[M] Just Let Go

Sidra Pheonix · 07-06-2012, 07:00 PM

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Put the M on, same as last time. :3

The black and gold hybrid hadn't been spending much time away from Casa's borders, hanging around relatively close. The attachment she already had for the pack was steadily increasing. Ismeme had welcomed her, Adelle wanted her there, and Aro...she hadn't spoken to him since the first time they'd met in the woods. Sidra remembered how rude she'd been to him but soon she found herself enjoying the male's company which was an odd occurrence for her. She couldn't help but think about him and wonder if she'd get to see him again. A new concept all together. Of course, if she joined Casa she would but there was still a lingering hesitation about the whole situation. She hadn't been part of a pack for practically her whole life leading her to trust nobody but herself. If she surrendered to the ways of a pack, there would be a lot of changes in her life. Sidra wasn't quite sure if she was willing to commit to a family and wasn't sure if she was worthy. For months now she'd been getting by using vile tactics, getting men drunk, sleeping with them, and then stealing their belongings leaving them before they woke. If her pack knew about all that...would they still accept her?

Aro had been the only male she hadn't tried to take advantage of. She even gladly shared her booze and food with him and he'd done the same to her. A sigh escaped her as she walked through the forest, hands grazing trees and feeling the rough bark as she passed by. Amethyst eyes gazed off towards the Casa borders, a stern expression glued to her face. She wasn't liking this at all. Kativa seemed to be encouraging her to join the knights. There, she would be safe and could learn how to fight for real instead of using all the dirty tricks in the book to win.

Another deep breath was inhaled and exhaled before she came to a halt letting her back press up against a tree. There was so much thinking to be done and to be honest, she really didn't want to think anymore. She had her things with her, alcohol, knives, and other wares she usually had. She wore the black leather jacket she'd found when Hadley escorted her through the town, growing a liking to it. Black brow furrowed and she reached for her bag bringing it in front of her and looking inside. The flask was taken out and for the first time in days, a drink was taken. The strong burning feeling of the alcohol was welcoming as the liquid rushed down her throat. Enough of this silly nonsense. Sidra let herself fall to the ground, still using the tree to prop herself up. Fuck this... Another drink was taken, eyes closing to breath in her surroundings. Maybe she should just give in and let herself go, just for today. A small smile crept onto her lips as she let her mind go blank.

Aro Marino · 07-08-2012, 02:18 PM

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My kindle skills grow stronger everyday :p

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The tuxedo brute moved slowly and with a slight hop in his step, his deer at his side, antlers starting to bud from the top of his head. His spots starting to disappear. Aro was proud of his little hoofed friend. Granted, he himself felt quite odd having a deer as a pet, but he would never let onto that. He made a decision to raise, protect, and care for the growing buck. His promise to the fawn would never he broken no matter the cost.

Aro was high as a cloud, and he was happy. His joint casually hanging from the sidenof his muzzle as he walked joyously along. His thoughts went along from the buck to his most recent companion that he acquired but a month or so ago. He wasn't sure what to think of the male but he had given him small tasks to do, cleaning things and they would duel once or twice a week. He thought about bringing him, but Aro wanted to find and be with Sirrah by himself...the deer...well he wouldn't stay with Raoth. Aro on several occasions felt himself becoming very close and trusting of his 'slave ' though that isn't the word he would ever call the tongueless canine. He was learning quite quickly how to understand Raoth, which made Aro quite proud of himself.

His thoughts were halted by a familiar scent on the wind, his legs followed the halt shortly, and so did Buck. A small grinnformed on the blue eyed deviant and he took a slight puff of his joint to maintain his joyful high. Walking now with a cool sway he followed the scent to its source. His eyes scanning to spot the beauty. It didn't take too long to find her sic sitting on the ground drinking from a flask. His charming grin taking over while he coolly leaned against a large tree. "Well, well, what do my eyes spot? I believe they have found the mysteriously attractive woman I had an encounter with a few months ago, what you think Buck?" The deer was standing at his side ears alertly forward watching the woman cautiously. After many encounters with wolves other than Aro and Raoth he learner not to trust others as he had come to trust them. But even then he didn't trust Raoth as much as he trusted Aro. The tuxedo male continued to smile his strong arms folded at his chest as he watched her, one arm broke the fold to take the joint out of his mouth after one last good puff. It seemed to take his high back up again..taking him now out of this world. He let out a pleased moan before putting it out on the tree and flicking it a ways away. He watched it casually land. His eyes went back to her pushing himself from the tree with his hip he walked over to her, Buck staying a safe distance away, " Told ya' I'd be back to find you.." He teases as he sat himself Indian style in front of her. His glassy blood shot eyes twinkling thoughtfully into hers.

Sidra Pheonix · 07-09-2012, 01:30 AM

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Yay!! Haha, Sidra being a butthole. :3

With each drink she took from the silver flask, the more relaxed Sidra became. Why should she have to think so much about these decisions. She was young and had the rest of her life ahead of her. Sure, she'd be safer in a pack, finally having somewhere to rest her head. But, that could come at any time and with any pack. Stubborn and indecisive, she continued to think all of this over always coming to the same useless conclusion. A sigh was taken as well as yet another drink from the flask. She was already feeling the effects of the potent drug, washing warmth through her body. Generally, Sidra was distant from the world blocking out everything that truly mattered. But, under the influence she was finally able to see all the small important things. For one, the friendships she'd made since coming to 'Souls.

As her thoughts continued to shift back and forth from the small things to the important decisions she had to make, Sidra drifted into a light sleep. The soothing silence of the forest lulled her. It was when Aro spoke to her that she noticed him and opened her eyes to see him standing before her. Sleepy eyes blinked and a smile spread across her lips. The black and gold hybrid shifted, propping herself up with one arm as she looked up at him, the pleasant smile stuck to her lips. I was beginning to think I'd never see you again Aro. I think my eyes are deceiving me. It can't be the incredibly charming asshole that ruined my kill, but saved it in the end. Her head tilted lightly to the side, a hand coming to rub the sleep away from her eyes. Damn alcohol always made her sleepy.

Amethyst eyes shifted to Buck who had grown a considerable amount since the last time she'd seen, and almost eaten him. A lighthearted chuckle filled the air as her eyes narrowed at the deer. He's grown, now he'll be even more delicious than before. She joked as Aro came to sit in front of her, her eyes finally coming to settle on the obsidian man. The joint was tossed aside before he did so, her eyes followed it as it fell tot he ground. Too bad he finished it before he got here, she rather liked the feeling it gave her. Sidra couldn't help but smile widely at him. If she wasn't so stubborn she'd probably offer him a hug, but instead stayed where she was and took another drink from the flask. Stalker. Damn it was good seeing him again, oddly enough. Sidra offered Aro the flask. The first time, he had to nearly pry it from her hands to get her to share but this time she didn't mind so much. The slender woman locked her hands together and raised them over her head in a stretch, a small groan escaping before her hands came to rest in her lap again. She continued to smile at him, looking past him at Buck who'd grown weary of wolves like her.

Aro Marino · 07-12-2012, 12:33 PM

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He watched her, she was so peaceful. In his state, he almost wanted to sneak up and touch her soft cheek. He shook his head, thinking better of it. That could end disastrous. The image in his head, not very pleasant. His baritone voice broke the silence waking her, and luckily not startling her. His charming smile spreading further on his muzzle making his eyes almost squint hearing her voice. A soft frown stole his smile, "Aw, I'm quite sorry for making you wait...I just had to keep you guessing..." He laughed a little, then carried on, "Sidra, I'd have never thought anyone would have ever called me an asshole, however...I think the way you said it sounds catchy...Charming Asshole...mmm, yes, I like it.." He laughs more, as he took a joint from his pouch that had a good supply of them. Taking a match he striked it upon the nearby tree and lite it puffing in deep to get it nicely stoked. His eyes watching her amused and quite happy to be in her presence again. Her rubbing that sleep from her eyes made her look very cute, but he kept a good amount of his thoughts to himself.

Buck remained where he was as Aro came closer to her and sat himself down, Buck went into a lay as the woman spoke of him, his ears on alert watching the woman. The deer wasn't able to understand much of what the wolves around him spoke, but he was able to pick out a few. Some just words he realized weren't always directed to him. When the woman spoke of him, it was really jibberish. Aro smiled at her as he removed his cannabis from his lips and exhaled to his side. "Well...he isn't quite able to defend himself to his full potential yet, but he doesn't need to with me at his side, ma cheri.." His eyes gleamed with humor as he leaned close to her, a foot, from her muzzle.

He was leaned back laughing aloud as she called him a stalker, "...your personal stalker..." He winked as he came back to his position. His eyes found the flask, and he took it, while at the same time handing her the new joint, as he had seen her eying his spent one. "You like my stuff, huh? It's my secret blend.." He joked lightly.

Taking a light swig from the flask, he tested the liquid a little trying to pin what she had in the flask. Was it wine, whiskey, or vodka..Whatever it was, it was pretty good, and went down fairly smooth. His eyes glanced over to her, "So, what is Sidra doing? Napping randomly close to Casa?" He hadn't spoke to Ismeme, really, he hadn't met the woman, and as for Adelle, he never really spoke to her about her social life. They were dueling partners, but he did get a whiff of Sidra around the borders a few times, and couldn't help but have the need to see her growing stronger and stronger. More stronger than seeing that cute, shy Eclipse woman. Was it wrong for Aro to have so many woman around that he was attracted to? He was young, yet, and didn't worry about settling down anytime soon.

Sidra Pheonix · 07-13-2012, 12:53 AM

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They're just both stubborn butts. X3

Sidra almost felt disgusted by the smile that remained permanently on her face when Aro was around. She must look so silly. He was a man! It was men who made her so afraid of the world and men that had wronged her her whole life, except for a select few. Aro was lucky he fell under that category. But, Sidra couldn't help but feel a bit odd that the smile never quit. It was the first time she'd ever been so affected by a male someone. She had to admit that she rather liked it and didn't try to wipe the grin away. She'd been wishing he would come, and he had. How dare he make her wait though, how rude. The hybrid nodded to accept his apology anyways. Well good, cause now that's you're nickname. To me you will forever be Charming Asshole. By now, her sleepiness was pushed away by excitement. Her long tail starting to thump lightly behind her. Her face lit up when she spotted a second joint. Of course he would have more. She was the drinker, and he was the smoker or at least that's how she pictured them. She always had an abundance of the liquid on her person at all times.

He didn't offer right away, but she didn't mind and continued to take small sips from her Whiskey filled flask. Buck put an amused grin on his face the way he was so wary of her, as he should be. So, you have been teaching him. Buck actually absorbs the things you teach him? I thought it would all bounce off like he was rubber. Another lighthearted chuckle filled the air. She still couldn't picture a large wolf sparring with a a deer like the man said he'd be doing. They were prey! Aro leaned in, the warmth of his breath could be felt on her face. She challenged him by leaning in even closer, glaring gleefully into his stunning eyes.

His laugh was paired with a silent giggle from her, amused by his amusement of her constant insults. Great, I'll just give you a call whenever I need someone to creep me out. The joint was taken and given a big puff, inhaled deeply before she blew it off to the side. Ah, just what she needed. Alcohol was good, but this was much better. I love it. Now, he took her back to what she was trying to forget, Casa. The idea of joining was something she'd rather forget about today but Sidra wasn't about to ignore him. Her smile faded for a moment, Amethyst eyes glancing past the handsome man and towards the border. She sighed before turning back to him, taking one more hit from his joint before handing it over for her flask again. Since you ask, Sidra has been hanging close to Casa's borders for a while now and Sidra can't make up her mind whether she should join or not. Of course, even though she didn't realize it, her mind was made up. She was just having trouble accepting that soon, she'd be accountable for more than just herself. Not to mention, the rules she'd have to follow once she joined. Sidra wasn't fond of rules. So, I'm out here drinking, smoking, and forgetting about everything. Just for today. Her smile returned, so glad he'd shown up. He helped take the edge off of things as well, almost like a drug.

Aro Marino · 07-13-2012, 02:55 AM

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Yes, they are, but they seem to be rather cute with one another XD

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She had quite a smile, and it seemed to show more than last time he had seen her, but last time, she almost fought with him. He was glad she had gotten over that, and was quite pleased with her insulting jokes. He didn't take it personally, hell, he had brothers and sisters, and he was the oldest. If he took things personally he would surely be depressing. It wasn't in Aro's personality to be depressing. His smile spread as she made it an official nickname for him, "Alright, Mysterious Beauty." He winked at her, giving her a much nicer nickname than she dubbed him. He dragged on his joint taking note of her excitement when he took it out in the first place. It was nice to have a smoking friend, especially someone who seemed to long for his company.

His eyes glanced back to Buck as he was mentioned, "Yes, I have been, and surprisingly enough he retains things quite well. Not as well as a bird, and other prey driven animals, but just like a horse he seemed to retain simple commands. He is more skittish than a horse, though. His loyalty seems to fall on one person." He knew she was most likely joking, and really not interested, but he'd offer the information anyway. "I have acquired a slave from a woman, Roath, and I don't intend on keeping him a slave, the reason I bargain with the woman to get the male from her. It is all he knows though, so I'm trying to gradually teach him a new lifestyle. I have put him in charge of Buck several times, but the deer prefers my company, and most of the time refuses to stay unless I put my foot down firmly." He smirked, "If you'd like...maybe I could show you some of his commands..maybe show you just how good he is becoming at dueling." Their eyes and muzzles mere inches from one another, and Aro was more than tempted in stealing a kiss, his heart seemed to pick of beats. Her stalker joke breaking the growing urge as he broke into laughter at that time. "Yes, but perhaps you won't need to call too loudly, I'll just be a mere barking distance away.." He gave a large charming smile at her, his brows raising as he spoke before falling just as quickly as they flicked up.

He watched as she took a good inhalation of the burning, but so uplifting smoke as he took a swig of the alcohol she offered to him. He grinned at her comment, "I'm glad to share it with you then." He almost regretted mentioning Casa, he didn't know it had put her in such turmoil, but he listened to her as he took another swig of her drink. "...well, Sidra doesn't have to, if it bothers her that much. I wouldn't want Sidra's spirit broken over such a decision.." He spoke of her in third person as she had, and he did speak truthfully. He loved her spirit, and he had thought she would thrive in Casa, but if making such a commitment bothered her, he wouldn't dare force it on her.

He handed back her drink and smiled as she had once more, "Well, I shall help you forget about things, and the best way to do that is to make you laugh!" He took his joint back, putting it back into his muzzle and stood with a warriors swiftness by pushing off the earth with his arms and kicking his knees off the earth moving his legs quickly so his feet were beneath him catching him. Standing upright he whistled, Buck coming over to stand in front of him, "Now watch as a deer and a wolf duel.." He winked at her, putting out his palm in a stop like signal, the deer stayed ears alert watching Aro find a good stick. Once the tuxedo male did so, he stretched his body and then took a long drag of his joint, exhaling the smoke through his nose. He took a stance, holding the stick out like a sword and Buck's ears flickered back like he was swatting away a fly. His front leg kicked and Aro said, "Bring it!" With that the young buck charged ramming his head at Aro's hands, and Aro allowed the hit. It was hard, but that was want Aro wanted out of Buck. He didn't want the deer to ever hold back, he needed to be ready for a serious scenario. The stick was forced from Aro's hands and then Buck rammed into Aro's stomach, almost knocking the male back, but the deer was still too young to have the full strength. It still knocked the wind out of Aro.

He shifted his weight to move his arms onto Buck's shoulders and his legs shifted position to push better off the earth. "Yeah! Good boy..now harder!" Buck's hoofs dug into the leaves and soft earth pushing with all he had, his muscles flexing with all he had, back legs pushing, their muscles rippled. He was strong for a young buck who still had 8 months more to grow, his stripes still there. Aro smiled amused and ready to end it. His one leg shuffled forward and kicked out to swipe away at one of the front legs, making the fawn loose his balance, and using that moment to push on the opposite side making him fall. "...got more to learn Buck!" He called. The fawn was upset, but he was learning. Aro held him down for a moment, hoping to inspire fight. He kicked and finally managed to kick the wolf off. Aro chuckled as he fell back onto his behind, almost loosing his joint, "Hey now, you almost got a real fight out of me, Buck!" He checked his joint making sure it was intact. He laughed as the young deer came over sniffing at the cannabis. "Yeah, joint..." He said to the deer. Aro patted his side and, "Good boy." He smiled bright eyed to the young deer.

His eyes looked over to Sidra with a large grin as he still sat where he landed, "Now I'm sure that inspired some laughter out of you!" He chuckled himself, "I got my ass kicked by a fawn.." He mockingly stated in a playful voice. He knew, and surely she knew, he could easily take down the fawn, but he was wanting to inspire fight, and confidence in the normally skittish creature. He knew during rutting season the young buck would be more than feisty and he was sure the fawn would need to be left alone. Standing he brushed off his fur and came, this time, to sit next to her, his shoulder playfully hitting hers gently, "Here, you can have a few more hits before I take my last few, then the last hit will be yours.." He knew he beginning to be gone, he wasn't on earth or and was floating in solar system somewhere. She could have more than he.

Sidra Pheonix · 07-13-2012, 07:55 PM

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They are! >.<

Sidra didn't think the name Aro had deemed her with was quite appropriate. She wasn't a beauty, even if she acted like she was with all the confidence in the world. Even so, she gave him a pleasant and somewhat sensual smile. Then the man started to go off about Buck and she tried to seem interested. In all, she was impressed that the young deer was able to learn anything more than pulling a cart. Aro was obviously proud of Buck, he seemed to light up when he talked about him as if he were his own son. Sidra was quite amused, listening to what he had to say but only caring because she thought it was funny. He mentioned a slave which caused her ears to flick back for a slight moment. He still didn't know about her own past, she'd basically been a slave to men but in a different and more dirty way. If he thought he could own slaves then she would be in deep trouble and basically jumping into what she'd been trying to escape from. Her adoration for him grew when he said he was making a new life for the man. This was much more interesting that the information on Buck.

The hybrid never pulled away, keeping herself mere inches from the handsome man's face. Their breaths mingled together, the warmth of his tempting the young woman. Sidra could feel her heart rate increasing and was secretly hoping that he would kiss her. I stand firm with my doubt that Buck can do anything more than pull a cart. You'll have to show me to make me believe. He pulled away, a breath was inhaled quickly, her hopes were washed away the moment he moved. Sidra couldn't help but laugh, the man going along with her joke. Oh. Right.

She wanted to join. Honestly, she didn't know why she was having such a tough time with this. It wasn't like she was bound to Casa for life. But, part of Sidra wants to...it's just taking her a while. He would make her laugh? This aught to be good. In one motion, Aro was standing and so was Buck. Her brows raised in delight. She would finally get to see if his bragging was viable. No way. She took another drink and propped herself up some more so she could watch them easier. Ears pushed forward as she waited for them to start, her tail was thumping loudly by now. Small bouts of laughter filled the air as both of them showed their moves, she couldn't believe what she was seeing. Buck was actually fighting him. She gasped every now and then as the young deer headbutted Aro, it looked painful but the man never faltered. Aro looked as if he'd defeated the deer, but Buck surprised both of them by kicking the obsidian wolf off. Aro being knocked back on his rump was a sight that had Sidra cackling loudly. Her hands came to grasp her aching stomach. Good job Buck! She praised jokingly, looking over at Aro, still laughing.

Her eyes were watering now, that was what she needed. I'm impressed! By Buck. He certainly proved himself in that fight. But you, Aro, I think you're the one that needs to learn. Of course she was joking. He had gone easy on Buck, but it was humorous. Sidra bumped back as Aro came to sit by her side, her laughter still slowly subsiding. A deep breath was taken and finally she was able to calm herself. She took the joint and puffed again. Right now, she was completely at ease. The spotted woman let her head fall on his shoulder as she exhaled. They were both high as a kite and it felt amazing. Thank you. That's what I needed. I haven't laughed that hard in a long while. Buck is going to be a force to be reckon with when he's older. Watch out. Sidra pressed her head further onto his shoulder, relaxed in the male's presence. It didn't feel odd to be here with him, or frightening. With him, she didn't feel the need to be the sour bitch she was with most men.

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