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Lolz, Amber :b
He was very gentle with her all the time. It made her feel special, and she knew that he really cared that she had a good time in this as well...but at the same time she wondered if he might break free of his gentle nature someday. She liked the way he was, and enjoyed being around him even when he was in a bad mood...but sometimes she wondered about it. She wasn't going to break, or anything, and there were times when she wanted to tell him that.
They fit together perfectly, like two halves of a whole, and Naniko moved against his motion so that she could take him farther inside. She put her hands on his back, fingers running over his skin, placing light kisses on his muzzle and the parts of his neck that she could reach.
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[html] The further increase in movement and pace was almost like something that he couldn't control. It was good, perhaps producing a slightly better feeling than the slower pace that he had started with. He could live with either though, so it wasn't really the point. His thoughts were on his mate. He was met with only good though, the sudden pressure of her claws against his flesh and the sudden moan that broke the quiet of the night that they had previously been keeping. All of the feelings and all of the sounds made him shudder and squirm, only pushed him on farther, harder and faster than before, though with the same regard to Naniko that he always had.
Everything changed in the moment that she uttered his name. His eyes snapped opened suddenly and he quickly released her flesh, letting out a sound that seemed something of a moan and groan, mixed with an array of panting all at once. His hand slid quickly from the side of her face, moving to wedge itself beneath her head, cradling it as they continued on. "Nani.." It came out slightly strained, amidst a moan that wished to break free. Shifting his head, he brought it up from her shoulder to carefully place his muzzle at the side of her face, just to the point that he could keep eye contact with her. He could already feel the welling of pleasure in the bottom of his abdomen and, once or twice, his pace skipped and his movements slowed, only to resume their previous pace right after. He wanted to make sure that she felt just as good as he would.
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Naniko really, really liked her werewolf form. She had been born knowing that she would someday learn to transform into a larger version of herself, that it was a natural thing...so she was entirely comfortable this way. She even preferred it, most of the time. In her normal form she could only carry one of the pups at a time, and in her mouth. But now she could carry two, or three, or even four if she really needed to. It was great. And it really affected other activities that she did, too...made them more interesting.
She'd closed her eyes for a moment, but reopened them when she felt a light touch on the side of her face. He met her gaze with eyes the same color as her own, and she locked sights with him for a few moments as they moved together. Then, suddenly, things picked up. The animal within her enjoyed this kind of thing, the faster, harder movements, and she responded in kind, digging her claws into his back, moaning outright, encouraging him on. "Conri.." It came out somewhat strangled, pushed out between pants.
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[html] The further increase in movement and pace was almost like something that he couldn't control. It was good, perhaps producing a slightly better feeling than the slower pace that he had started with. He could live with either though, so it wasn't really the point. His thoughts were on his mate. He was met with only good though, the sudden pressure of her claws against his flesh and the sudden moan that broke the quiet of the night that they had previously been keeping. All of the feelings and all of the sounds made him shudder and squirm, only pushed him on farther, harder and faster than before, though with the same regard to Naniko that he always had.
Everything changed in the moment that she uttered his name. His eyes snapped opened suddenly and he quickly released her flesh, letting out a sound that seemed something of a moan and groan, mixed with an array of panting all at once. His hand slid quickly from the side of her face, moving to wedge itself beneath her head, cradling it as they continued on. "Nani.." It came out slightly strained, amidst a moan that wished to break free. Shifting his head, he brought it up from her shoulder to carefully place his muzzle at the side of her face, just to the point that he could keep eye contact with her. He could already feel the welling of pleasure in the bottom of his abdomen and, once or twice, his pace skipped and his movements slowed, only to resume their previous pace right after. He wanted to make sure that she felt just as good as he would.
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She didn't want to hurt him with her claws, just let him know that she was there. Everything was a little overwhelming, but in a good way--if all of their other times were like this one, she could definitely learn to like it. The first time had been a little different. Maybe each time they could try something new, something to keep it interesting....but still within the boundaries of what Conri could physically do.
Naniko clutched onto him tighter, eyes widening as the tempo and strength of their lovemaking caught up with her. She was reaching that peak, climbing higher, higher, higher....until her vision went dark, pleasure spiraling through her in waves. She couldn't control her body, her hips arching up toward his, breathing erratic.
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[html] Conri's body reacted quickly to the sudden change in Naniko's, the way that her grip on him grew tighter, in more ways than one. It caused a shudder followed by a sudden spreading of the pleasure that he could feel building within himself. Even through it Conri made sure that his motions stayed strong and paced until the point that he had slowed to the same rate that he had started and, eventually, he stopped moving at all. The tail end of a groan left him at that point and he lifted his head from beside Naniko's lowering his muzzle down to place yet another kiss carefully against her, removing his hand from the back of her head to caress the side of her face one last time.
Then, very carefully, he braced his hand against the bed to himself away from her, hovering over her for just a moment before shifting his weight to land at her side on the bed. He didn't stay still for long though, making sure that his armless side was the one against the bed as he rolled over to lay, draping his arm across his mate in an attempt to hold her. "I love you." He repeated again once more, now that his panting had died down to very little.
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It wasn't his body that attracted her to him, and that made his arm situation an easy fix for Naniko. There was one less piece of him for her to love, but that meant that she felt even stronger about the remaining parts. She didn't understand how he could think that he wasn't adequate in every way, especially physically...she was so sure of her feelings for him that such things confused her. How could he not love every bit of himself, arm or no arm, when she did? But she had never gone through the kinds of things that he had...she didn't know.
Things slowed and came to a final halt, his arm leaving her for only a moment before he returned to her side. She turned toward him, wrapping both arms around him tightly, nuzzling into his fur. "That was...amazing. You're amazing." If she'd had the energy to say anything else she would have, but now that the adrenaline rush was diminishing she found herself fighting off sleep.
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[html] Conri could only smile at her words, watching in complete silence as she soon after drifted off to sleep. He watched her for some time, just laying there against her, holding her, before he finally drifted off to sleep himself. Some time passed and all was silent, until the harsh whines of the young Alpha filled the night. They were shrill, coyote-like sounds of panic and pain. It started out as only sounds but soon enough he began to move, rocking gently one way and then another, finally to the point that he was almost thrashing. It could have easily seemed like pointless movement, but to Conri, in his dreams it was nothing of the sort.
He had been fully awake when his brother had taken his arm, at least to some point. Eventually he went in to shock, but for the short time that he was right in his mind it was all he had done, thrashed. Though that single moment with his brother wasn't the only thing that haunted his dreams, it was the biggest, and one that played out in his mind as he slept near his mate. Whining soon turned to yelping, hoarse and frightened, and for a brief moment it might have seemed like he was trying to fight someone off.
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He didn't seem to want to talk, either, just relax, and after a few moments she found herself drifting off to sleep. It had been a little while before she was awakened, and she blinked, confused, for a few seconds before she realized what was going on. This hadn't happened for a while, his nightmares, and she had thought that maybe he'd cycled through it enough times that he wouldn't dream about it any more. But one couldn't control what they dreamed about....what nightmares came to them when they were asleep.
Naniko tried to avoid his swinging arm, doing what she usually did. She'd start with shaking him a little, and if that didn't wake him up she'd try something else. "Conri--Conri, wake up. You've gotta wake up"
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[html] Her words were vague in his mind, though somewhere he understood. The imagines that ran through his dreams were far more powerful though, drowning out the words of his mate as she tried to wake him. It was the shaking that did it though, that seemed to pull him from his dream world and back to reality. The transition was a quick one, the eyes of the young leader snapping open, mouth agape as he lay there. The imagines were fresh in his mind and, for a moment, it almost looked as he was frozen in terror. The warmth of tears broke the moment though, streaming quickly from his eyes to dampen his red fur.
For a short length of time all was quiet but a soft whine broke that silence, finding it hard to breath with the cries and the whines and the gasps for air that all wished to come at once. "Nani.." He finally managed, the name hoarse and spoken through a sudden sob. His vision still hadn't adjusted completely and the hot tears that streamed from his eyes only made it worse. He knew she was there though, he heard her, he could smell her, but he couldn't see her. His arm went up, hand slowly searching, almost desperate to touch her and know that she was there.
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Naniko put her head down against the pillow, watching, waiting anxiously. Maybe he wouldn't want to be disturbed; she could understand that. There had been times when she had wanted nothing but to be left alone, and if he wanted her to go then she definitely would. She respected him, and always tried to do whatever he wanted her to. It didn't matter if she wanted to know what was wrong, wanted to see if he was okay. She was afraid of pushing him away, pushing him too far.
He didn't say anything for a little while, then her name. "I...I'm right here, Conri." She didn't realize that he was reaching for her until she felt his hand on her arm. "Are you okay?" She asked quietly, reaching over to take his hand in hers, squeezing it.
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[html] Somewhere in the darkness he could hear her voice, though his eyes were still foggy and unadjusted, making it hard for him to pick up even the sight of her stark white coat. His fingers only barely brushed against fur and, instead of moving on, they lingered there for a moment, knowing that it had to be her, before she finally took his hand. His breath caught in his throat then, fighting back sobs and tears that threatened to come, and he pulled on her hand just enough to bring it closer to his face, rubbing his muzzle and cheeks against it gently, as if he was trying to comfort himself.
"I don't want to see it anymore.." He whispered to his mate through the darkness, finally adjusting himself on his side so that he faced her once again. He slid himself close to her, curling his legs up just enough so that they would press against hers, just so he could feel her there. "I just want it to go away.." His words were more calm this time, ever so quiet, no matter how horribly he felt at the moment. He wasn't to proud to share his weak moments with his mate and, even now, he thanked the world that she was there for him.
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Now she could tell that he wanted her there, his hand tugging on hers. She leaned into him, grabbing onto him tightly and hugging him. "It's not your fault. Not the nightmares...not what he did to you. I would never, ever blame you for any of that...or for any of this. I love you so much." Naniko put her face against his fur, breathing in his comforting scent. "I don't know what I can do to help you.."
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