She kills my self-control [p]

Soran Aatte · 07-28-2011, 07:10 PM

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Private for Charm/ Shannon <3 <3 Smile I am going to try and describe it as best as possible in my description, but if I can't, this link here is the room I am reffering to Smile WC: 1255

The room was spacious, although not too big, the morning light came in through the large glass panels on the door, illuminating the entire space. The room was fairly empty, it's occupant having moved in only the previous day, on a shelf that ran along the wall were a few books stacked neatly, each one placed with loving care upon the shelf, their spines facing outwards to show their titles and authors. Below these on another sturdy shelf lay a long silver flute, some slightly tattered and torn sheet music beneath it, along with several brightly coloured stones, some gemstones, others simply plain rocks with adorned with interesting patterns, small flecks of unusual colours or stripes of vivid bright greens or blues criss crossing them, amonst these lay a few brightly coloured porcelain beads, of all sorts of colours, blues, purples, reds and yellows. Next to these lay a heavy thin slab of black slate, a few small words written upon it, several pieces of chalk and two pencils laying atop it, again, like the flute, it was pinning down several sheets of paper, but these were blank, though again they were slightly tattered and rough around the edges. Other than that there lay a bed, nothing particularly fancy or showy, a simple bed made of a dark wood, a bright wollen cover spread over it neatly, it was made up of many different coloured squares, although it's bright colours were fading, a sign that it was in fact a human relic left over from when people had occupied the house. Two small but rather plump pillows rested against the mahogany headboard of the bed, and a small handmade toy wolf lay at the bottom, stitched together with rabbit fur with two silver beads for eyes and a large black button for a nose. In one corner a small white chair sat, obviously made of some kind of wood woven together and then crudely painted by whichever human had owned this room in the past. The walls of the room were a plain magnolia, something which the new occupier was keen to change.

The new occupier was Soran, she had moved into the room just the day before, having entered the house that was so familiar to her, after all it had once been her home. She had been planning on claiming a room for herself, finding somewhere to stay and sleep in the confines of Haven Manor, it brought with it a semblance of normalcy, she had wanted to get things back to how they had once been, the easiest way she could see to do that was to claim a room in the house for herself. The ebony lady had never been against sleeping outdoors, she had had dens in caves and simply slept under the stars in the forest, for the past two years she had not even seen a human settlement. But she had slept in the Syemv house when it had still stood, and she used to sleep here, in this very house when she had last been a member of Crimson Dreams. Now she was once again a member of her familiar and former pack she had decided that it was time to treat herself once again to the luxury of sleeping in a bed, a proper padded bed with a soft mattress and a cover to hide underneath when the sun's rays became too intense in the mornings. So she had come into the house, scouting about, sniffing the air, testing to see which rooms were claimed and which were not, many had moved into the house it seemed, the rooms were nearly all taken, so when she had found this room with the terrace so neatly attatched to it just through a small door she had been delighted. She had sniffed all around it, it was most definately unoccupied, so she had claimed it for herself, deciding that it was now to be her little annex, her little safe Haven. She was very pleased to have found it already furnished, the bed and coverings already being there. It had been very dusty from having not been used for so long, but the ebony fae kept many useful things in her leather satchel and had happily produced a small rag and had cleaned the place from top to bottom before adorning it with knick knacks and items from her satchel. It was good to empty the leather bag, to spread her items around the room, the books being removed had been the best part, the bag suddenly weighing a fraction of what it had so soon before hand. She had also tacked some pages of writing onto the walls, letters her children had written her when she was leaving, she had been forced to promise not to read them until she had gotten settled in these lands, now she had tacked them to her walls, there were four in total, one from each of her youngest litter. They were a reminder that no matter how awful things got, they still loved her, she was still loved.

With a lazy yawn the ebony fae stood, stretching out her lithe limbs, raising her arms high above her head, stretching even all the way to her dark fingertips. She rubbed the sleep from her emerald eyes and looked about the room. She was rather pleased with what she had done with it, although the plain walls were annoying her, the room needed some colour, some personality injected into it, the obsidian lady would have to find some paint and change the colour of at least one of the walls. Her dark hand rested on the toy wolf for a moment, she had made one each for her youngest children, being fairly good at sewing, this one was from Kiwi, her youngest, she had insisted that she take it with her, so that she always had something of her in case she got lonely. After much protesting the ebony mother had taken it, even now simply looking at it made her smile, her children were so thoughtful, she was proud of each and every one of them, she was sure that she would be proud of her elder children if they were here now too, well perhaps not Conri, he had done some awful things, but then again, he would have plenty of opportunity to redeem himself in his mother's eyes. She smiled again, looking once more around the room before slipping her satchel's sturdy strap over her head so that it rested across her chest on one shoulder. Long dark fingers rummaged in it carefully, making sure she had everything she needed, taking out her present for Mati, the set of paintbrushes and laying them carefully onto one of the shelves nearby. Finally she decided that she was ready, she opened her door and stepped outside, closing the heavy wooden fixture behind her again. She paused for a moment, scratching her name roughly onto the wooden door, it was a messy scribble, but she could fix that later. Eventually Soran stepped out of the main front door of the Manor, standing in the doorway for a moment, taking a deep breath of the fresh morning air. She felt wonderfully awake this morning, a product, she was sure, of such a good night's rest. Green eyes roved the lands, deciding which way would be the best to set out to find paint, she paused in the doorway whilst she tried to decide.

Charm Sawtooth · 07-31-2011, 11:56 PM

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The sun had brought the female wolf out of her state of sweet dreams and slumbers. The female did not want to waste the day away; she had to start making a place for her to stay during the chilly night of the fall, winter and early spring. The female was still not sure if she was going to use the house, like the black she leader had offered her, or if she was going to be an odd one and find a place in the pack lands that she could live like she had for the years past, in a wolf, she lived in a den that she dug with her Aunt’s help after she had turned two. It was big enough for her, and there was enough room that she could dig down further or even further back if the she wolf took on a mate, or if she wanted to have a litter. Charm had never done either so it was just the right amount of room for her, the only thing that made it not so enjoyable was when the snow would come into her den and cover her and place frost upon her coat, she would have to groom her-self before she came out of the den to warm up her coat before she get the frost off her coat.

The she wolf knew she needed to explore the house maybe even find a room that she might want to stay in for the colder nights of the year. The female fingers explored her tightly braided cornrows; she had just done them the other night, and then placed her scarf upon her head, and went to bed. The brown eared female moved up the path to the house, the lady sitting upon the porch looked…well sort of like the female leader. ”Ya new?” She spoke as her hips swayed as she moved closer and closer to the house, as she found a seat on the steps to the house, as she looked to the black lady.

Soran Aatte · 08-01-2011, 08:03 PM

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The sable female had decided against moving for a little while, instead closing the heavy wooden door behind her and perching on the top step, well the porch really, her long legs resting on the steps that came off of it. She turned her head momentarily to gaze back at the house, smiling at it's imposing size, it was a fine place to live, she could not blame the other wolves for moving in, nor for her own pale daughter and red son for claiming it when they had first found it. Soran had lived in a house for much of her adult life she realised, coming to the lands when she was two years old and happily taking the offer to move into the Syemv homestead, enjoying the comfort of having a human bed to sleep in, the soft cushions of her bed being rather decandent to the dark female, she had enjoyed it while it had lasted. After that she had moved into this very house for a brief period, before sleeping in a den in the winter and simply beneath the stars on warm nights in her adopted pack. Dayna had allowed her to sleep in her den with her, along with Soran's youngest litter, the offer had been generous and the sable female had enjoyed it for a time, but whenever the night had been pleasant enough she had much preffered to sleep under the stars, something that she had always loved, especially when she had lived in the old lands. It was a bone of contention with her and Dayna, the pale lady saw it as abandonment when she left the den and stepped into the night air to sleep under the star-pinpricked inky blanket of the night sky, it was not that Soran wanted to be without the pale lady that she had come to be partners with, it was that just sometimes the cool air blowing over her dark fur, ruffling it gently and cooling her on a warm night was needed. Unfortunately due to her fur colouring she was good at storing heat, the den could get stifling at night with all six of them in there, it even remained rather too warm when Rain, Flavian, Florence and little Kiwi had moved out. So she had slept under the stars. But now the ebony wolfess could not help but like the luxury of living in the house again, her plain walls were at least hers, she had a terrace and two small rooms adjoining her own that she doubt would be claimed anytime soon, it was nice to have space and not have to dig it out herself, here it was, already pre-made, all it needed was a further clean and a lick of paint. Soon she would convert it into something perfect for herself, there was even enough room for her pups to stay if they chose to visit, perhaps not all of them, but she was sure there would be room for one of them, or perhaps two at a squeeze, if Rain came to stay she could sleep on the terrace, she had inherited her mother's ebony pelt and like for being cool at night, so no doubt that would suit her down to the ground.

Soran was just musing on this, her eyes roving around the lands without really paying attention to what she was seeing, when something caught her eye. A pale female with unusual patches of colour adorning her, she had her hair in small plaits on her head, an unusual style which made the ebony fae smile. She seemed to be approaching the house, though the female was not worried, she was downwind of her and could smell that the unusually patterned female was a member of the pack, although from her scent it seemed that she was new, just like herself. The dark lady's lips stretched into a smile as the fae came over, swinging her hips as she walked, the dark fae looked her over, she was a very pretty fae indeed, and she looked oddly familiar to her. Perhaps the dark lady knew her? The way her luck was going she kept bumping into others that she had known briefly in the past, or that were blood relations of wolves she had known, the fae wondered briefly if this was indeed another case of this. Perhaps the smiling female was indeed related to someone she had once known, there was something terribly familiar about her. Dark ears swivelled and perked up to catch the sound of the younger fae's voice as she spoke, the fae smiled again as she nodded slowly.
"I am yes, I take it you're new around here as well? I haven't seen you around before?" The lady asked, still smiling at the fae. There was something oddly familiar about this girl, something in the way she spoke. The lady looked her over properly as she perched herself on the steps nearby to her, she had the sudden urge to touch her hair, the fae had plaited her own often, but just into one large braid that rested between her shoulder blades neatly, she was curious to feel what all the small braids would feel like, they looked like they would be soft, but with a curiously bumpy texture that would be fun to trace with a long finger, feeling the pattern beneath her finger tips. But she had only just met this fae, so that would be more than innapropriate, and the dark female would hate to be considered rude or too forward, she had already upset Noah by hugging him, making him feel uncomfortable, she did not want to do so with this interesting female. She would not be too forward by touching her, no matter how interesting her tiny braids looked, inviting her to touch them. Instead she simply smiled again, reaching out and offering an ebony hand for the other female to shake.
"I'm Soran by the way, and you are?" She asked, wondering if the clue to who this familiar fae was related to would be hidden in her name.

Charm Sawtooth · 08-03-2011, 12:07 AM

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The Sawtooth female shifted around as she sort of leaned over the step looking over to where the black she wolf had seated her-self. The calico babe took an elbow to the landing of the cabin that the pack had been living in, as she looked to the salt and pepper fellow she pack member. They seemed to have a bit of age of them between the two of them, three, maybe four years as the most. That did not take away from her natural beauty. Charm had not told a soul that she would rather rest her head at night with a female, and not a younger one, they seemed to have a lacking when it comes to the charm, and well maturity that some of the older females have. Though she shamelessly flirted away with the mocha male at the borders, she knew in her heart that other than a deep friendship, other than that she could not muster that in her heart to lie about her dark desires. The same desires that made her love only one of the same gender, also gave her the ill will feelings towards pups, she had enough of them being around her name sake Aunt her children the yipping and squeaks, it drove the odd coloring girl nuts, to where she almost wished she was deaf that way they didn’t make Charm dig at her ears till they bleed, and it wasn’t until they reached about two did she find her-self able to be around them.
A hand reached up as they ran over her rows of braids, she had to make sure that they where there and there and that they were all correctly done. She needed to always know that her hair was in place, she didn’t mind holding her head upside down while she went about making the many small braid with in her head. It was just the pain of the time that it took to make so many that made her hair style. She smiled as she dropped her hand back down onto the stoop, as she shifted into the step as the lady spoke. Charm Sawtooth rocked back a bit as she laughed, was it that clear upon her coat that she was just as new to these lands as the land in front of her was. She pulled up a hand and drew the thumb and forefinger close together leaving a small gap between the two digits, making sure that they would not connect if someone was to draw a line out of her finger. ”Just a little.” The she Sawtooth spoke as she laughed at how her own attempt to play suave attempt of talking to the female just did not work.
”Soran is it? I’ve heard that name before. Don’t remember when, where, who or even why. Might have been when I lived with my Aunt. I don’t know.” She chuckled, but the name Soran…she had heard it, however the face was not connecting with the name. Charm was always the smarter of the two of the litter; more aware that for every action there was a re-action. She seemed to have understood that better than her brother. ”Charm.” The lady spoke her name as she put one hand in front of her chest and another one at her back as she curled over her one arm as she pushed her head back up, as she looked to the lady.

Soran Aatte · 08-03-2011, 11:02 AM

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The calico coloured female was fascinating to the sable lady that sat near to her. There was something in the way she moved, the way she spoke, it was so familiar to Soran, there was something buried beneath that as well, she could not deny that the unusually patterned female that sat beside her was beautiful. There was something about her, the way that she braided her hair, obviously showing much care and attention to detail with her appearance, the ebony lady respected that, she had always been busy and although not vain, she too had been careful with her appearance over the years. It was true that there were now small flecks of grey beginning to appear in her fur, small silver hairs were beginning to dot along her facial scar line, along with long silver strands beginning to appear in her mane, coming from her front temple, they were not especially obvious yet, but she was sure that they would become so, soon enough it would be apparent that she was getting older, but still, she was always careful with her appearance, making sure her lightly curled mane was neat and in place. This calico fae seemed to understand, she was older than most newcomers that appeared at the borders, not still a yearling or a very young wolf, she seemed to have life experience, something which Soran valued, it was much easier to have a conversation with someone who knew more about the world than a pup, although she was always happy to speak to pups, she often found herself in the role of teacher, she loved teaching others new things, but she could not deny that it was nice to have a break and have an adult conversation with someone closer to her own age. This fae was obviously younger than her by a few years, but that did not matter, they were close enough to speak openly and keep a conversation flowing evenly. The other fae began to laugh, she had a delightful laugh, it brought a smile to the dark lady's lips, it was an infectious kind of laugh that almost made the fae want to laugh along, although she was unsure what they were supposed to be laughing at. Then the calico girl lifted her hands and showed that she had not been there long, Soran smiled again, her green eyes meeting the girl's purple ones momentarily, quickly the sable lady looked away, had she not had such dark fur it would be apparent that her cheeks were flushing pink in a blush. What was wrong with her? Whay was she acting so shyly around this female? She was blushing like a foolish yearling meeting the gaze of someone that they were infatuated with, that was not the ebony lady, not at all.

The fae spoke again, saying that she had heard her name before, this only made it more obvious to the obsidian lady that she knew this unusually patterned girl, they must have met before, or she must have at least met someone that was related to her. She wondered who her aunt was, wracking her brains for someone who was walking with a pup of this fae's colouring, perhaps they had had a brief encounter when she was much younger, when she had first come to these lands? Maybe the calico lady was someone she had indeed known, she looked familiar, but more like a dream, something half remembered, like there were parts of her that she remembered but others were a blank. Little did the fae know of course that she was talking to the daughter of her first love, her gorgeous pale lady, the sister of the ebony male that Soran had butted heads with on so many occasions. Soran was still trying to figure out who the fae's aunt was, if she could decipher who she was then perhaps it would answer the riddle of who this enchanting calico girl was, perhaps she had known her aunt, maybe she had been around the old lands, somewhere near Syemv, the lady was checking off females she had known when she had been in the old lands, she couldn't imagine that Phasma would have had a niece that she hadn't mentioned, nor any of the other female's that she had known in the past. So many of them were gone now, so many had passed on, or moved on or had just plain disappeared into thin air it seemed. But none of them had mentioned a niece, at least not one that the ebony female had not met, and none of them had had this fascinating patterning, she was sure she would have remembered the unusual splotches of colour that adorned the fae's pale fur, it was something that stuck in your mind, no, she could not have met her before, not even as a small pup.

At this moment the fae dipped her head in a little mock bow, Soran chuckled, smiling broadly at the patterned girl, she was such a vibrant character she could not help it, she just seemed to have a warm nature that eminated around where she was sat. Then she spoke her name and the fae's brow crinkled slightly as she fell into thought, Charm, she knew that name, she knew she knew that name. Where had she heard it before? It had been someone terribly important to her that had named someone Charm, it couldn't have been Deuce, Soran knew all of Deuce's children, well at least the ones of Charm's age. It wasn't Phasma, again the ebony lady had met all of her former leader's pups, Hollow had been an important part of her life although the most vile and evil part, but with the exception of Stygian, she was the mother of his other children and she certainly hadn't named any of them Charm, besides she was certain she'd remember her own child, that thought made the fae chuckle, her mind was wandering into the realms of the ridiculous. There was of course only one female that she had not thought of, Summer, of course, she had had a daughter, a sibling for the black drunk she had also given birth to. She had named her Charm had she not? The ebony fae was unsure, the tiny around the birth of Summer's pups had been hazy, and then she had died so soon after that everything became blurred with grief. The lithe female reached out and rested a hand on the calico girl's shoulder, simply as a comforting gesture for the question she was about to ask, although perhaps she needed more comforting than the younger female. Even though she had only intended to rest her hand upon the other girl's shoulder she found that her fingertips were making small circles in the calico fur beneath her hand.
"Your mother wouldn't have been Summer would she?" The fae asked, a mixture of excitement and nervousness building in the pit of her stomach. It would be wonderful to see a daughter of her pale lover, to know something of her was left in the lands so nearby to her, but there was something else, she feared that she might be attracted to this female, what consequences would come of that if she was indeed her former mate's daughter?

Charm Sawtooth · 08-06-2011, 03:51 PM

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Charm knew that she was not a yearling, and nor was the stunning black lady that sat in front of her, there was a calming in the air, it was something that this lady could get use to. Truth be told them she Sawtooth was enjoying sitting here and talking to someone, she was a fresh air. Not that she had talked to many members of the pack lands, however she was told by Sky that most of the members that lived in these lands where related in one way or another. Charm however as far as she knew was the only one that shared her name, and shared her blood lines.

The trio colored female saw the lady with green eyes look to her own violet eyes and then just as quickly look away from her, Charm knew that sudden look. She wasn’t blind to the lust that some felt for her. She wasn’t saying she was the best looking female or even for that matter she wasn’t the best looking beast but she wasn’t horribly ugly either. Charm smiled softly as she pushed up with her feet rocking forward on the steps as a hand reached up going to the side of the female’s face as Charm shifted her head to the side a bit, as her lips meet the black lady’s, planting a soft kiss upon her lips. Shifted back to sit on the step the female waited to see the reaction from the other one before her besides how much further to push this meeting.

Her head jolted up as her ears rose upon her head; she wasn’t sure how to take this question, she knew of her mother, but she could say she really did not know her or her father, she just knew of them. Her Aunt minded her manners for her niece but it was clear by how she signed to her that she was not a fan of her mother. ”Yes…” The female spoke slowly and very unsure of how this was going to go. She rocked back upon the step as her purple eyes looked to the black lady in front of her.

Soran Aatte · 08-09-2011, 12:59 PM

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Smile Slight powerplay here with Soran kissing Charm, hope that's ok with you? If not I can change it Smile WC: 1262

The ebony female could barely take her eyes off of the calico patterned beauty before her, her green gaze kept meeting the lilac one of the beautiful fae before her. Her fingertips felt like they were aflame against the female's shoulder, she could not help it, the female was so warm against her fingers, there was a chemistry, a chemical warmth between the two of them, it was something she couldn't deny. She was nervous, more nervous than she had been in a long time, the way the fae moved and spoke, the way she was so confident and bubbly, the ebony fae was completely entranced by her, it had been a long time since she had felt the wamrth of a first attraction with someone. In the past she had fallen totally in love with Summer and Deuce, she had indeed felt the initial warmth with Dayna, the beautiful pale femme who had taken her in despite her pregnancy, she had been a wonderful partner, but soon the feeling had grown cold and Soran had stayed with her more out of a feeling of duty and owing her something than for actual affection. It had fizzled as quickly as it had come, but then again it had been nothing like this, it had been nothing like this heart fire the female was feeling now, she felt like a young wolf again, the familiar warmth, just as when she had first set eyes on her pale lady, Summer, was spreading through her. She was nervous, but could not shake the excitement at the idea that this fae might just be feeling the same way, after all she had not shrugged away from the ebony lady's dark fingers, her light gentle touch on the shoulder. In fact she seemed to be unphased by it entirely, this gave the ebony lady hope, perhaps she too, was feeling this strange tingling, the sudden warmth of attraction between the two of them. The female was nervous though, the small circles she was tracing on the female's shoulder with her soft fingertips were enough for now, she was too shy to make the first move, she was really enjoying the conversation that the pair were sharing, she was also just enjoying her company, there was a realxed, peaceful atmosphere between the two that the dark Vetes female hadn't felt for a long time, it was edged of course with the flutter of anticipation and excitement that something might happen soon, that between the pair of them the small spark of whatever it was they were feeling would be fanned into a full flame of desire. The ebony fae was not often one that would be thinking about this sort of thing, she had never actively looked for love, but it always seemed to find her when she was least expecting it, perhaps this would be one of those situations. Soran could not help but smile at the female, her smile had become a little shy in the recent moments, she could not help but feel nervous, what if she was indeed misreading the signals and was actually making a fool of herself quite spectacularly?

This question was answered by the female resting her calico hand upon Soran's dark cheek, her hand instincively moved to touch it gently, pressing her palm to the back of the fae's hand, she smiled as she felt the warmth of the fae's hand against her face, the tingling of attraction spreading to her chest now as well. Time seemed to slow down and her eyes half closed with the hazy feeling of attraction she felt towards the female. All of a sudden the calico girl moved in a fluid moment, her face close to the ebony female's, her lips met Soran's and the butterflies in her stomach went into overdrive, the fluttering getting faster and faster, unable to be ignored now. The ebony fae raised her hand to the calico girl's grey cheek and fell into the kiss, her breathing becoming shallow and the air seeming too warm and too close all of a sudden. The kiss was soon broken and Charm sat down once again, the ebony fae rested her hand on the calico girl's shoulder once again, stroking her soft fur with her fingertips again, unable to keep the smile from her face. The kiss had been wonderful, it had been such a long time since she had felt the sudden hazy attraction, to feel genuinely attractive to someone, she was getting older, this she could not deny and she had expected that her days of feeling this way were over, apparently not. She was very grateful to whatever god it was that was watching over her, that had decided that with all the heartache in her life she was allowed some moment of happiness, something that would be nice, even if it was just for a fleeting moment.
"That was... wonderful... thank you." The ebony lady said, unable to wipe the smile from her face, pausing for a moment and then leaning in, pressing her lips against the calico girl's own one again, just for a moment before leaning back and sitting upright again, still tracing little patterns on the girl's shoulder with her dark fingers.

Of course this moment was fleeting when suddenly the memory of the question she had asked came to her mind, this gorgeous calico girl was Summer's daughter, no wonder Soran had been so attracted to her, she had been hopelessly, helplessly in love with her mother. There was a lot of her former pale angel in Charm, though there was far more than that, she was attracted to Charm for being herself, it was true that she was very similar to her mother in many ways, but she was also herself, Soran was sure she felt the attraction for her purely for being herself and only herself. Still she could not risk starting anything with this female without first telling her the truth, for all she knew this could go somewhere special and the last thing she would want is for the calico girl to find out some other way and feel betrayed. No, she would have to tell her the truth, a lie, even if it was only a lie through ommitting to tell someone could become a posionous thing, tainting any friendships and relationships between herself and others.
"I knew your mother. I want to tell you in case this goes somewhere, you may have noticed that I am very attracted to you, but I have to be honest with you. Your mother and I... we were... lovers, we were in love. I want you to know this before anything happens, it wouldn't affect anything from my point of view, but it might for you, so I felt you should know, is that ok?" The lady asked, her green gaze searching for and finding the lilac eyes of the female before her, hoping that by looking at her she would see that she was honest in what she was saying, that she was genuinely attracted to her and that she didn't want anything to taint anything that might potentially happen between the pair. The truth was that she did feel slightly odd about the whole thing, it was strange to think that she was so attracted to her former mate's daughter, but then again she was different from her mother in enough ways that Soran was sure that her attraction was not just because of who this girl's mother had been.

Charm Sawtooth · 08-10-2011, 10:49 PM

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The moment that the two shared was wonderful; there was a spark, warmth of a fire that came when they united into the one. It felt so wrong for her to be sitting here on the wooden steps kissing another female, the soft touch of the black female touching her body bring a shudder of joy that rushed though her, she had no issues taking the first step in this dance. Though there was a secret, the female was not good at committing to anything though and the feelings that she was getting off of this ebony lady was something more then what she had with any of the males, though she never thought about going that far with them as she was with this one, the tender touch upon her shoulder was wonderful, the calico female wanted to pull the lady closer, but she also did not want to rush things. The tender touch of the lady on her arm was like something that she didn’t want to end, this whole kissing and touching was like what she had always thought that it should be like when you find someone that you like and only when you find out that they like you back was the sparks there.

The soft touch of the black lady’s hand touching her own, as nice, it had been like the warmth of the fire was melting the ice that she had around her heart to make sure that she had so that she could live her life, and bring a male home, talk to them, kiss them a few times and then leave them for the night. Then came the morning she would see them out and that was the end of that, she made sure that the male would not come back, forever. Just how the trio colored female wanted it. The longer that the kiss went on the more the she Sawtooth wanted to move this a few steps further, there was a burning in her body want she was pushing very hard to ignore. Finally the two had ended the kiss; the female looked at the green eyed babe, as she smiled softly looking at the lady. ”No…Thank you…I’ve never felt something so right, and so wrong.”

There was another kiss, the Sawtooth gave a soft whine, she was not sure how to take these feeling, she had to be the female that her Aunt had raised and waited for the right time, and the right place for things to move further. Charm was really at a loss of what to do, or even say next, so when the kiss had ended the female sighed softly like in a dream as she shifted back to brace her-self against one of the supports on the house’s wooden steps. The words that followed that wonderful kiss sent the female’s pretty little head into a swirl of thoughts. Though the Sawtooth wanted to know something, she loved her mother, to the point that they where connect as mates once. The female gave a nod, she was really going to have to think this over before she moved onto the next step with the black lady.”I am very attracted to you to dear lady. However I do believe that I will need to think this over. I do need to know, are your feelings for me, or do you like me because of who my mother was?” She had to know, the female would be crushed if the feelings that she felt for this lady and thought the lady was returning to her was only because of who her mother was.

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The ebony female could not shake the hazy feeling of attraction to this female, no matter how she tried to clear her head she could not move the haze, the thoughts of simply wanting to embrace the fae, to feel her lips against hers again, to bury her fingers in the braided mane of the calico girl. To feel the warm weight of her hair against her fingers whilst she allowed her lips to explore the face of the younger female. She managed to restrain herself, not allowing the thoughts to take over her actions, trying to be content with simply stroking the girl's shoulder, to feel the tingling of heat in her fingertips as she made small circles in the girls' fur. The Charm spoke and the lady smiled, saying that she had enjoyed the kiss, that she had never felt anything so wrong or so right, the ebony Vetes woman knew that feeling well, it had come to her when she had first kissed Summer, her mind being confused that she had found some attraction towards a female, but her heart burning with a fire that she could not put out, her heart had leapt everytime her lips had met Summer's, she was getting a similar feeling when she kissed this younger girl. She could not force the smile from her face as she watched the girl's expressions, the soft whine that escaped her lips as Soran kissed her again made the dark female's heart skip, she wanted to continue kissing her, to move closer to her and wrap her in an embrace, if this female was indeed enjoying this hazy attraction as much as she was it would be worth it. The lady was guarded with her affections now, she had been hurt in the past, she was quick to give herself to one totally and twice she had had her heart broken, firstly by a death and then by Deuce leaving her, she found that even though they were gone and that she was capable of finding attraction and affection with others, she still pined for them, perhaps that would simply be the way it would have to be forever, giving her heart to another but retaining a small rebellious part of it that would always beat for the pale females and them alone. She knew she was perfectly capable of loving another whilst keeping the memory of the loves she had had in the past with her. She could keep a memory without it affecting her actions. It was true that she had always compared Dayna with Summer and Deuce, she had always found the pale female lacking it was true, she was incapabale of holding her affection in the same way that the other pale girls had done. But with Charm it was different, she did not feel the need to measure her against her other loves, and she knew that if she did she would find her their equal, if not surpassing them.

The fae spoke and said that she would need time to think over what had been said, Soran could understand that, knowing that the female had once been so close to her mother, to have been mated with her, to have slept in the same bed as her, to have kissed her must have been a difficult concept to the calico girl. It was a slightly odd thing to the dark female as well, but she could not help but think on it as a coincidence, that the universe had taken Summer and now given her someone else that she could love. The girl asked her then if she was attracted to her only because of who her mother was, this was not the case for the emerald eyed female at all, she wondered how she could best explain this to her, would she believe her? In her eyes this female was an individual, it was a coincidence that her mother had once been Soran's first love, if she had not been related to her at all the female would have still found herself here, wanting to entwine her fingers in her mane and shower her with soft kisses. This female was entirely herself, she could indeed see her mother in her, but there was so much of her that was individual, true to only the calico girl, at least this was how the ebony female saw it, she wondered how best to explain this to her. In the end she settled for leaning in again, pressing her lips against the calico girl's own, kissing her softly but with enough desire to show her that she wanted her, entirely her and only her, she was not her mother, not in Soran's eyes. Her lips moved against the female's gently, her hands reaching to rest on the calico girl's cheek again, stroking it tenderly, she did not want to end the kiss, but she had to, so the woman moved away again, only slightly, pressing her nose to the end of Charm's and speaking with her mouth close to the girl's.
"Charm... beautiful Charm. I am attracted to you because of who you are, not because who your mother is. I guarentee you that if you were not related to her at all I would still be here wanting to kiss you. You are yourself only in my eyes, an individual. It is you I am attracted to." She said sincerly, emphasising the yous that she spoke, to make it very clear that she meant what she said, finally moving away again, looking into Charm's lilac eyes as she did so, moving to that she had one hand on each of the girl's shoulders, looking into her face. Oh how she wanted to kiss her again, to embrace her, but it would take the calico girl some time to process the information she had been given no doubt and the female could not rush her, it would be her that would have to make the next move, the female waited patiently, watching the pretty female as she did so.

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The two seemed to be made for each other, the tender kisses that were traded, the black female might have been a few years older than her, but Charm could really see how this would work out, they where both attracted to each other, where Charm lacked in experience with being in love real love with someone, this lovely black lady made up for it. She knew that with the two together they could show the world that love was blind against gender, color and age.

Charm sat there looking at the black lady her jade colored eyes looked onto her soft purple hued eyes, Charm sighed thinking about what was said, with a nod the female smiled as she squirmed closer to the black lady as she laid her head down upon her lap, rolling onto her back so she would be able to look up to her, as she smiled. ”Well Ms. Soran, as long as you understand you have been the first female I’ve been able to be with heart and soul. As long as you can deal with that, I will promise to be yours...But for now let’s start off slow. “ The lady confessed to the black lady, as she shifted around again, this time rolling onto her stomach, she looked down to her hands, as the one rubbed softly upon the lady’s thigh. Softly sighing the tri-hued female laid her head down upon the lady’s other leg, as she closed her eyes laying there, as she nodded, this was going to be a wonderful start.

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The dark furred female stroked the calico girl with gentle hands, rubbing her shoulder's gently as she looked into the lilac gaze of the younger female, moving her hand slowly up to her cheek, stroking it gently, her fingers curling against the calico fur of the younger girl, then straightening out again, her fingertips brushing the girl's face lightly as she looked at her. She was so beautiful, her unusual patterning was so striking, her lilac eyes bright and full of life. The female could not help but smile as she looked at her, she could envision being with this female for a long time, the girl was wonderful, already the ebony female could feel the stirrings of a romance beginning, her heart was starting to beat a little too fast, her pupils were dilated, she was moving and working in a hazy glow, her eyes closing for a moment and opening slowly. Yes, this was a delightful warm feeling that the ebony female wanted to hold onto, this fae stirred old feelings in her heart and she wanted to keep them, she wanted this female to be around her all of the time, she wanted to wake up next to her. This was only made more obvious as the calico girl shifted closer, resting her head upon the lady's dark knee. Fingers began stroking against the female's face now, playing with her braids as she looked down at her, the female's jade eyes filled with affection and desire as she looked down at the calico beauty resting on her lap, she leant down and pressed her nose to the end of Charm's again, smiling down at her before straightening up. The younger female spoke and the ebony lady smiled, her green eyes lighting up as the calico girl said that Soran herself was the first female that she had allowed herself to be with like this. Fingers began playing with the braids more, along with stroking the calico girl's grey cheek.

She nodded as the female spoke, yes she too would want to start off slow, she had given her heart twice and had managed to be almost mortally wounded both times, being sure that the pain that she felt would surely kill her. In time though this had become more bearable, falling to a dull ache in her chest whenever she thought of either of her former pale lovers; she could never blame Summer for leaving her, the alabaster woman had not chosen to after all, she had been brutally murdered by Hollow, he had taken her away from Soran. But then there was Deuce, she had been forced to leave the pack, but she had never even suggested that the ebony female who loved her so dearly would come with her, it had broken her heart, especially as she soon returned with a new mate, although she had lost her memory, she had still chosen someone else over Soran, this had wounded the ebony female's heart more than she had guessed, she supposed that was what happened though, when one gave their heart entirely to another. But this time though, she did not want to hurt the younger calico girl, but she herself did not want to be hurt either, her heart was too fragile to take another fierce blow she was sure. Somehow though she could tell that Charm would not hurt her, if she allowed herself to be open to a relationship with this girl, to allow herself to fall in love with her, she was certain that the multicoloured female would not betray her, at least she hoped that she would not; this was the gamble anyone took though when starting something of a relationship, one's heart was a high bet to place, but so many did so so freely. The female smiled as the female began stroking her thigh, again resting her hands on her shoulder, stroking it gently.
"I understand that my dear, I am happy to take this slowly, I have been hurt in the past, so to take things at a slower pace would make me feel more comfortable as well." Soran replied, smiling down at the bright face of her female companion. She leant forwards and gently pressed her lips to the female's temple.
"So my dear, what would you like to do now?" She asked, a smile still playing on her lips.

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Star crossed lovers, Charm felt a warmth in her body that she had never felt, her heart fluttered as she confessed the feelings for the lady. This was so new to Charm, while the black lady had been able to love another before, Charm knew that it could help the two female in this relationship, it was going to move slow she wanted to black fair lady to be fine with that she had to let everything to be out in the open. Smiling as the female pressed her nose to her, the warmth of the female’s breath upon her nose, made her smile as she pulled away with a chuckle, rubbing her nose in the crock of her arm. As she looked back up to the lady that she had turned into a pillow, truthfully she was pretty comfortable as a pillow. The lady smiled softly as she looked back up to the black lady that she was able to freely fall in love with. The calico female nuzzled her head into the lady’s hand, she could easily just close her eyes and fall asleep never to wake again as long as the female promised her that she too would be joining her in her in the land of slumber. Charm gave a soft wishful sigh as she laid there with the lady.

”Well M’dear I have no issues with just wasting the day away with you, laying here in the sun warming the skin as your sweet and tender touches warm my soul and heart. Unless there is something else you’d rather do?” Charm said as offered up a warm smile to the lady that had kissed her lightly upon her head, and was letting her know in her own way it was okay to love some one of the same gender. ”If I die tomorrow, I can say that I knew and got to taste what real love is like, Thank you for allowing me to freely love you!” The female whispered to the Aatte ebony lady as Charm picked up the hand and kissed upon it lightly.

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The ebony fae could still not take her jade eyes off of the calico girl before her, the female was so unusually patterned that her appearance was striking from far away, but close up, as Soran now was, close enough to touch her face and kiss her, the female was beautiful. Her lilac eyes were so bright and her pale fur splattered with the patterns and colours was vibrant and vivid this close. The female let out a contented sigh, stroking her new lover's face, brushing the backs of her fingers across the pale female's cheek, smiling down at the beautiful female. She shifted her position slightly to allow the female to get more comfortable against her thighs, she was very much enjoying feeling the warmth eminating from the calico girl that had made herself so at home laying across her lap. Gently the female began to stroke her braided hair again, taking a plait here and there and playing with it between her fingers, something she was prone to doing with her own curled mane when she was nervous, but now she was enjoying the hazy feeling of being so close to someone, the female was playing with the other girl's hair with a feeling of nothing but bliss eminating from her. The lady listened as her question was answered, so it seemed that Charm was indeed feeling the same way as she was, content to sit here with the sun warming their fur, the closeness of the other warming thier souls. The ebony fae felt very much the same way, it had been such a long time since she had felt this contented, this happy, just sat with someone who she cared for, who she could indeed grow to love. The female asked if there was anything the ebony female would rather be doing and she had to confess that if there were a thing better than sitting here, enjoying this moment, then she was not sure what it was. Had the females not agreed to take the relationship slowly, had she not herself wrapped a little caution around her heart, as Charm herself had done, she might have cautiously tried something, perhaps made a move to kiss her again, but for now she was contented to sit with the girl spread across her legs, simply talking and wasting the day away together.
”My dear I too am happy here, I am simply enjoying your company, you seem to be rather comfortable here after all.” The lady replied, shifting again slightly in her seat, gently stroking the calico girl's face again as she spoke.

Again the female spoke and the ebony fae's heart skipped, she seemed to have fallen in love with her very quickly, this was not an issue for the dark female, she too was feeling the tug of her heartstrings simply at the closeness of this female, she was delighting in just having her close to her. Perhaps indeed for the jade eyed lady this was the blossoming of love, the first tiny shoots of something that would soon grow into a mighty tree, solid and steadfast, yes, the female could indeed see herself falling deeply in love with the oddly patterned female. As she spoke the ebony female's heart began to beat a little faster, once again the haze of the beginnings of affection clouding her vision. All of a sudden she was unable to control herself, she bent down, pressing her lips to the pale female's cheek again, kissing across her face until she met her lips, she herself kissing her with deep affection and desire. She was awaiting the female's reaction, to see if the calico girl would press her lips to her own with the same affection, she was longing to hold her tight and kiss her. Perhaps if the female responded as the fae hoped she would, that she would happily enter into the kiss, then Soran would get her chance, although she understood that this would perhaps be moving too fast for the younger female. She would simply have to wait and see, she would stop kissing her if the female simply wanted to lie across her lap doing nothing for the rest of the day, perhaps trading little kisses here and there, perhaps Soran could invite her back to her room, to show her all of her collections, she wanted to share things with this calico girl, she wanted her to be part of her life.

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Charm Sawtooth · 09-02-2011, 04:22 AM

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Charm gave a very soft and content sigh as she laid there looking up to the black lady, it was nice to just lay upon her soft furry lap and not have to worry about her Aunt walking around the corner and seeing her laying where with another female, and not having to think up an excuse why she was laying where making love sick eyes with a female and not a male. The fingered of the lady where soft and warming upon the skin under the furry tri-colored patched face. The Dreamer smiled up to the lady as she felt the want to just lay there and enjoy a tender caring touch of another female, a female that was so tender and light with her fingers as the one that Charm was finding her-self falling for. Shifting her head so that her head would not leave the warmth of the lady’s left leg as she ran her muzzle though the soft fur taking in the black lady’s scent and also allowing it to be one with her own scent upon her face, for a first time in her life being able to live without a shame in her life. Charm could not help but to let a laugh slip past her lips as she looked up to the lady with a crooked smile upon her own face, as again words slipped out of her mouth that might or might not have been what the black lady needed or wanted to hear. ”I must say that I am, but I do hope that I will have a life time of chances to lay in the warmth of your body and confess to you that you are very stunning, by far prettier than any sunset or sunrise that I have ever seen in my years.”

She looked up to the lady as she was getting ready to say something to her, but Charm was just not fast enough as the Sawtooth saw the lady moving into her, Charm did not fight nor want to fight what came next. It was a matching of the lips a tender, soft, exotic touch of the two female’s lips. With a gasp the female placed a hand softly upon her snuggling partners face as she held the kiss for as long as she was able to hold onto her the black lady, her own heart seemed to have skipped a beat when she looked up to the lady. Pulling away softly so that the two could breath as the calico she wolf panted slightly, her own head rushing with thoughts that had never been there before. ” I never want you to think that you are anything less than amazing, the amazing that you are to me.” She whispered softly up to the lady as she shifted around sitting up, her braids moved with one fast slide to the side of her head. The lady moved to where she was sitting looking evenly at the lady. Hands placed upon the lady’s lap as the female pulled her onto her lap, as she kissed her softly upon her shoulder.

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The sable female was overjoyed simply by having the calico girl so close to her, the words she spoke warmed her heart, and her cheeks. The female was glad of her sable fur, the deep blush being undetectable, but otherwise the calico girl might have noticed the deep pink in her cheeks now, the heat eminating from her face as her flattery touched her heart. The female had been called many things in the past, but never had she been compared so beautifully to the sunrise or sunset, it was a wonderful thing that the younger female had said to her, the fae felt very touched by the compliment. She touched the girl's face softly after she had spoken, her heart drumming heavily in her chest, her eyes gazing deeply into Charm's own lilac ones.
I don't think I have ever been described so beautifully, if that is truley how you see me I feel more than honoured. You yourself are so stunning, you seem like a sun compared to glow worms my darling, your light is so bright. The female replied, stroking her face again, having so much affection for the female, she wanted it to wash over her in the warm waves that were already washing over and over again in the sable female's heart. She smiled at the calico girl, oh yes, she could feel that there was something special here, something more than a simple attraction, yes she could easily imagine herself falling deeply in love with her, cuddling her close at night, waking up in the morning next to her, the pair eating breakfast together and then perhaps spending the day together, perhaps not, but either way coming back to one another at night, wrapping their arms around each other, sleeping in a close curled ball on Soran's bed. Yes, she could see that indeed, already her heart was swelling, feeling too small for her chest, the wealth of emotion being too much for the small organ to take. She smiled at the younger female, unable to contain her happiness at simply being this close to her.

Then the kiss came, the female returning it just as hungrily as Soran had started it, again the female's heart began to beat too quickly, too fiercely, seeming to threaten to burst from her chest, the kiss was long and passionate, the lady closed her eyes and gave herself over to the kiss entirely, her dark lips moving against the female's much paler ones, smiling against her lips as they kissed softly. Her eyes slowly flickered back open as the kiss ended, but she could not wipe the smile from her face, the female then pulled herself onto Soran's lap, the jet pelted female wrapped her arms around the girl's waist, holding her tightly to her, nuzzling her nose against her chest as the female nuzzled against her shoulder. She lifted her head and pressed her face against the lady's cheek, still smiling, cuddling the paler girl close. She nuzzled against her shoulder, pressing her lips to the bright patch of colour on the female's chest once again, before moving her head up slightly, trailing kisses up the paler female's neck, nibbling slightly at her jaw line, finishing this spate of affection with a gentle kiss on her cheek. She leant back slightly, still holding the girl close as they sat together.
It is a beautiful day my dear, though I cannot help but say that it pales in comparison to you. She said, smiling at the girl again, pressing her forehead to her cheek again.

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The kisses upon the lady’s neck where mind blowing, the lady rolled her neck over to the side as her finger slipped up to the black lady’s shoulder. The female Sawtooth wolf groaned as she stretched out her fingers and then dug them back into the black lady, she didn’t want to let her go. Charm had never felt this spark from any one. The rush being with her was unlike anything that Charm had done ever in her life. Charm did not want to let her go, but if she was going to keep to her promise and both of their word to move slowly they were going to have to stop. Charm wanted to explore every feeling that she was having and wanted to know more about them, and find the maximum of these feelings.

The three colored lady squirmed as they sat there. She looked down closing her eyes, breathing for a second. Then looking back up at Soran She smile as her wet rough tongue rolled out of her mouth. Charm whined softly as she pushed her maw into the black lady’s shoulder, nuzzling her. ”My dear…We…Need to stop. I want to be a woman of my word and not move fast. I want us to move slow enough to think this though. “ Charm loosed her grim upon the lady as she looked deep into her eyes. Charm gave the black lady’s cheek sad slow lick. ”Soran, bring with a female wasn’t something my Aunt looked highly upon. She wanted me to grow up, find the nice little male have a few litters or twenty million, and pass on the Sawtooth name. She told me once it’s only hope rested in me and my brother…a brother that I have never met.” She confessed to the lady, as her own braids, moved over her shoulder and covered her face, when she dipped her head down to hang it in shame.

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The grip on the sable female's shoulder made her gasp as she was kissing the female's neck, to be clawed at like that, with such passion and want, to know that she was making the calico female feel good was something that delighted Soran, it had been so long since she had felt like this, since she had wanted to be like this with someone, the female was beautiful and Soran wanted to know every inch of her. She nuzzled against her neck as the female spoke, feeling slightly disheartened that she wanted to stop, but knowing that it was for the best, she needed time herself, needed to guard her heart, she had been hurt in the past after all, it was for the best that this pair took their relationship slowly, after all there was much that they needed to learn about one another and who knew what would happen in the future? This was not the same situation as it had been with Summer, the jet pelted female falling head over heels for the alabaster angel, falling in love with her deeply, becoming her mate at once, they had been happy for a time, before Summer had died, and then there had been Deuce, a slow build into love, which had ended in heart break once again for the ebony woman, she needed to take this relationship slowly, allow herself to trust the female with her heart, although if truth be told she felt that she already did. And for the calico coloured girl this was all new, feelings for a female seemed to have been a taboo subject for her in the past, she was still discovering how she felt, that would require time as well, the sable female did not mind, she herself had waited for a very long time to find something special, what was a little while longer? She would wait for Charm to be ready for a relationship and be grateful that she wanted one. She was so fond of the girl already, she could already feel the burning potential of love starting in her chest, she could already imagine going to sleep with the calico girl, curling around her and holding her tightly, she did not want to let her go, not at all, she could not help but find the female delighting. She smiled as the female said that she wanted to be a woman of her word, nodding, she did agree, they could not make a promise and then go back on it only moments later, they were both honest wolves, to Soran her word meant a lot, she was always honest after all, so they would simply have to wait.

The female spoke again, confirming Soran's suspicions that being with a female had been a taboo subject, realising that she had been expected to grow old and have many children. Soran herself knew what it was like to go against someone's wishes, then again her own father had wanted nothing more than for the sable female to die, so she had defied him with every breath she took, with the life she had created and sent out into the world to make more life. She had defied him in every way she had felt possible, living, loving, laughing and having her own children, she had found happiness, something her father had never wanted for her, he had been a raving psychopath. Soran supposed that this was different from Charm's childhood though, she too had grown up without a mother, but she had not hated her Aunt, not like Soran had hated her Father, Soran had loathed him with every inch, every fibre of her being. When the female spoke of her brother the jade eyed female's ears flattened to her skull and her eyes narrowed, Lucifer, she knew what kind of a father he had been, having spoken to his children, he had scarred one for life and left the other's hating him, even if he had started out as a kind father. The sable female hated him for hurting poor Noah and causing Tal pain as well. She hid her face, relaxing it before she reached to brush the hair from around Charm's face, she seemed to be hiding like she was ashamed of this last confession.
Don't hide from me my dear, you should never be ashamed of what has happened to you in the past. Though you know being with a female does not limit your ability to have pups, I have always been mated to female wolves, but I myself have had three litters over the years. The ebony female replied, revealing something that she felt was important, she might as well tell the female while the relationship was still blossoming after all, her children were important to her, as were her grandchildren and indeed her great grandchildren, she had come home for them really, Charm needed to know about them, needed to accept them if they were to ever be a couple. The dark pelted female stroked her new love interest's shoulder gently as she spoke, moving to nuzzle her maw into her neck as she did so, a gesture of affection this time, without agenda.
Your brother has pups as well, I am right in thinking your brother is Lucifer? She asked, making sure that she was definitely right before speaking, though she was certain she was, after all they were Summer's children.
He was mated to a wolf named Deuce Rhiannon if I am thinking correctly, they had an adopted son, Jazper, he lives within this pack. And two sons, Noah and Taliesin, they live in Ichika Na Ho-en to the North and Cercatori D'Arte in the South respectively. They are wonderful boys, you would like them I am sure." The sable female added, still nuzzling against Charm's neck gently, wanting to cuddle her close, hoping beyond everything that what she had said had not been too much for the calico girl to take in, it would be difficult for her to lose her over something in her own life now that she had only just managed to get her.

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TThere was a shift in the black lady’s face when the Sawtooth female spoke about the brother that she last seen as a pup. Charm wasn’t stupid there were something more then what was said with that look. She had never seen the lady look so upset over something as little as a name being said. Charm would have to ask her about that later, she wanted to know why the ill feelings against little Kasmot. The calico female gave her head a twist as her face asked the ebony lady what was wrong, while also letting her know she saw the change of face.

”I never really wanted pups. I grew up without a mother and father, and I don’t know what is going to happen to me one day to the next. I plan to live for the day, and hope for a tomorrow. So what type of person would I be if I brought children into this world, if I cannot promise them a tomorrow? The female had thought about this long and hard before, she did not want to leave another litter on this earth that was doomed to take care of them and not promise them the love like the mother could only have. With a sigh, Charm gave her head a shake as she looked up to the sky. Her face quickly twisted into a grin. ”Besides….it just might ruin my girly figure.” The Dreamer said with a laugh, as she looked back to the black female hoping that she got the sweet and thoughtful lady to smile also at her smart remark.

The patchwork colored female smiled feeling the warmth of the black lady upon her lap, oh how she loved this and she really did wish that she could do this for the rest of her times here on this plane. It just seemed right. However, she had made a promise not to allow just anyone to come and place fingerprints upon her clean untouched heart. The Sawtooth female knew it was right to allow the black lady time to think about if this relationship was really what she wanted, or if she was just talking and acting without thinking because of what was going on between the two of them.

”Is that so hmm? So Kasmot had no issues bring a litter into this world. I hope that all is well with him. I haven’t seen him since mother dumped us upon the beach and Pa took us in.” It was clear that Charm had no clue of the crimes that the male had done, not only to his children, but to just about every female in the pack that his silver son had called home. So much time had been lost since she was a child.

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The sable female could not help but enjoy being in the company of the beautiful female that was sat upon her knee, she was cuddling against her quite happily, listening to the female speak was like listening to a bird in song, her voice was entrancing. She nodded as the female spoke about her not having ever wanted children, Soran herself had never wanted children when she was younger, when she had been younger she had been more than happy at the idea that her and Summer would stay together forever, there would have been no pups from that mateship, but she would have been happy. But fate had had different plans for the ebony pelted female and now she would have never changed what had happened for the world, she would have liked to have been without the heart ache and the horrible pain that she was sure would kill her at times, but her children were wonderful, she loved them all dearly, she missed them when they were gone, she was happy to have them, they gave her life meaning, at least Conri had when he had been born, she had been inches away from killing herself and he had brought her back from the brink. All of her children were blessings, she adored them dearly and now would not trade them for anything. She smiled as she thought of them, she could not help it, her mind drifting over them one by one, her eldest red son, her twins, the red daughter who, although she alarmed her mother with her views, she could not help but love, her dark son who she had barely known and her youngest litter, Rain and Kiwi, with their dark pelts so like hers, and the second set of twins, so in touch with one another's thoughts that they seemed at times to be the same wolf. She could not help but adore them.
I never wanted pups myself I will confess, they had always seemed like too much work. Now though I cannot imagine my life without them, I am grateful for them every day I will say. Though they are not for everyone, I can understand why you chose never to have any. Have you never wanted any at all? The sable female asked, still nuzzling against the female's shoulder as she did so, speaking frankly and openly to the female that she was so attracted to.

As the female made her joke the female's face cracked into a smile, giggling slightly, she was rather amused by the comment that she had made. It was true that motherhood changed one's figure, but Soran herself had always been lithe and willowy, even after all of her pups, she wondered how she had managed to retain her slender form, she was rather pleased that she had though if she was honest. She listened as the female spoke of her brother once again, she could not help but frown simply thinking of the ebony male, she hated him, loathed and despised him, he had caused so much pain to those that she cared about, her almost sons that lived so far away, from the sounds of it he had been cruel and controlling, he had beaten his sons and hurt them so deeply that they had turned their backs on him, they did not even refer to him as their father, simply calling him Lucifer with tones of disgust in their voices. She nodded as the female spoke, listening to what she was saying, watching her with large green eyes, she was trying rather hard to not show her hatred for the calico female's brother.
"Yes, he had two litters I believe, though Willow, who would be your niece passed away from what I understand. It was a very sad occasion I believe, from what I have heard he was not the best father at times. You also have a great nephew, your nephew Tal has a son, named Liam, from the sounds of it it he is a wonderful male." The female replied, skimming neatly over the subject of Lucifer, or so she hoped. She did not want to be the one that had to tell her new calico love interest that her brother had become a raging psychopath that had beaten his son into a bloody pulp and left him with a permanent stutter, she did not want to tell her how she hated him, how he had stolen her former mate from her in a fashion. It was too awkward for a first conversation. The sable lady snuggled against the female's shoulder again, raising her head to plant a gentle kiss on her cheek, using the calico girl's presence to calm herself down once again.

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Charm Sawtooth · 09-23-2011, 08:57 PM

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The tender touches of the black lady warmed the calico female from the inside out. She knew that she wanted this, she wanted all of this, and however was it something that she needed for this time in her life she wasn’t sure. It seemed that the black lady was hanging on every word that the she Sawtooth had allowed to come out of her mouth. Charm was ready, she wanted so badly to ask the lady to be her one and only to be her mate friend and lover for now until the end of time, but something in her gut was holding her back, she wasn’t sure if it was because of the feeling that her Aunt had drilled into her, oh such an issue she had placed her-self into.

”Ya know…I don’t know really I don’t. I’ve never gave it much thought, but I guess if I was with someone and they wanted pups, I guess I would try to put that motherly part of me out more. They would have to be really special though to deal with me and pups.” The female said joking around more, feeling the female laughing made her happy. Charm knew that this was what true happiness felt like.

The kiss was ever so welcomed; the female nipped at the black lady is a soft sensual manner. It was Charm’s own way of welcoming the tender touches brought on her body by the black lady. ”Maybe one day you can take me to meet them…” The female asked, almost asking if there would be a them in the future. Though the female could still see that there was something in the green eyes of the female any time she brought up her litter mate. The Sawtooth lifted an ear as she looked at the black lady waiting on an answer.

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