So the bitch had avoided the male and spoke in little smarmy snippets and jabs when she had seen him, of course she wanted nothing to do with the bastard at the moment but she couldn't change the fact that he was the father of her parasitic spawn and that she was his mate to boot. The bronze and gold woman had turned away from the borders, tired of playing little games with her mate since learning the truth. Instead of performing her duties today the yellow hued woman sat on the frozen ice of the bay, a slight sliver of hope that the ice would break and swollow her whole, causing her body to go into shock and abort the foul matter that lingered inside.
A sneeze and wheeze cough caught at her throat as she shook her head and half closed her eyes. She knew she shouldn't be out in the weather but it was better here than somewhere the lilium could easily find her. Atleast this was more of a challenge for the beast. Not that he would actually want her for anything more than a quick savage release or some other savage demand to get his blood boiling on a cold winter day. The snow that coated the ice and lay heavy on her pelt made her wonder if she could even be seen.
The weather had changed to a heavier cast the longer she'd been sitting there. All alone the world seemed a little more enjoyable, atleast until the children within moved and reminded her of the cold hard facts of life. Another wheezing cough racked her sides as she lay down on the cold surface of the bay, hoping that maybe she'd catch death since the waters didn't seem to feel like wanting to open up and swollow her just now. It was a thought, if only a pathedic one, she only wanted the spawn misplaced, not her whole life.
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The cocoa Lilium with the eyes of a cloudless sky was not angry anymore. The child could stay as long as it did not bother him too much. He had been unnecessarily cruel at the borders, but Firefly had not been much better. Together they created chaos when Cercelee and the rest of the pack seemed to look away. They were the pair of spoiled crazy brats. It should not be like this, mates shouldn’t be like this. Mates should be loyal and loving to each other. Yet, they were who they were, and Haku did not own a heart that could handle too much emotion at the same time. He did not want to fight more now, because Cwmfen had been reduced to nothing but a warm memory, but Haku always returned to his lady of gold and copper.
He felt lost as he wandered after the vague scent of his mate. When he arrived at the bay he stopped to get a quick overview, but she seemed invisible. Silently he wandered a bit around before spotting a dump of fur and snow a bit away from where he had been wandering in circles in his hunt for the female. The corners of the brute’s lips lifted and his tail wagged happily. You can run, but you cannot hide.. It was quite possible that she had noticed him by now, but it did not stop him from silently attempting to sneak up on her, and when close enough he pounced at the girl from behind. His two front legs slid down on each side of her belly, and he pushed himself against her in a rocking movement with a tail dashing here and there.
Haku wants to play, he giggled softly and gave the woman’s ear a lick.
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She knew she wouldn't be lucky forever, and the soft steps on the snow covered ice behind her told her that she'd drawn up short in this poker game. Her ears flickered the snow off her head as she titled her head slightly, trying to catch sight of who was coming to disturb her peace. She figured it was probably that stupid puppy who was wanting food again but she hadn't heard any loud mouth responses. Just as she was about to turn around to find out who was actually stalking her this time she felt the weight of the other against her body as she was thrust forward slightly.
Snarling outloud she flung her head to the side as she snapped at the attacker, her fangs paused moments before catching his flesh as the soft voice met her ears, the gentle soothing motion of the rasping against her bronze fur almost making her forget the pain he'd caused her and the embarassment as well. She narrowed her eyes as her heart and soul reminded her of the war that was waging between them that he seemed to be ignoring like all men tended to do.
Suddenly the golden bronze woman rolled underneith him and brought her hindlegs up swiftly to catch him in the chest as she growled. "Haku wants to play?" she asked with a hiss as she attempted to pummel his chest and abdomen with her dull hindnails. "Who does Haku want to play with this time?" she snarled as her emerald eyes flashed. She would have played his game but the rules would have to change. Children changed everything.
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He had somewhat caught her by surprise with his pounce, and his childish mind was ecstatic at the accomplishment of making her jump. With a smile and a twinkle in an eye, everything would return to how things should be. He felt the warm body of the female against his belly, and he knew that if she moved her tail a bit and got up, he could help her remember how to have proper fun again. The taste of her fur together with the heavy scent of female made him high. He had missed it, but the gold and copper woman had kept her distance. When he had dragged the newly accepted member of Dahlia to his cottage, he had actually expected her to follow, but she had glittered with her absence. Surely she was not still angry? Haku was not.
Suddenly Firefly’s body jolted around and he received a kick in the middle floor. The male almost fell sideways off her, but managed to back off unsteadily on his feed. An automated snarl came to life and shook the air around them, and his tail beat furiously on his haunches. His chest glowed with pain, and he was sure he had a few red lines hidden behind the thick fur on his belly. The warmth and childish emotion that had been available were removed and up rose the darker parts of him. Her voice had been drowned by his guttural sound, but his short time memory still had it stored, and repeated the lines in order to make sense. Chocolate ears would have stuck to his skull if they had not done so already.
He trotted a few steps to the left, then to the right, like a dangerous predator in a cage, watching the meat watching him through thick glass and steel. There was nothing but air that kept them apart, but he was a caged killed nonetheless. This was not about the child and the silly fooling about, this was something else. Who did he want to play with? It was obvious, how could she say such a thing. They had had their fights, but the younger woman had never physically hurt him except to spice up the sex with steaming hot blood filling their senses. For a second he was the puppy getting beaten by its owner without understanding what had caused the love to disappear, but then it was gone. He slightly bared his teeth at the woman.
Deuce and his offspring? Haku forced his eyes to stay loyal to him and only him, and not a flicker of apparent realization of her knowledge was brought to her. Tayui or Cwmfen? The male made sure to control that his breath was steady. She could get nothing from him if he did not want it. He kept his mouth shut, waiting for her to pop with whatever caused her to endanger her life by provoking the demon.
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She was crouched down in the snow, her emerald eyes flashing with anger as she watched him moving back and forth before her. There was nothing glorious and beautiful between them right now like happiness and butterflies, like the love that held a normal mateship together, but of course nothing about the Sadira Soul relationship was normal. The fur along her spine bristled as she watched the male she'd given herself to body and soul seemed confused. She hissed at the male as he bared his fangs. He deserved what she'd done to him even if he didn't believe it now.
"What's wrong, was there more than one little playmate?" she taunted as she pinned her ears back against her skull and let her fangs glitter in the weak sunlight that was spent on the pathedic day. She had been able to guess what the bastard had done but she didn't know with who or when. If she could find the bastard's children she'd make certain that they didn't live to know their father if he wasn't already part of their lives, and if he was.. she'd end that sweet little moment in Haku's life quicker than he could ever believe.
Now though she sat watching him watching her. The fire that burned in her veins was nothing compared to the fact that the bastard wouldn't even aknowledge the truth right before him. "Notice anything different Haku..." she hissed as her green orbs locked on those electric blue ones that she knew weren't blind, though they seemed to want her to believe so.
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Surprise had gone to anger, and that anger was quickly building up. Brilliant blue orbs were frozen in the moment of death as he calmly eyed the female that was supposed to be his mate. He took a few more rounds back and forth before he stopped and faced her. Words were thrown in his direction, and attempted to provoke the male further, but he stayed silent on the spot and just supplied her with a cold stare. He gritted his teeth by the mocking sound in her voice. Too often Firefly was nothing but a fucking child, whose body was grown up. The brown brute did too easily follow into the same dance as her, but he would not let the copper and gold have that satisfaction today.
The Lilium did perhaps not acknowledge the truth as they stood there, but he did not deny it either, so she had nothing to run on. Her outburst did not deserve an answer because of the rude way she treated him. Even though the male in his mind rejected the possibility, he somewhat deserved. Sleeping around while one has a mate back home was not a good idea, even if it may could seem so in the heat of a moment. What annoyed the Soul wolf most of all was that Firefly never managed to say things as they were. She always had to have him bring it out of her(or the other way around) instead of allowing them to go straight to the point and avoid the worst drama that served no purpose.
”The little Sadira, always has to beat around the bush to make the play complete. He resisted the bothered sigh that wanted to make itself known. He was not blind, he was just saving the confirming data in a place where his mind seldom wandered, so to avoid the thoughts as a whole. He was well aware that it was not extra fat that was making her once so curved body less elegant and smooth. She should have the parasites removed. ” I’m not the fool you see me as, Firefly, and I’ll let you know that I always loathed the day when you would allow sick parasites to grow in your womb. Pregnancy did not make Firefly beautiful. If anything, her body now sickened him.
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She knew that she'd pissed him off and fair enough she was thrilled. Maybe she could put him on a path to distruction and he would end the problems between them right now. One was a little bit simpler than the others, but he'd had a hand in creating all the issues and she just felt like bringing them back to his face today. The silence and cold blue orbs that was her answer for a moment were met with fierce emerald orbs that dared him to continue on. She had been a child when he'd met her and she was just barely out of her youth years even now. He'd known all along just what she was and yet he'd still persued her. Anything between them if she shared any blame, the other half of that belonged to him.
Too long it seemed that the winds that whipped around them were her only answer as she bared her fangs at the male. Finally his taunting words filled her ears as he looked down on her. A snarl ripped from her throat as she spat at his feet. "If perhaps one didn't give me reason to we wouldn't be here right now Haku.." There was no blame he could lay on her right now. She might not find the best way to come about with the truth or beliefs she might have of his ramblings but when you let the thoughts torment and fester in one's mind out of fear, out of hatred, out of jealousy.. the whole outlook on the world became a twisted mess.. and she was far from untangling their warped little world now.
At the last remarks from her mate Firefly felt her heckles raise as she tensed up and growled. "IT takes to to make them grow Haku.. what would you have me do, go to Deuce and have them removed?" She stepped closer to the male as her eyes flashed darkly. "I'm sure if she did it once she can do it again.." Every muscle in her body screamed to launch at the male, to let her fangs met the throat that was bared before her. She could care less in this moment if he was the one she'd taken as her mate.. he'd condemed her to this twisted life where what was pure and whole was made to be believed sick and diseased.. and all she wanted was their old world back, but she'd gone to far, she'd waited too long.. and she highly doubted that Deuce would purge her body of the pups that were to be born to her own mate. Last time had been different.
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He remained steadfast in his pose while the female was more open about her fierce rage (as a woman should, hormones and all). He was very well aware that both of them had created the sick things that was living and growing inside of the female he had once found beautiful, but he had the advantage. He was a male. That was it. It was she that was stuck with the spawn inside of her. It was her body they used, not his, therefore he meant he was freer of responsibility to get rid of them. Hell, he could not cut her open and kick them out, killing her as well in the process. The idea was tempting however.. Yes, he would have wanted them to be removed. His eyes flared up with furious surprise when he heard the words; ‘do it again. The male had not known about this, and at the moment he did not know if it had been his own or some other male’s children. He bet they had not been his, oh no. Glistering white fangs revealed themselves as he spat on the ground. Filthy whore, which was all she was, huh?
Before, eh? Tell me, you must be sleeping around a lot since you’re going around having your sick kids removed repeatedly. It was a horrible thing to say, but things always were horrible between the two of them, which may made people wonder how they could ever have ended up together. Haku knew there were ways to lose the puppies. Both herbs and some medicines that made the body reject the new life, or shifting forms. He did not know that it was too late for both without the large chance of sacrificing the mother’s life as well, though if Haku had been asked, he would have rolled the dice and gambled with her life. Go do it! You should have done it the moment you found out, silly female. His voice rose slightly, and his decision of being calm vanished as he worked on suppressing the violence and rage that she always managed to get up to a boiling hot temperature that one day would terminate them both.
She was to get rid of them, and that now.
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She couldn't help it when her temper flared up at the words of the male. Was he stupid enough to forget everything that had happened in the fuel from the war he'd created. She narrowed her eyes as the hair along her back rose, a growl building in her throat as she moved closer to the male, almost forgetting this was her mate, the Lilium and her own dark king. Her fangs flashed a warning as she spat at his feet. "You bastard.. you wouldn't dare!" She knew that DaVinci had told him of what had happened when she'd been a prisoner of the war, he'd known when he'd taunted her so when she'd finally returned to Dahlia de Mai after she'd gone feral and free of the world.
Her frame tensed up as he told her to get rid of them, instead of going she just snarled, her voice icy as she accused him of the rumors, "Did you ask the same of your whores!" She knew now that there had been atleast one litter out there born of her mate that wasn't her own, if there were others she didn't know but she figured that time would tell. She knew it was dangerous even bringing the subject to life but here he was demanding her to get rid of their own children when the only reason she'd even considered it was the damnable fact that Haku had still been sneaking around and playing his own games even when he'd demanded her to remain faithful.
Firefly brought her once lithe frame up to her full height as she stared her mate in the face and brought for the one answer she knew he wouldn't want to hear. "I won't." She wouldn't do it because he'd asked, because he wanted to. She might not want the childen growing within her but she wouldn't go ask to have her body rid of the puppies just because her mate wanted them removed. She knew that it was a dangerous gamefield she was stepping onto now and she knew that she'd brought his anger and rage to the edge. This was the way their relationship always ran but never had there been something standing between them like now.
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Fuck it all. And Haku dared, Firefly knew he did. When the fire consumed them both, love and hate evolved into something nasty that stripped the world of all its rules. He was slowly being stripped till there was nothing left but the corrupted core that only could spread misery and venom. His hackles rose as if on cue when the female took a few steps towards him, snarling and hurling words into his face. Ice or heated fury, it was all the same to him. She made him sick. Her body made him sick. Her face made him sick. Everything about her had once been so easy to love. My whores deal with their problems themselves and do not come bothering me because they fuck up. This was her fucking fault, and she seemed too eager to blame it ALL on him and shower him with additional insults that she had let out of their former heated conversations. Whatever happened to the females after he had fucked them and left them was their problem and not his. Deuce had come for support but had been rejected. This was what he wanted to do with Firefly, but he could not. He fucking could not because she was his mate and lived in Dahlia together with him.
She refused and the world went black. You wont? His voice could almost pass by as surprised and blank, but there were dangerous powers rebelling further behind his eyes. You will get nowhere by doing this, Firefly. This is not one of your pathetic games. I should cut you up and remove the filth myself, since you cannot take responsibility and do what you ought to. They were better off dead, because their lives would be miserable as hell. With such parents, innocent lives could not live untainted, and Haku knew how horrible this would fail, even before it happened.
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She snarled in rage at the words he spoke, confirmation that he'd been sleeping around, even more so that perhaps there were things that had best been left buried were about to be thrown into the wind. Her heckles rose as she laughed in his face, he wanted her to believe that she was in control of this all and she'd fucked up all by herself. "Yes Haku, I crawled up on myself and made this ALL happen!" Her ears were flared back upon her skull as her emerald orbs opened wide in outrage. She knew that he'd cheated, she'd known all along and had tried to ignore it, you could only ignore something so long before it all just piled up and one spark would set the world ablaze. The sparks were flying now. "So how many of your whores are taking care of THEIR problems then Haku? HOW MANY?" she screamed as her heart raced and her blood boiled.
She could care less what he thought of her keeping the puppies, she might not want them and they might not need them but she wasn't going to do anything to make his life easier. He'd demanded her to kill them and she wouldn't, she wanted to make him suffer, even if she had to as well. She bared her sharp canines to her Lilium as she declared. "No one said these were games anymore Haku, it hasn't been a game for a long time.." The truth was out, though she still played at her games she hadn't played them with Haku except for mere times when it had been for the love and lust between them, but those type of games between the sheets hardly counted for anything in the eyes of the woman. "Why don't you.." she dared him, here he was threatening her life just to remove the future spawn that shifted and rolled within her. She was pushing him over the edge and she knew it, perhaps in the end she'd get what she wanted still
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His jaws snapped together at her laughter punched him arrogantly in his face. Oh, she was the victim. She did not listen. I know very well I also am to blame for this shit, but unlike me, you have- (or, had) -the power to do something about it! She was far from done, and there was always the possibility his words drowned in her next vocal attack. He sneered at her, leaning heavily against the mental chains that kept him from turning the snow around them pink. Her screaming after knowledge of his affairs was brutal, but he would grant her no answer, so that she could boil in the poison that comes out of the uncertainty. She could use her imagination. Instead of an answer, his throat produced a low growl as she kept going on. Games or no games, everything was a bloody game. He did not care, she had known what he had been when she had said yes to be his mate. She had known!
Why don’t you.. Fucking fair enough. His mind exploded and painted the world with shadows, and he took up her challenge. His movement was sudden and like a lightning striking the unmoving tree, and his body shot against hers. There was no flashing of teeth or claws, but the power of his knock would be heavy enough to throw her off her feet and into the ground.
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Firefly had no care for Haku and his little temper tantrum at the moment. She narrowed her eyes at him once more and just growled, the sound deep and low in her throat as she watched the male moving. She had no more words for the male that she hadn't already spoken as she stood her ground. He might not want the puppies and she might not need them but she'd carried the lives in her womb this far she wasnot going to kill them now. She took a step towards him as she hissed. "Just deal with it.."
She really hadn't expected his next move and when the male had thrown her to the ground Firefly rolled in the snow a moment before snarling and rising back to her paws. "You wouldn't.." she growled as her eyes flashed, her attention now fully on the male who was her mate but obviously her enemy too.
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Haku would not deal with what he refused to deal with. It was as simple as that, really. He did not want children. If she wanted them, then she could go join the rest of his hookers. He grimaced in disappointment of how quickly the fat bitch got up on her feet again. He wouldn’t, she said? He was furious that everything was out of focus. It was horrible, because she never stopped, she kept pushing on him, kept trying to put him into place, drag him down, humiliate him. Firefly could go to hell.
Fuck you. The male growled, full of true disgust now. He gave a jolt of his head. Fuck you! Why did he always have to be the one that backed down? He hoped the woman would die together with the sick spawn. You’re on your own. The male snapped before he stormed past her, fleeing to his cabin. His tail swayed angrily behind him, his ears blew smoke, and the male was afire.
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She watched him go and knew once more she'd distanced them again. She growled softly until he left the field, her voice trailing after him, taunting as she left him with the truth. "I was always on my own.." Even when they were together she'd been on her own. He'd played his little numbers and fucked his little whores and she'd been all alone. Nothing had changed in her eyes except now there would be something to show for his actions and her own. He'd left her, like he did everytime but there was nothing new, she'd live and she'd deal. Sooner or later he'd return, his boyish temper tantrum forgotten as he just wanted to play again.
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