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__ Laruku Tears (Lah-roo-koo Tears)
__ (IC) "Laruku" was some gibberish Kiriska recalled from her early childhood and "Tears" was very meaningfully derived from Clouded Tears, the pack Kiri hoped would raise her son for her. (OOC) L'Arc~en~Ciel is a Japanese band with a French name. "L'arc en ciel" means "the arc in the sky", or "rainbow". The Japanese, being unable to correctly pronounce the band name, call it something along the lines of "larukunceel", affectionately shortened to "laruku". Yes, I am a loser jrock junkie. ;;
__ Ryoujoku Ame (Ree-yo-joh-kuu Ah-may)
__ (IC) None. (OOC) "Ryoujoku no ame" is Dir en grey's 21st single and translates into "the rape of rain."
__ Male
__ 4.5 years
__ 30th July, 2004
__ 1st December, 2008
__ Clouded Tears, Bleeding Souls
__ The Dampwoods, 'Souls
__ 50% Canis lupus lycaon [eastern timber wolf] , 50% Canis latrans latrans [coyote]
__ Yes, by birth
Biological:
__ Kiriska
__ Arlo Xyl
__ Ceres Tears (F), Mauli Tears (M), Soraiku Tears (M), Caliban Tears (M)
__ Arkham Lykoi (M), Andrezej Lykoi (M), Rachias Tears de Ame (F) - litter by Kaena Lykoi
__ Daituki Nasphrite (uncle)
Full Family Tree
Adoptive:
__ Colibri Soul
__ Acid
__ Maluki, Akeni, Fawn, Colicidite, Frodo
__ None
__ Ceres Sadira, Scarlette Eve (aunt)
__ Weary, paranoid, suspicious, cautious, apathetic, insecure, fantasy-prone, uncertain, unstable, unpredictable, skeptical, forcibly formal, artificial. (Ryoujoku: Careless, reckless, tactless, unsympathetic, ruthless, easily amused, sociopathic, lustful, amoral.)
__ Unknown (Ryoujoku: Bisexual/Pansexual)
__ Music, fireflies, dandelions, lakes, rain, books & reading, crickets, silence, fog, snow, coldness, sleep. (Ryoujoku: Fighting, killing, sex, provoking people and getting reactions, doing things that are looked down upon.)
__ Lies, liars, people who know more than he does, heat, betrayal, rapists, loneliness, meaninglessness. (Ryoujoku: ???)
:: Clouded Tears :: Puppy (07/30/04 - 10/??/04)
:: Lone Wolf (10/??/04 - 06/30/05)
:: Clouded Tears :: Subordinate (06/30/05 - 07/21/05)
:: Clouded Tears :: Spaher (07/21/05-09/24/05)
:: Clouded Tears :: Jager Fuhrer (09/24/05-11/12/05)
:: Clouded Tears :: Beta Male (11/12/05-01/12/06)
:: Clouded Tears :: Alpha Male (01/12/06-04/01/08)
:: Lone Wolf (04/01/08-12/01/08)
__ Varying browns & golden-browns
__ Laruku's pelt is comprised of several varying shades of brown and gold. His muzzle and legs are dark with a lighter, creamier caramel around his face and neck that eases into the medium brown of his main body.
CHARACTER SHEET.
__ Crimson-red
__ None
__ None
__ Small cut: left, upper lip (Hearse)
__Long gash: right side, rib to flank (Segodi)
__Holes, tears: right ear (Tsunami)
__Holes, tears: left ear (Janus)
__Gash: right collarbone (Tsunami)
__Two small cuts: above left eye (Tsunami)
__Two X-shaped cuts: left wrist (Self-inflicted)
__Four oddly shaped gashes: left arm (Self-inflicted)
__Long vertical gash: left arm (Cronus)
__Two gashes: diagonally across chest (Janus)
__Gash: left flank (Segodi)
__Two gashes, T-shaped: left shoulder (Karloff)
__Long gash: right forearm (Voltaire)
__Gash: right cheek (Gabriel)
__Gash: stomach (Gabriel)
__Gash: left side of forehead (Self-inflicted)
__Gash: throat (Tsunami)
Wolf Form:
__ 110 lbs
__ 2'5" [at shoulder]
__ 5'4" [nose to tip of tail]
Werewolf Form:
__ 190 lbs
__ 6'4"
15
__Wins: 9 (Hearse, Soran, Deuce, Janus, Karloff, Voltaire, Iskata (x2), Cronus)
__Losses: 2 (Segodi, Tsunami)
__Draws: 4 (Tsunami, Molochai, Segodi, Gabriel)
4
__Unborn child of Asphyxia
__Janus
__Voltaire Cavil
__Nirupama Ire
6
__Mates: 0
__Lovers: 3 (Nirupama Tsunami, Kaena Lykoi, Ahren de le Poer)
__One-Night Stands: 3 (Mocha, Rurik Russo, Samael Lykoi)
__Rape: 0
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endLESS raIN ;;;;;(CONCEPTION)
two (2) and a half (1/2) YEARS l a t e r (BIRTH)
don't [b e l o n g] anywhere else but [h e r e]
Laruku returns to Clouded Tears only to find that his 'mother' does not remember him. Ceres stops Colibri from chasing him off territories, however, and asks him to stay, and Laruku agrees.
forgotten where i c o m e from
Laruku meets Cinnamon on Hell's Coast and learns of her fight with Colibri. Cinnamon also says that Laruku's father was an Inferni leader but he does not believe her.
DE C a d e nce...
Laruku is about to pursue a rabbit when Kratina and Fwee come out of no where and scare it off. To get back at them, Laruku chases Fwee around a while until Kratina asks him to stop because he's killing the trees.
telL mE somethinG i neverR kneW
Maluki and Laruku reunite after their seperation and the brothers muse about how their family has become "corrupt" and drifted apart.
+tomorrow is always worse than yesterday-
Adreon finds Laruku playing on a piano in a library in the Concrete Jungle; this kickstarts a very long conversation about humans, the future of wolves, future sentient speices, the end of the world, space and the cosmos, death, ghosts, jellyfish and taxonomy. Yes, all of that. Then they go to sleep.
· · · cönnëct thë döts
Hearse comes to Clouded Tears in search of Colibri, but finds Laruku instead. Hearse's speech and purpose for visiting irritates Laruku and the two end up fighting.
i hate you MORE than you hate me
Segodi seeks to get away from Hell's Coast and runs into Laruku at Clouded Tears's border. After a brief exchange, Segodi opts to leave and go home.
p.aïn wïth sprïnklës
Calypso comes a'visiting and he and Laruku decide to go on a treasure hunt. The treasures they find include an old copy of Hamlet and an owl pellet.
aN alterNate eNding
[UNFINISHED] Laruku discovers the Bonefire and is joined by a lone wolf named Racheal Kei.
b a t teri es[no t]inclu ded
On the way out of the Concrete Jungle, Laruku discovers a small radio trapped under the concrete and a blind wolf named Kyro from Jaded Shadows. Laruku manages to free the device and experience a short burst of human music.
the $ilence and the $ong
[UNFINISHED] Laruku sits around singing in Wraith's Rest. Mocha happens upon him, seduces him, and Laruku loses his virginity. :|
[p]enalty SHOT
[Not Used] Originally intended for Misery, switched to "aw", never claimed. Laruku sits around in Wraith's Rest.
[Alt]+[F4]
Strikker and Laruku were getting off on a bad foot when Razor came out of nowhere; she succeeds in pissing them both off and getting chased from packlands.
auto -p- matic
Ophelia and Tsunami plan to visit Clouded Tears. Ophelia arrives first and is confronted by Laruku. Tsunami then shows up and gets pissed off; Laruku and Tsunami fight; Ophelia ends up stopping them, then Tsu and Feely leave.
Opinions Expressed
[J] Aoife trespasses into Clouded Tears territory and Laruku finds her by the lake. After a few vicious exchanges and obvious dislike between the two, Laruku agrees to call for a leader. Ceres shows and Aoife is eventually accepted.
[j]ust don't make any mistakes
[J] Cadenica stumbles upon Clouded Tears and frightens off a herd of deer Laruku had been pursuing. After interrogating her irritatedly, he calls Ceres and Cadenica is accepted.
hold on t i g h T
Laruku encounters Segodi and Razor in Nirvana. Already in a bad mood and annoyed at the memories of his previous encounters with the coyotes, he ends up in a fight with Segodi despite being injured. Predictably, Laruku ends up retreating.
// switchblade [j]
[J] [UNFINISHED] Scarlette Eve returns to Clouded Tears once again and gives birth to a completely stillborn litter just outside of borders. Laruku finds her and calls for Ceres. They move her to Siondaite's den to clean up.
Moonlight and Fireflies
In the dead of night, Laruku meets Iskata by the lake and speaks with her. She reveals half of the truth about his birth circumstances without actually confirming much, but Laruku refuses to believe every word she says anyway.
we're all MAD in here
Laruku meets Melisande and to two go hunting together. The quest for a rabbit fails, but they manage a single chipmunk.
lucy in the sky with diamonds
Laruku meets Lisichka and learns from him that Colibri has amnesia. They talk briefly about her, then Laruku leaves.
to.p. of the world
Laruku and Piper go fishing because they're uberhungry and after a little bit of teamwork, both end up with half a relatively large fish.
w e t (p)aint :: don't t ou c h me
Laruku enlarges the abandoned den that once belonged to Kiriska. Ceres happens along and tells him the truth about the circumstances of his birth; Laruku gets pissed, doesn't believe her, and runs off.
(hale) falling from the (sky)
[UNFINISHED] Apollyon follows Laruku to Thunder Island, where they find Hale. Laruku is disturbed by Apollyon and leaves.
[p] lastic [t] ree
[UNFINISHED] Laruku is depressed-like and stares off at the ocean. Ellorae comes and sits with him a while.
(hobo for a day]
Laruku discovers Line E and meets Anu, who had been hunting there. They walk a short ways, exchange a few words, then part.
the [p. roble.m] child
[MATURE] Laruku finally breaks down, overwhelmed by the truth of the circumstances concerning his birth. Tsunami finds him; they talk, have sex, talk some more, then fall asleep. x_x
something [WICKED] this way [COMES]
Tsunami accompanies Laruku to the Haunted Forest on a quest to find the ghost of Kiriska, his mother. Unfortunately, Laruku encounters Arlo Xyl, his father, instead and is very shaken by the incident. Tsu and Laruku comfort each other afterwards.
losing sleep
Laruku visits Chimera on a whim and has a short chat with Aiji.
Almost Here
[UNFINISHED] Laruku meets Kerberos in the bonefire and they talk about Tsunami, reading, and the fact that Kerberos is a sociopath.
it's +my bliss.
Laruku finds Maluki at Tranquil Springs and tells him that they are not blood brothers. In the end they decide that it didn't matter and they could be brothers if they wanted to.
tomorrow and tomorrow
[MATURE] After catching a rabbit, Laruku finds Tsunami on Enigma Peak. After some awkwardness, they end up having sex again, then talking, then eating the rabbit.
wE'rE not thE onEs who'rE mEant to follow
Laruku meets Hearse again in the Luminous Sanctuary. They exchange a few insults and somehow Tsunami comes up as a topic. Hearse pissed Laruku off and he goes away.
#now@again.go !important
[UNFINISHED] Laruku goes to Storm for the first time and happens upon Adreon and Atlas. They talk and fill each other in on recent events.
just about a moonlight mile on down the road.
Laruku finds Tsunami in Storm and they talk about Ophelia and the puppies. Then they play tag! And then go off and do suggestive things.
What's duty to a wolf who runs.
Laruku runs into Siondaite, who wants to teach him stuff about spahering, but Laruku gets her to tell him about CT history instead.
[the] dying [breed]
Laruku brings Ophelia a squirrel. Feely eats half of it then demands he have the rest. Tsunami comes in with two fishes. Feely refuses to eat more. Laruku eats the rest of his squirrel; Tsunami gets mad and takes one of his fishes and leaves. Laruku leaves. Feely eats the last fish.
what you confide in me
Laruku goes to Hell's Coast to fish, but Segodi wants him to leave. To stall, Laruku asks a bunch of random questions, then leaves anyway.
l0nd0n bridge is f a l l ! n g DOwn
Laruku passes out from lack of food and Misery finds him and gives him a rabbit.
bo hemian rhapso dy
Laruku and Calypso talk about the famine, family, Feely, and Tsunami. Calypso reveals that Tsu hurt someone he cared about.
the odds of t h a t
Laruku and Tsunami meet in Crystal Caverns. Tsu tells Laruku it's his birthday and about Satin's pregnancy, then the sunlight makes the crystals glow and they go 'ooo', 'ahh'.
Don't Panic
[J] Laruku accepts Provost into Clouded Tears because Ceres said she couldn't come and because he didn't think anyone would back him if he tried to chase the male off.
all you can eat for $5
Hexidecimal helps get some food for Laruku, then they talk about nerdy things while eating.
that was just a dream
Laruku explores an old museum and encounters Ahren on the stage of a small theatre; they converse a while about a record player, philosophy, history, and sentient nature, then go their seperate ways.
And the white knight is talking backwards
Shaeniire comes to Clouded Tears and Laruku confronts her. She inquires of Acid and Colibri and is answered rudely. She then leaves.
while(this.alive()) suffer(this);
Laruku meets Satin in Storm; he invites her to visit Clouded Tears sometime; she tells him about Adreon's death. They both get really sad, then decide to go see Atlas to get their minds off of it.
This is Morning
Laruku returns to Clouded Tears to apologize to Ceres and inquire of his real mother. Ceres tells Laruku about Kiriska and takes him to visit the grave of her and his siblings. They name the unnamed children.
can't you see, it's not me you're dying for
Laruku finds Tsunami along the Yahraw River. They argue about the famine, Adreon's death, and puppies. Then Laruku drinks from the Yahraw and Tsunami freaks out, tackles him, falls in the river, freaks out some more, spills Malachi's name, then runs off.
STATEoftheUNION
Laruku confronts Tsunami again in the Concrete Jungle. Tsunami tells him he killed Malachi, but refuses to give a real reason. They both get pissed and part ways.
Kyrosine Joining Post
[J] Kyrosine seeks acceptance into Clouded Tears; he and Laruku piss each other off, but Ceres is called for anyway and Kyrosine is accepted.
p: to forget about (you)
Laruku takes Satin (and Atlas) to visit Clouded Tears. They meet Ceres and Laruku introduces them both to each other. Ceres is informed of Adreon's death.
you seem so out of context
Ophelia goes to Clouded Tears to ask Laruku where Tsunami is. Laruku asks who Malachi is; Ophelia tells half a story, then heads to the Jungle, where Laruku last saw Tsunami.
your.VOICE.is.CANCER
Laruku wanders away to the Dark Plains, where it starts to rain after the long drought. Tsunami finds him there and apologizes; Laruku starts to forgive him, but then Tsunami admits to having had sex with Segodi. Laruku asks him a few cold questions, then leaves.
MURDER incorporated
Laruku sees Segodi, freaks out, attacks him, then tries to beat him to death with a shovel. Tsunami stops him before he is able to; they yell at each other, then Laruku leaves.
cry, baby
Laruku and Satin comfort each other about their various troubles. Satin tells Laruku that her babies were killed prematurely and Laruku tells Satin that Tsunami cheated on him.
razor thin against my skin
Laruku and Cross talk about love.
[SPEED LIMIT 50]
Gibralter recruits the help of Laruku to retrieve a pack from the branches of a tree. They go through its contents, make a fire, then go to sleep.
these ripped out pages of old coloring books
Laruku finds Atlas banging around on a piano in a house in the Sanctuary. They go explore a while, then after a brief discussion about humans, Laruku explains the concept of death to Atlas. Upon realizing that his father was dead, Atlas runs off.
Defying.p.Gravity
Laruku and Asphyxia get pissed off at each other. Asphyxia claws at Laruku and Laruku slaps her, knocking her over, whicih ends up killing one of her unborn babies. Segodi shows up just as Laruku is freaking out over what he did. Then Laruku runs off and Segodi walks Asphyxia home.
helloGoodbye;
[UNFINISHED] Kakotsu asks Laruku if he's seen Colibri.
weAllGrowUpToDIE
Depressed, lonely and guilty, Laruku half-hearted attempts suicide by slashing his wrists with a piece of glass. Segodi walks in on him and stops him, sort of lectures at him, and bandages him. Laruku leaves.
(thisis)the(DAWNING)of(therestof)our(LIVES)
Laruku seeks out Kaena to ask about his father and learns of his mother as well.
Take these broken wings
[J] Colibri returns to Clouded Tears after an extended absence. Kakotsu welcomes her with open arms; Laruku shouts bitter words at her; Ceres takes her back in, regardless.
cut down your discomfort wings
Kidorah and Laruku meet in the subways and chat for a while about Segodi, relationships, and Inferni.
Icy [p]ools of green
Soran kills three rabbits on Tears territory. Laruku gets really pissed about it; they fight, and eventually Soran runs off.
fourstar daydream
Moxie gets away from Tsunami and her siblings on an outing and stumbles upon Laruku. Tsunami catches up to her, then sends all the pups off to play while he and Laruku talked. They both apologize, agree to forget about what happened, and make up. Then they hug, but have to stop because the stupid kids are like "o_O".
[where] the [wild things] are
[UNFINISHED] Laruku and Chael take down a caribou doe and split it.
no one has ever looked so dead %
[UNFINISHED] Laruku finds Calypso at Maluki's den and offers him meat.
paper or plastic
[UNFINISHED] Moxie pesters Laruku with a bunch of uncomfortable questions and Laruku notsoskillfully evades!
waiting for the worms
Laruku finds Tsunami in the Sanctuary right outside Clouded Tears. Tsunami tells him about how he left Storm; Laruku asks him to come to Clouded Tears, and Tsunami agrees.
without your noose
Laruku finds a very injured Segodi in a church in the Jungle and decides to repay his debt by bandaging him up and helping him to a warmer place.
[a swell in the sun]
Satin and Laruku talk about Tsunami and stuff.
I Like the Way You Move in the Dark
Laruku finds Elysium's glass eye. They talk for a while then play hide n' seek.
quite cold weather
[J] Laruku finds a pleasant male sitting on 'Tears borders and after a brief chat, accepts him.
indifference and absence of esteem
Ahren discusses some of his troubles with Laruku. There is a brief argument, but nothing comes of it.
"if ONLY if ONLY," the woodpecker cried +m
[MATURE] Tsunami gives Laruku a blowjob, but Laruku asks him to stop. Lots of mental drama!
?hakuna &matata
Laruku and Melisande talk about losing things and happiness, then make a snowman.
you never thought it'd happen to you
Asphyxia finds Laruku in the Sanctuary but doesn't recognize him. Laruku tells her that he's the one that killed her baby. She says she doesn't blame him and he apologizes, then leaves.
all i [n]ever wanted and more
[UNFINISHED] Laruku is depressed and talks to Ceres about how she keeps on keeping on.
Darkest Day of the Year
Ceres calls a meeting of the pack to celebrate the shortest day of the year. Everyone introduces themselves then eats.
stuck inside our own machines
Laruku finds Tsunami freshly injured in the middle of the night, tends to him, then falls asleep beside him.
drops of ju'p'iter
Segodi tries to convince Laruku that Tsunami loves him, but Laruku doesn't believe him.
I've seen a lot of t r a g e d y in my life
[J] [UNFINISHED]
Nuclear Launch Detected
Laruku and Thanos talk about life and purpose. Tsunami finds them in a scandalous position and storms off without a word; Laruku gets uncomfortable and leaves. Thanos is confused!
second verse to chorus
Laruku meets Akumu in Area 93. Laruku accidentally fires off a gun and hits an airplane in a hanger. They talk about humans and stuff.
you were saying?
[J] Piper and Laruku find Switch talking to birds, but decide to let him in anyway.
Do You Ever Wonder If It's Justified
[J] [UNFINISHED]
there are no flowers
Laruku finds Ceres dead next to Kiriska's grave and digs a new grave for her. He calls the pack to let them know, then buries Ceres.
a dandelion is(n't) forever
Tsunami comes to comfort Laruku after Ceres's funeral. Tsunami says he wants to change the world. Laruku says he loves him. This is the most adorable thread ever.
mischief mangled
[UNFINISHED] Laruku and Maluki talk about Ceres's death and the curse on the alpha position.
the (sunlight) sonata
Ahren comes to visit Clouded Tears. He and Laruku talk about their packs, the leaders of the other packs, and other things.
non siete lei
Colibri and Laruku talk at the site of the graves. Though Colibri does not explain her reasons for leaving, Laruku says he does not hate her.
scherzo di notte
[UNFINISHED] Laruku meets Tedros, Segodi's son; Tedros asks about his father but Laruku can't think of much to say. Tedros mentions his ill feelings towards his father for bringing home another pup.
some would say your life was sad
Segodi and Laruku meet again and talk about sad things.
mezzo forte e dimminuendo
Ember finds Laruku playing piano. Laruku lets her pick a song from a book to sing while he plays. Laruku agrees to try and teach Ember to play.
gone to the dogs
[UNFINISHED] Tokyo shares with Laruku her dreams of heading her own pack on Lightning Bay.
the b u m p in the n i g ht
[UNFINISHED] Laruku meets Layla and they talk about Arlo and their heritages.
Joining
[J] Though suspicious of his sincerity, Laruku accepts Tenebrae into Clouded Tears.
"someday" may come along
Tsunami asks Laruku if he'd ever been with anyone else; Laruku says no. They talk about nothing in particular, then walk back.
{ perfect rhythm [j]
[J] [UNFINISHED]
STRIKE up the band
Laruku meets a bunch of other musically inclined wolves in the Sanctuary.
when there's no one in town i know
Atlas comes to Clouded Tears looking for Tsunami after finding out about Satin's new mate. He finds Laruku instead, though Tsunami comes later, and the two older wolves talk to him about his issues.
the ceiling with glow-in-the-dark STARS
[UNFINISHED] Tsunami brings Laruku a drink, so he gets drunk and says dumb stuff. Then they go into the bedroom and fuck. On a bed!
³dreams of neptune
[J] Laruku can't sleep and finds Neptune waiting on 'Tears borders. After a few questions, he accepts her.
Joining
[J] Laruku accepts Bellus Grey into Clouded Tears.
you take the HIGH road & i'll take the LOW road
Laruku confronts Gibraltar about the reason for Tsunami's departure from Storm.
Improvisation on an opera hall
[UNFINISHED] Laruku meets Susquehanna, who is apparently Colibri's sister, and consequently, his adoptive aunt.
His heart's just not in it
[J] Laruku stumbles upon a tired puppy in the fog and says he can stay in Clouded Tears.
the LOCHNESS monster
Laruku suggests he and Atlas find a grave for Adreon. Atlas asks whether or not it's okay to like boys and for confirmation of Laruku's affections towards Tsunami. Laruku approves the former and admits to the latter. They never do find a gravestone. D:
Crocus Vernus
Bellus and Laruku talk about random things and Laruku gives Bellus the apothecary position.
Mists of Time
Susquehanna asks Laruku permission to hang around Clouded Tears as Solo's guardian.
mawari MAWARI mawari tsuzukeru
Laruku meets Corona and they talk about the status of hybrids in their society.
Empathy
Laruku and Melisande talk about the pack and people's tendency to leave, then promise each other that they'd at least say goodbye if they go eventually.
BLACKHAWKDOWN
Atlas comes to Clouded Tears to confirm that Tsunami is gone, then says he has no where to go now. Laruku says he's free to stay and Atlas accepts.
alte fuhrer neu
Mordulin comes to Clouded Tears to meet Laruku and to ask about Ophelia's children.
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[UNFINISHED] Laruku is drinking and Molochai interrupts. They fight, but the result is inconclusive.
So I keep bending 'til I break
[J] Although suspicious of joiners now, Laruku accepts Summer into Clouded Tears.
don't! don't! don't!__walk away
[J] Laruku accepts Chase Malakkai into Clouded Tears.
Mosh_joining
[J] Laruku accepts Sunkist into Clouded Tears.
mediocre at best
[UNFINISHED] Laruku goes to Chimera to visit Ahren, but finds Misery instead.
castles in the sand
Laruku and Piper discuss the pack.
i'm never gonna dance again
Deuce tries to seduce Laruku, who gets really pissed off. They fight; Laruku wins and stalks off.
Once again
[J] Adrastos comes home for a visit and speaks with Laruku.
THE DOWnwa r d s [p] i r a l
Laruku is in a very frustrated mood and Janus interrupts. A fight ensues and Laruku accidentally kills Janus. Segodi and Karloff come and Laruku runs off.
SIMONSAYS
Laruku fights and runs away from Segodi after killing Janus.
full of SOUND&FURY
Bellus finds Laruku and tends to his wounds.
Nothing is whole...but nothing is broken
Laruku and Revlis meet briefly and discuss their various troubles.
there is something that will never change.
Laruku and Gale play pool.
The toy soldiers have started to melt
Solo returns to Clouded Tears and explains his absence.
gone too far to get home
[J] [UNFINISHED]
hear-say
Garbiel visits Clouded Tears and asks Laruku some questions; Laruku is paranoid and suspicious of Gabriel's intentions.
echos of a dying name
[J] Iskata returns to Clouded Tears and is greeted by Bellus. Iskata calls for Laruku; then they yell at each other before Laruku stalks off angrily.
A Forbidden Love...
[J] Laruku accepts Amun into CLouded Tears.
here I am again, pouring out my soul.
[UNFINISHED] Deuce comes to apologize to Laruku, who doesn't care for her apology.
To tear you off your precious fence
Laruku shows Iskata where their mothers are buried.
Constant Crossroads
[J] Laruku accepts StarHowler into Clouded Tears.
my sweet clementine
Laruku goes to Chimera again to see Ahren, but instead gets Revlis, who tells him he and Summer Rain got into a fight with Segodi and Karloff near Inferni.
if only she knew
Laruku and Jade are asses to each other
into the gray sky mo(u)rning
Satin comes to visit Laruku, who int turn promises to visit her when her puppies are born. They talk about stuff.
standing in a killer's place
Laruku talks to summer about her fight with Segodi; Summer asks about their bad history with Inferni.
wear my soul and call me a liar
[J] Laruku accepts Chike into Clouded Tears.
deep peace of the quiet earth to you
[J] [UNFINISHED]
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
[J] Laruku accepts Tainted into Clouded Tears.
a hundred highways
[J] Tsunami returns to Clouded Tears and says he wants to stay. Laruku lets him.
love is like a hideous car wreck
Tsunami explains why he's been gone, but Laruku still doesn't know how to react.
i know i miss more than i hit
Tainted and Iskata find Liu Ha and convince Laruku to let her stay.
we're not the ones
Laruku informs Ahren of Clouded Tears's and Inferni's worsening feud and suggests that perhaps he should move his children out of Inferni.
Only happy when it rains
Iskata brings up Tsunami with Laruku and they get into a big argument. Iskata pushes Laruku too far and he attacks her.
maybe we should burn the house down
Melisande seeks out Laruku after an extended absence only to find her "brother" bitter and cold.
MADWORLD
Laruku gets drunk out of his mind and lays between Clouded Tears and Chimera borders; his stench lures out Ahren, who grudgingly tries to help him to his den, but Laruku loses balance and knocks them both over. Tsunami passes by at that very instant and interperts the scene incorrectly, but leaves without saying anything. Ahren gets fed up with Laruku and leaves. Laruku stumbles back to his den alone.
you are not one of us
[J] Laruku accepts Onyx into Clouded Tears despite her insolence but charges Amun with her.
pull the fire alarm
Laruku goes to Inferni after find the dead body of Hatsu and tells Segodi to back off Clouded Tears. Similarily, Segodi tells Laruku to back off Inferni.
Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me, Kill me
Faolin finds Iskata injured in Inferni and calls Laruku, who is nearby. Laruku takes Iskata backs to Clouded Tears and tends to her wounds best he can.
heros to zeros
Laruku calls Clouded Tears together and explains their conflict with Inferni. He is met with only a few opposing voices while the majority consent to his wishes.
blame the devil for the things you do
Tsunami confronts Laruku after the meeting and demands real answers about the war. Laruku refuses to answer; Tsunami insults him; there is a small scuffle, then they both walk off.
crimsonANDclover / overANDover
[READ ONLY] Laruku gets drunk (again) and cuts himself (again) with a broken bottle before passing out.
to wish impossible things
Tsunami collapses in Clouded Tears after a fight with Karloff. Laruku finds and tends to him, then panicks at the idea that Tsunami may be dead/dying and breaks down somewhere. Tsunami gets up, hugs him, and tells him he loves him.
everything sticks like a (b ro k3n) record.
Laruku tends to Tsunami's wounds; Tsunami tells him about meeting Kiriska and other things.
Liars, Inc.
Iskata informs Laruku of her mateship to Tainted and her pregancy by a rapist coyote from Inferni.
in the land of begin-again
Laruku brings Tsunami a fresh pig for his birthday. They eat and talk a little, then have sex.
the bright JUST city
Laruku goes to Inferni and fights Karloff. Though Karloff is the one who retreats, Laruku is injured as well.
how much is the blue in the sky?
Tsunami meets Laruku as he comes home from Inferni and disagrees with his motives for attacking Karloff. Laruku lets spill that he had killed a coyote before.
in a better time you'd be my friend
[UNFINISHED] Tedros tells Laruku that Chike was the one who injured him.
Light Up, Light Up.
Iskata announces the death of her mate, Tainted Fears.
hey, maybe it's you
Laruku meets Phasma and they talk briefly about Tsunami and Inferni.
birdhouse in your soul
Laruku goes to visit Satin and they talk some about her new litter.
tired and alone; do you feel like letting go?
[UNUSED]
false news travels fast
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the gunpower trees
[UNFINISHED] Laruku sees that Atlas has returned to Storm.
i held a fallen star and it wept for me
Laruku and Tsunami offically decide to stop trying/break up. D:
Running colors
[UNFINISHED] Revlis comes to check on Clouded Tears.
thirty-three people and thirty-two chairs
Laruku talks to Iskata about her getting into more fights with Inferni, and other things.
born under a bad sign
[UNFINISHED] Laruku has a drink with Julian.
Everything changes but the |p|ast
[UNFINISHED] Star explains her past to Laruku.
salvation is free
[UNFINISHED] Naniko wanders towards Clouded Tears in search of her parents but finds Ryoujoku instead.
Bang. Bang. (My baby shot me down)
Iskata brings an injured Naniko to Clouded Tears and Laruku fails to care.
only to begin anew
Laruku's developing split personality, Ryoujoku, accepts Summer Renee into Clouded Tears after she is greeted by Iskata.
I think I'll just stay here and drink
[UNFINISHED] Ryoujoku has a drink with Maverrick.
Now all that's left is this image of you
Iskata gives birth to the children of both Voltaire and Tainted Fears on Halloween night.
xxx
[UNUSED] Spot reserved for thread with Segodi in which Laruku explains his intentions to kill Voltaire.
Had I known how to save a life
Laruku overhears Phasma and Tsunami talk about their coming litter.
vote for me
Laruku and Tsunami each ask the other about his wellbeing. Laruku says he's okay, but Tsunami is not.
I'll look down on you and laugh
[UNFINISHED] Voltaire taunts Laruku.
this thing that i call living is just being satisfied
Ryoujoku speaks to Tsunami a bit and casually suggests that he wants to eat his babies.
Back to the beginning
[UNFINISHED] Bellus returns to Clouded Tears after a month's absence only to find Ryoujoku's sarcasm greeting her.
Hope through the Storm
Phasma calls a leaders' meeting to announce Syemv's planned merger with Chimera and to collect thoughts from the other alphas.
canon in d
Phasma tells Laruku that Tsunami and Bane were washed away by the sea and asks if he would tell the remaining children about their father if the grey wolf never returns.
>> RICHES >> to >> RAGS >>
[J] [UNFINISHED] Laruku accepts his cousin Laika back into Clouded Tears.
Briars and Thorns
[UNFINISHED] Laruku follows Voltaire, Iskata, and the children to Inferni. After Voltaire pushes Iskata and Maggie over the edge of a cliff, he fights and kills him.
They're Just Jealous
[J] Laruku accepts Konstantine into Clouded Tears.
Slap my face and call me Fruit Loops
Laruku speaks to Naniko about Iskata's remaining child and gives her a few hunting tips.
Return
[J] Melisande returns to Clouded Tears, having not found happiness elsewhere.
somehow i find myself missing
[UNFINISHED] Laruku meets an injured falcon named Berk and shares a rabbit.
five hundred, twenty-five thousand, six hundred minutes
Gabriel and Laruku talk about stuff!
The dreams I had of dying
Awoken by DaVinci's mournful howls, Ryoujoku ruthlessly reveals the origins of his birth.
hide and seek
[J] Ryoujoku allows Kerberos into Clouded Tears.
so dark we forget who we are
Piper questions Ryoujoku about changes, suspecting something's wrong.
garage band king
Emilio and Laruku discuss the curse of the pack.
always know the road that will lead you home
Iskata returns to Clouded Tears not remembering who she is. Ryoujoku is less than kind to her and they fight.
still livin' in the world we know
Ryoujoku continuously pokes fun at Razekial until he eventually just leaves.
wings of change
[J] Laruku accepts Ira into the pack.
Putting it down sounds like slipping into songs
[J] Laruku accepts Kitara into Clouded Tears.
-almost- as much as you doubt
Iskata/Alyssa tries to kill her son. Laruku intervines, fights her and expells her from the pack.
igorant to all the symbols
Ryoujoku and Gabriel talk about stuff and Ryoujoku ends up revealing that he/Laruku is crazy.
CONCEIVED SORROW.
Laruku and Corona talk once again about hybrids, their place in the world, change, and home.
this is my PLEDGE to you +m
[MATURE] A drunk Ryoujoku and very drunk Rurik do things that at least one of them will regret if they remember.
where's the silver bullet?
Laruku takes shelter from the rain in the church but leaves when Blackbird shows up.
try so hard to be someone
[UNFINISHED] A very cheerful Gibraltar encounters a very, very upset Laruku.
I got my finge[r] on the trigger and [y][o]u're in my way
[UNFINISHED] Soran comes to Clouded Tears to visit her son, Conri, but Ryoujoku has other ideas.
a madman and polluted
Cronus comes to trade, but is made fun of instead, resulting in a fight with Ryoujoku.
Symphony No.39 in E-flat
Ryoujoku taunts Deuce and is a general ass.
nothing remains.
[UNFINISHED] Faolin and Laruku discuss some random things.
Mysteries & Mayhem
Phoenix comes to Clouded Tears inquiring of Iskata's leaving. Laruku explains everything to him.
waiting for the day they feel good
Laruku calls a meeting to celebrate the pack's birthday and tells a bit of Clouded Tears's history while Conri admits to having killed his father.
same decaying, organic matter as everyone else
Conri meets with Laruku after the meeting and explains what happened.
will the future BLAME us?
Laurku confides in Piper about his apparent split personality.
It runs in my blood
[J] A very distraught Adrastos abandons his daughter, Cercelee, at Clouded Tears, where Laruku receives her.
AGITATED (screams of) MAGGOTS
Phasma finds Ryoujoku as he burns down the old library.
This bridge comes with a toll price
[UNFINISHED] Laruku and DaVinci discuss some things and Laruku reveals some similarities in their histories.
why dorothy and toto went over the rainbow
[UNFINISHED] Laruku takes Cercelee for a walk around Clouded Tears, eventually going to the gravesite of Ceres and Kiriska.
many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore
[UNFINISHED] Laruku and Sakuya wreck havoc upon a poor, unsuspecting library.
Big girls don't cry
[J] [UNFINISHED] Magdalena comes back to a very surprised brother.
some say the end is near
Ryoujoku encounters Kaena in a cave and flirts with her while conversing about Inferni and hybrids. A drink is eventually suggested and Ryoujoku leads Kaena off.
machiavellism.
[MATURE] Ryoujoku brings Kaena to his house in the Sanctuary where they get drunk and have wild demon sex.
Imagine
[J] [UNFINISHED]
What do you do with a drunken sailor?
[J] [UNFINISHED]
Come sail away
[UNFINISHED]
ALTERnativePLANS
Kaena finds Ryoujoku on the beach. They drink again and fade to black!
my shiny side down
Emilio informs Laruku of the presence of humans and they discuss possible plans of action.
there's a hole in the sky tonight
[J] Laruku tries to convince Hisano to leave, but as the other is unrelenting, let's him stay.
Seven days and seven nights of thunder
[UNFINISHED] Naniko and Laruku talk about various things and Laruku promotes both her and Conri to spaher, and her to apocathery as well.
I can't pretend to know the truth
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And a cherry tree
[UNFINISHED] Ryoujoku and Revlis drink together in the former Chimera territory
midnight radio
[UNFINISHED] Ryoujoku meets the new girl, Luz.
good-bye broken sunday
[UNFINISHED]
But you're so good to me
[UNFINISHED] DaVinci returns to the territories after being abducted by humans.
The most fun a girl can have
[J] Haku's daughter finds her way back to Clouded Tears.
light's turnin' gray nearly every day
Ryoujoku tells Hisano he looks like his ex-lover and rambles happily about the pointlessness of everything.
the devil's rejects
Ryoujoku and Gabriel argue about faith then fight after the former makes a remark about sleeping with the latter's mother.
i wanna catch a star
[UNFINISHED] Willow comes to Clouded Tears to look for DaVinci, but Laruku isn't very useful.
something unforgivable
[UNFINISHED] Kaena comes to inform Laruku of her pregnancy.
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god's in crisis
Kaena gives birth to her litter by Laruku/Ryoujoku.
heart's racing, adrenaline's rushing, but it all feels the same
Tayui visits Clouded Tears to meet Laruku, who lets out more about himself than he might have wanted.
slings and arrows
Gabriel tells Laruku that he's better off dead and that he will kill him if he outstays his welcome in Inferni.
I told you my darkest secrets
[UNFINISHED] Ahemait speaks with Laruku about the litter.
Pray, 'til I go blind
Ryoujoku murders Nirupama Ire and feeds on his carcass.
all i've ever known
Laruku realizes what Ryoujoku's done and tries to lobotomize/kill himself by cutting open his own head. Phasma confronts him and they yell at each other, though Phasma eventually stops him from going through with what he was trying to do.
i write tragedies, not sins
Tragedie finds Laruku standing under a waterfall and asks him to tell her about his life; he relays to her the story of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.
i never wanna see you unhappy
Conri talks to Laruku about random stuff.
televisionDreams(tomorrow);
[UNFINISHED] Iskata takes her children out for a walk and stumbles over ever-depressed Laruku.
water spirals the wrong way out the sink
Deuce runs into Laruku and explains why she's there, but Laruku doesn't really care.
I will learn to live after love has died.
[UNFINISHED] Deja and Laruku are both rather depressed, though Deja seems to have a little more hope.
this river is wild
[UNFINISHED] Castor joins 'Tears.
Time to give them something fun
Rachias attempts to leave Inferni in search of her father, but Laruku doesn't let her.
ONCE MORE: WITH FEELING
Gabriel reiterates that Laruku is pretty useless and better off dead; Laruku gets pissed and leaves.
brightest of all the colors
Ryoujoku takes Andrezej out for a late-night killing lesson.
we are bled of color
Samael is bored and Ryoujoku decides to sleep with him.
the fate you've carved in me
[J] [UNFINISHED] Ahren and Misery come to Clouded Tears as Chimera is now gone and Ryoujoku teases them for this.
The ties that bind
[UNFINISHED] DaVinci informs Naniko and Laruku that he's leaving to find his sister Magdalena.
the night begins and people start to awe
Corona visits Laruku who tells her about his condition and children then offers an opinion.
we fought our battles on grounds unknown
[J] Lisichka, Konane, and their son Tybalt return to Clouded Tears.
cramming the world into a (phrase)
Laruku and Ahren talk about literature and life, just like they used to.
Indeed a fool of mine
Rachias comes to Clouded Tears to stay with her father. Ryoujoku accepts her with a grin.
remember, remember, the 5th of november
[UNFINISHED] Tsunami comes to kill Ryoujoku, but stops and leaves when his target shifts personalities.
I've Seen Fire
Melisande is again in Clouded Tears, but Laruku doesn't really react to her.
show me how to live
Laruku is still being emo. Ahren tries to cheer him up some and they end up smoking and talking about the end of the world.
Bad m00n risin'
Phoenix comes to ask about DaVinci and the possibility that he had run off with his daughter, Firefly; Laruku informs him that DaVinci left alone and they briefly discuss some drama with Inferni.
reminiscing this and that
[UNFINISHED] Because Laruku doesn't remember Luz, they are reintroduced.
Leaves me down and lonely
[UNFINISHED] Once again, Faolin speaks to Laruku on the river.
i once was born to be bad
[UNFINISHED] Phasma finds Laruku brooding in a cave and tries to comfort him.
i tasted blood
[J] [UNFINISHED]
at least, it sounded like him
Arkham comes to see if his father really is as dangerous as everyone says.
smile like you mean it
Shit, I don't know. Mel and I were high on 6am madness and wanted to write poetry, okay!?
SNOW!!!
[UNFINISHED] Laruku watches Melody play in the snow but refuses to participate himself.
what dreams may come
Mel+Kiri antics, part dos. Ahren and Laruku trespass into each other's dreams and are taken over by their various demons. MADNESS!!
I am just as fucked as you
Both drunk, Ahren and Laruku exchange a few words in an empty church then fall asleep next to each other.
new pair of shoes, new way to dance
Laruku calls a short meeting to share stories of the previous year, but things don't really go as planned.
sometimes, the sun shines
Laruku and Ahren talk about Rachias for a bit, but the conversation takes a too depressing turn.
the protagonist dies in this chapter
Laruku apologizes to Rachias.
i wonder if it hurts to live
[UNFINISHED] Laruku finds a coyotess in a library.
but i still wonder
[UNFINISHED] Andre wants Laruku to teach him how to fight, but Laruku refuses.
Two seas in a cod
Laruku meets Skoll on the riverbank and they discuss (or don't discuss) 'Souls, war, the coyotes, and how to deal with things.
baby, i'm back
[J] [UNFINISHED] Susquehanna comes to Clouded Tears
crash and burn
Ahren feels all alone and the world has turned its back on him; give Laruku a moment, please, and he'll tames his wild, wild heart.
Watch the World Pass By
Conri returns to Clouded Tears and Laruku tells him it's okay if he stays.
Me, my thoughts are flower strewn
Ahren cuts his hair and burns down his mother's church. Laruku stands beside him.
the unrealiable narrator
After sleeping together the night before, both Ahren and Laruku regret their actions.
i didn't know you could stop being a God
Ahren and Laruku fall asleep together after conversation. And then their demons take over.
I will save you
[UNFINISHED] Melisande gets Laruku to admit to her some of his past.
OUR WORLD DOWN
[READ ONLY] As the fire spreads through his forest, Laruku calls for all Clouded Tears member to evacuate while lying down in preparation of his own death.
right where it belongs
Ahren and Jasper drags Laruku out of Clouded Tears against his will and they make their way through the mountain and onto the other side.
the space between
Ahren and Laruku have a conversation in which Ahren quotes Fight Club and Laruku refuses to give in.
Wanderlust
Laruku meets Umbra and helps him bring down a doe, which they share.
You fall away from your past
[UNFINISHED] On a quest to find her brother, Rachias finds her father instead.
we survived
[UNFINISHED] Laruku finds that he's not the only one with a demon in his head.
give up the ghosts
Iskata sees Laruku again and they revisit some of the same tired subjects.
nec spe, nec metu
Cercelee runs into Laruku and they have a conversation about family and caring about them.
burn the land and boil the sea
[UNFINISHED] Conri happens upon his old alpha, asks him for advice, and wonders why he won't return to them.
kanashiku nai desu ka?
Iskata looks for and finds Laruku to ask him to consider joining the pack she's forming. Laruku, predictably, declines.
Count by zero's to ten
Laruku finds Ember in a cave with her foot stuck in a hole. After rescuing her, they have a short conversation.
you raise me up
[UNFINISHED] Laruku always ends up in philosophical discussions in bookstores.
you'll just do it all again
They sing their own songs, but in the end, the loneliness still consumes them.
some words to aid in the decay
Laruku finds a new journal to write in. Firefly asks why.
i can be brown, i can be blue, i can be violet sky
Laruku and Laurel discuss music, among other things.
NO AIR
Laruku and Ember discuss Inferni and their conflict. Kind of.
Join me in death
Laruku drinks some of Jasper's soup, which happens to be contaminated with a disease.
until their dying breath
Laruku, infected with canine distemper, tries to get back to his cottage. Ahren finds him and carries him off to Esper Hollow instead.
I've heard this story before
Ahren arrives at Esper Hollow with Laruku. He and Laurel dump him in a shack and then have a drink.
a wish for wings that work
Rachias is devastated to find her father so ill. Laruku tries to be comforting.
a thief, a liar, an angel in the fire
Laruku is conversing with Ahren while half-hallucinating and believing him to be Tsunami.
everything the light touches
[READ ONLY] After four years, Laruku finally meets his mother.
the forgotten one
[UNFINISHED]Laruku mistakes DaVinci for a younger version of himself and attacks him, only to be talked down by Rachias.
there is a fire defragmenting the attic
Gabriel torments Laruku, but Rachias interrupts. After he leaves, she comforts her father.
take apart your demons
[UNFINISHED] Laruku talks to Endymion.
the monsters that would have you
Ahren wakes to Laruku crying in his sleep. They talk. Laruku cries some more. Ahren sings him to sleep.
don't ask why, don't cry, don't make a scene
Ahren and Laruku are always just talking.
sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
[UNFINISHED] Corona speaks to Laruku about Rachias and his health.
one day, you'll have to let it go
[UNFINISHED] Lubomir discovers that Laruku is blind.
Sailing the breeze
[UNFINISHED] Laruku meets Regan, a new member of Esper Hollow.
the time of your life (you just can't tell)
Jefferson starts a conversation with Laruku who figures out and tells him that he's really Maluki Soul.
we'll live the rest of our lives, but not together
Rachias spends some time with her father. Laruku gives her a history book.
some things for the rain
DaVinci runs into Laruku and asks him some questions.
misty hills and twilight
Iskata finally learns about Laruku's children.
butterflies and hurricanes
Jefferson gives up on Laruku. Eventually.
in love with the ordinary
Bane stumbles upon Laruku and has a brief conversation.
the child is grown, the dream is gone
Ahren tells Laruku that he's going to kill him.
try not to breathe
Ahren shoots Laruku up with morphine.
a dream is only a dream
[READ ONLY] Laruku dies.
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