caught her off guard. Find em?...Find who? She looked back and saw the hurt in his eyes. Surely he didn't think she left him to find another male. Did he? She turned back to him confusion in her eyes. "You thought I left you for someone else?" Her voice a musical whisper, realization spread across her face, how could she let him believe that? She turned, looking away from him before telling him the one thing she had been wanting to tell him for a long time....."Noah....there is no one else." She looked up at the sweet tripod, she needed to tell him, she only hoped that he would listen. "Noah.....I.....I love you. I didn't want to leave.....but I wasn't worth your affections. I wanted to stay....to stay with you, but I.. I couldn't. I didn't want you having anyone in your life who was as much of a coward as I was."

She walked away from him, he wouldn't believe her, she had hurt him too badly. She sat in he dirt a couple of feet away, not really sure what else to say. She sighed, giving up and taking in all the things he had said to her. "I'm sorry Noah. I'm sorry I let you believe that I didn't want you......I'm sorry for even leaving you in the first place." She turned back to him and sat at his feet, she would take every word of anger that she still had coming at her, every icy cut that she deserved for leaving him. She knew she had this coming for a long time, it was no use, she wouldn't win him back unless she sat here and let him get out every feeling and every word that he had for her. She wouldn't run...not this time.

Noah · 08-03-2011, 12:40 AM

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Oh snap! WC:5+

Was it wrong that the male was very pleased that his words where eating away at her. Noah Sawtooth wanted her to be miserable. The tripod had only felt this way one other time, and that was at the war over the lands. The white female had made a horrible ugly side come out in him, rage shook him, and hate shook him every time he looked upon her. That feeling had returned when he looked at her, the faded female that stood in front of him, she had found pity in his heart when she laid there the last time they had come together, she was laying there, patches of her fur had been stripped away by her own doing, he knew that his father had attacked her for no other reason than to hurt his silver son. The male muttered as he hopped around going back and forth. ”You left.” He had to push that point, but there was more behide his bitter feelings other than her leaving the pack in a time of need. ”He killed me.” Even if it was a short amount of time, he saw things that he should not have been able to see as so long as he was a live, the Sawtooth male saw two pups, the two pups that Lucifer had forced upon Jace. ”Where were y…ewe….you?” If it had not been for Jefferson, Lucifer still might be alive.

Noah huffed as he followed her, with blind rage he wanted her to hurt like how he hurt when she left him.”You don’t cu…cuh..care. Do you?! NU..NU..NO!” He snarled as he huffed and puffed pacing around. ”He’s dead.” A part of Noah Sawtooth was sad that his father was dead now, there would never ever be that chance for them fix the broken relationship that they had, and to help him right the wrongs that he had done.

The small shimmer in her eyes, angered him, then her words came out. He temper rose as he snarled at her, he was barking mad. “DON’T LIE!” No one could ever love him; he was the son of a rapist, and not only that he was scared, and let alone he was deformed. After all he was not the best of looking missing a leg, and an ear, and one eye blind. No one could really ever really love him for more than a brother. It just was not funny to play with his heart of his feelings. He had always just wanted to enjoy the simple things in life. A nice life inside a pack, and he was able to check that off when he finally won the trust of Jefferson. The last thing that was on his list of things to complete in his life was to have a small little family. So far it seemed like every one had been able to do that in life, and he was stuck just being alone, and looked at as just the good friend. He whispered he wanted to cry at her confession, she had told him that she was in love with him. Maybe if she hadn’t left him to ‘heal’ he would have been more open to her words, now he was in too much pain from being left.

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Rendall · 08-07-2011, 02:51 PM

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Ouch! and the crowd goes wild....

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The female looked down, she didn't say anything for a long while. Hurt by the males yelling at her and telling her that she lied. No she didn't but he wouldn't believe that. This was fruitless, she could feel the frost reaching her own heart as the pain and anger strangled her soul. After a while she decided it was only right to tell him where she went. "I left to find my sisters, or at least myself again. I ran into my brother and his pack and had stayed with them for a while." Vulcan always was great help to Rendall, When he had seen what shape she was in he had taken her in and had his healer give her strange plants for her depression.

When the drugs didn't work he tried reaching through to her by talking to her and teaching her more about other things, but all she could think about was the monster. It was during that time that she had ran into a male, even today she didn't know his name, but she knew he liked her. Her brother encouraged her to stay and be mated to the male, but the idea naturally disgusted her. So she told her brother no, and over time she realized it wasn't the monster she was thinking about anymore, but the time her and Noah had by the creek.

She became almost obsessed with that memory and why it stuck, each day it made her more and more home sick. Soon she realized it wasn't home she missed, but the warmth and happiness of Noah. She realized she loved him, and very much. Rendall then had to go back. To face everything she was a coward for and to come here for this moment now. A moment that seemed completely useless now. She looked away at the dusk, the sun had set and the sky was turning a deep blue. Her eyes looked at the world as the moon began to rise and the life beneath it changed. It seemed as though her depression slowly crawled back into her. Her voice was small. "I'm sorry Noah." She never wanted to tell him that she loved him ever again. The anger she smelled from him made her just want to run away again. Sadly she knew she couldn't, she loved him too much to leave him again.

Rendall · 08-23-2011, 01:34 PM

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Rendall looked at him with hurt in her eyes. Was he...mocking her now? Her guilt had been traded in for hurt and anger. He must really not love her.... She looked away. Anger rising in her voice "No... I'm not. Your just too stubborn to realize that I came back for you. I went through everything for you." She looked at the childish male with accusasion in her eyes. "You use to be sweet and wonderful and someone I could come to Noah. I understand I hurt you by leaving but I'm trying to make it up to you cause I want to be with you. I told you I love you. I haven't said that to anyone, and I'm not gonna say to anyone else." She turned away from him, hiding the hurt for fear of more mocking from him.

The man was hurting, she could sense it, but she didn't know what else to say. "You were the only one who came to me, who loved me even when I hated myself. I wanted to show you by coming back here that I loved you too. Though I already know the words that are gonna leave your mouth. So don't bother saying them." She was tired of being called a liar, she didn't want to hear it anymore. There was one thing she did want to hear though. She turned back to him, angry still with his childish stubborness.

"I have told you all I can do for you but that doesn't seem to be what you want to hear so I'll just ask you. What do you want from me Noah? to go jump off a cliff? to lay down and die? fine whatever. I'm tired of fighting with you so tell me already what to you want!" She was loud enough to be yelling when she finished the phrase, realising that she grew quiet again. "You want me to leave? fine I'll leave you, but I wont leave the pack , do you want me to stay? I'd be more than happy. I'm tired of guessing so just bloody tell me what you want so you can get on with your life ignoring me."

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