god's in crisis
Kaena gives birth to her litter by Laruku/Ryoujoku.
heart's racing, adrenaline's rushing, but it all feels the same
Tayui visits Clouded Tears to meet Laruku, who lets out more about himself than he might have wanted.
slings and arrows
Gabriel tells Laruku that he's better off dead and that he will kill him if he outstays his welcome in Inferni.
I told you my darkest secrets
[UNFINISHED] Ahemait speaks with Laruku about the litter.
Pray, 'til I go blind
Ryoujoku murders Nirupama Ire and feeds on his carcass.
all i've ever known
Laruku realizes what Ryoujoku's done and tries to lobotomize/kill himself by cutting open his own head. Phasma confronts him and they yell at each other, though Phasma eventually stops him from going through with what he was trying to do.
i write tragedies, not sins
Tragedie finds Laruku standing under a waterfall and asks him to tell her about his life; he relays to her the story of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.
i never wanna see you unhappy
Conri talks to Laruku about random stuff.
televisionDreams(tomorrow);
[UNFINISHED] Iskata takes her children out for a walk and stumbles over ever-depressed Laruku.
water spirals the wrong way out the sink
Deuce runs into Laruku and explains why she's there, but Laruku doesn't really care.
I will learn to live after love has died.
[UNFINISHED] Deja and Laruku are both rather depressed, though Deja seems to have a little more hope.
this river is wild
[UNFINISHED] Castor joins 'Tears.
Time to give them something fun
Rachias attempts to leave Inferni in search of her father, but Laruku doesn't let her.
ONCE MORE: WITH FEELING
Gabriel reiterates that Laruku is pretty useless and better off dead; Laruku gets pissed and leaves.
brightest of all the colors
Ryoujoku takes Andrezej out for a late-night killing lesson.
we are bled of color
Samael is bored and Ryoujoku decides to sleep with him.
the fate you've carved in me
[J] [UNFINISHED] Ahren and Misery come to Clouded Tears as Chimera is now gone and Ryoujoku teases them for this.
The ties that bind
[UNFINISHED] DaVinci informs Naniko and Laruku that he's leaving to find his sister Magdalena.
the night begins and people start to awe
Corona visits Laruku who tells her about his condition and children then offers an opinion.
we fought our battles on grounds unknown
[J] Lisichka, Konane, and their son Tybalt return to Clouded Tears.
cramming the world into a (phrase)
Laruku and Ahren talk about literature and life, just like they used to.
Indeed a fool of mine
Rachias comes to Clouded Tears to stay with her father. Ryoujoku accepts her with a grin.
remember, remember, the 5th of november
[UNFINISHED] Tsunami comes to kill Ryoujoku, but stops and leaves when his target shifts personalities.
I've Seen Fire
Melisande is again in Clouded Tears, but Laruku doesn't really react to her.
show me how to live
Laruku is still being emo. Ahren tries to cheer him up some and they end up smoking and talking about the end of the world.
Bad m00n risin'
Phoenix comes to ask about DaVinci and the possibility that he had run off with his daughter, Firefly; Laruku informs him that DaVinci left alone and they briefly discuss some drama with Inferni.
reminiscing this and that
[UNFINISHED] Because Laruku doesn't remember Luz, they are reintroduced.
Leaves me down and lonely
[UNFINISHED] Once again, Faolin speaks to Laruku on the river.
i once was born to be bad
[UNFINISHED] Phasma finds Laruku brooding in a cave and tries to comfort him.
i tasted blood
[J] [UNFINISHED]
at least, it sounded like him
Arkham comes to see if his father really is as dangerous as everyone says.
smile like you mean it
Shit, I don't know. Mel and I were high on 6am madness and wanted to write poetry, okay!?
SNOW!!!
[UNFINISHED] Laruku watches Melody play in the snow but refuses to participate himself.
what dreams may come
Mel+Kiri antics, part dos. Ahren and Laruku trespass into each other's dreams and are taken over by their various demons. MADNESS!!
I am just as fucked as you
Both drunk, Ahren and Laruku exchange a few words in an empty church then fall asleep next to each other.
new pair of shoes, new way to dance
Laruku calls a short meeting to share stories of the previous year, but things don't really go as planned.
sometimes, the sun shines
Laruku and Ahren talk about Rachias for a bit, but the conversation takes a too depressing turn.
the protagonist dies in this chapter
Laruku apologizes to Rachias.
i wonder if it hurts to live
[UNFINISHED] Laruku finds a coyotess in a library.
but i still wonder
[UNFINISHED] Andre wants Laruku to teach him how to fight, but Laruku refuses.
Two seas in a cod
Laruku meets Skoll on the riverbank and they discuss (or don't discuss) 'Souls, war, the coyotes, and how to deal with things.
baby, i'm back
[J] [UNFINISHED] Susquehanna comes to Clouded Tears
crash and burn
Ahren feels all alone and the world has turned its back on him; give Laruku a moment, please, and he'll tames his wild, wild heart.
Watch the World Pass By
Conri returns to Clouded Tears and Laruku tells him it's okay if he stays.
Me, my thoughts are flower strewn
Ahren cuts his hair and burns down his mother's church. Laruku stands beside him.
the unrealiable narrator
After sleeping together the night before, both Ahren and Laruku regret their actions.
i didn't know you could stop being a God
Ahren and Laruku fall asleep together after conversation. And then their demons take over.
I will save you
[UNFINISHED] Melisande gets Laruku to admit to her some of his past.
OUR WORLD DOWN
[READ ONLY] As the fire spreads through his forest, Laruku calls for all Clouded Tears member to evacuate while lying down in preparation of his own death.
right where it belongs
Ahren and Jasper drags Laruku out of Clouded Tears against his will and they make their way through the mountain and onto the other side.
the space between
Ahren and Laruku have a conversation in which Ahren quotes Fight Club and Laruku refuses to give in.
Wanderlust
Laruku meets Umbra and helps him bring down a doe, which they share.
You fall away from your past
[UNFINISHED] On a quest to find her brother, Rachias finds her father instead.
we survived
[UNFINISHED] Laruku finds that he's not the only one with a demon in his head.
give up the ghosts
Iskata sees Laruku again and they revisit some of the same tired subjects.
nec spe, nec metu
Cercelee runs into Laruku and they have a conversation about family and caring about them.
burn the land and boil the sea
[UNFINISHED] Conri happens upon his old alpha, asks him for advice, and wonders why he won't return to them.
kanashiku nai desu ka?
Iskata looks for and finds Laruku to ask him to consider joining the pack she's forming. Laruku, predictably, declines.
Count by zero's to ten
Laruku finds Ember in a cave with her foot stuck in a hole. After rescuing her, they have a short conversation.
you raise me up
[UNFINISHED] Laruku always ends up in philosophical discussions in bookstores.
you'll just do it all again
They sing their own songs, but in the end, the loneliness still consumes them.
some words to aid in the decay
Laruku finds a new journal to write in. Firefly asks why.
i can be brown, i can be blue, i can be violet sky
Laruku and Laurel discuss music, among other things.
NO AIR
Laruku and Ember discuss Inferni and their conflict. Kind of.
Join me in death
Laruku drinks some of Jasper's soup, which happens to be contaminated with a disease.
until their dying breath
Laruku, infected with canine distemper, tries to get back to his cottage. Ahren finds him and carries him off to Esper Hollow instead.
I've heard this story before
Ahren arrives at Esper Hollow with Laruku. He and Laurel dump him in a shack and then have a drink.
a wish for wings that work
Rachias is devastated to find her father so ill. Laruku tries to be comforting.
a thief, a liar, an angel in the fire
Laruku is conversing with Ahren while half-hallucinating and believing him to be Tsunami.
everything the light touches
[READ ONLY] After four years, Laruku finally meets his mother.
the forgotten one
[UNFINISHED]Laruku mistakes DaVinci for a younger version of himself and attacks him, only to be talked down by Rachias.
there is a fire defragmenting the attic
Gabriel torments Laruku, but Rachias interrupts. After he leaves, she comforts her father.
take apart your demons
[UNFINISHED] Laruku talks to Endymion.
the monsters that would have you
Ahren wakes to Laruku crying in his sleep. They talk. Laruku cries some more. Ahren sings him to sleep.
don't ask why, don't cry, don't make a scene
Ahren and Laruku are always just talking.
sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
[UNFINISHED] Corona speaks to Laruku about Rachias and his health.
one day, you'll have to let it go
[UNFINISHED] Lubomir discovers that Laruku is blind.
Sailing the breeze
[UNFINISHED] Laruku meets Regan, a new member of Esper Hollow.
the time of your life (you just can't tell)
Jefferson starts a conversation with Laruku who figures out and tells him that he's really Maluki Soul.
we'll live the rest of our lives, but not together
Rachias spends some time with her father. Laruku gives her a history book.
some things for the rain
DaVinci runs into Laruku and asks him some questions.
misty hills and twilight
Iskata finally learns about Laruku's children.
butterflies and hurricanes
Jefferson gives up on Laruku. Eventually.
in love with the ordinary
Bane stumbles upon Laruku and has a brief conversation.
the child is grown, the dream is gone
Ahren tells Laruku that he's going to kill him.
try not to breathe
Ahren shoots Laruku up with morphine.
a dream is only a dream
[READ ONLY] Laruku dies.
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