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[Lubomir Varg]

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Lubomir Varg [profile] §Pronunciation: luw-BAW-meer [meaning: Lub = love; Mir = peace; Slovak or Czech]; vaiir [meaning: wolf; Swedish or Norwegian]§; 100% European Grey Wolf Lubomir doesn't stand out at first sight. As a regular wolf, he is grey of fur (as his breed would suggest), with only the tip of his tail and paws showing white. Yellow eyes that catch glimpses of brown in the light stare out at the world and his entire form is build for stealth rather than endurance. Indeed, as a puppy he was scrawny and his mother did not expect him to live. Standing 30 inches at the shoulder and weighing around 105lbs, Lubomir is certainly no threat. In Optime form he is just as lacklustre, standing a mere 7ft6'. Initially, his only distinctive feature was a missing left toe, lost due to infection after a particularly difficult hunting session. However, during his crossing of the Great Frozen Plains (Siberia) the biting cold got to him and he developed a minor chest infection which means that now he is sometimes short of breath and experiences stabbing pains. Also during this crossing, he came across a gruesome scene and in his attempt to save a puppy, he ended up with a gash along his back right leg, resulting in a slight limp, only visible when he is very tired. A rather quiet and withdrawn type, Lubomir seems to say only what is needed. Although his stories are engaging and vivid, he seems to use little vocabulary unless absolutely necessary. His manner of speech is almost too formal and he calls people by their whole name unless told otherwise. His curiosity has both rewarded and punished him in times gone by. His thirst for knowledge has pushed him to new heights, yet he still remains conservative and a bit old-fashioned, disliking wolves who tend to embrace the ways of mankind and ignoring their four-legged option. A side he has yet to explore is his violent one. Because of his inhibitions, Lubomir avoids confrontations when possible. However, he has strong survival instincts and will do almost anything to protect himself. Because his rational nature abhors violence in any shape and form, he tends to revert to an animal-like state, wherein his need to survive is of utmost importance. Therefore, in the rare squabbles he has been involved in, he goes almost into a trance and fails to remember what happened afterwards. Finally, Lubomir is a romantic one. When he tries to impress and charm members of the opposite sex, or indeed whenever he finds someone of interest, he becomes courteous and respectful and uses his best tool, words, to win their affection. Although not always successful, he is certainly never daunted by anything except a full rejection, after which he simply becomes distant and aloof, preferring to maintain a distance, lest he give away the depth of his hurt. Current Pack/Rank: Dahlia de Mai; Lierre; Mai; Ceriser; Vitis; Mai; Lierre; Circèe; Bluet; Filix Formerly: Lone Wolf Shadowed Sun; Paidonomous; Hyperitai; Lochos; Periokoi In the Old Country: Dawn Valley; Bard Land's End; Puppy

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[Lubomir Varg]

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Threads marked in IC order; hover over the link for the summary. For defunct post log, go here: i know i know i know [20] älska mig för den jag är - Mew [27] ein kleines bisschen horroshow - Ares [28] like the burning end of a midnight cigarette - Geneva [29] Promised art - Susquehanna [30] forgive him, father, for he knows not what he does - Slaying the Dreamer [31] workers' song - Hemming [32] groove is in the air - Jefferson [33] Summer moves on - Mew [34] That ain't no way to go - Ember [35] Archived threads marked in IC order; hover over the link for the summary [1] in sleep he's sent to me, in dreams he came - Mew [2] what a mess we made - Corona [3] coat-hanger halos - Bane [INCOMPLETE] [4] I recall the push more than the fall - Savina [5] We're one mistake from being together - Ember [INCOMPLETE] [6] mirror, mirror - Firefly [7] does it make you happy you're so strange? - Haku [8] I don't want to have troubles no more - Mew [9] We still kill the old way - pack hunt [10] I Come Here to Talk - Simon [INCOMPLETE] [11] like a leaf clings to a tree - Cercelee [INCOMPLETE] [12] i thought it was there for good so i never tried - Svara [13] WARNING: product contains trace amounts of lead - Maserati [INCOMPLETE] [14] that was when i ruled the world - Cwmfen [INCOMPLETE] [15] Wanderlust - Susquehanna [16] feel the fear in my enemy's eyes - Willow [INCOMPLETE] [17] too much dust on your soul - Alexey [INCOMPLETE] [18] Like the flower we bloom with life - pack meeting [19] 40 tablespoons of sugar - Honoré [21] yo ho ho and a bottle of rum - Vexx [22] Whispers in the sand - Zana [INCOMPLETE] [23] La Valse des Monstres - Catalyst [INCOMPLETE] [25] Wrap me in a bolt of lightning - Dreyrugr [INCOMPLETE] [26] To wear the mourning cloak - Ril'o funeral 1) 15.04.08 miasma: 'It was full of a thick miasma, a smell so putrid it nearly choked Lubomir.' 2) 22.04.08 lionize: 'Lubomir had to try very hard not so suddenly lionize Pilot.' 3) 1.05.08 cloy: '[...]as the air had started to cloy and stick to the back of his throat,[...]' 4) 6.05.08 amalgam: '[...]an amalgam of sounds and meaning that he could not make sense of.' 5) 8.05.08 moiety: 'He was certainly not after much, just a moiety, a little piece for himself.' 6) 9.05.08 sentient: 'He was a sentient being, after all [...]' 7) 12.05.08 cavil: '[...]Lubomir was not one to cavil and really, he had no right to feel distrust.' 8) 14.05.08 fetter: 'Death is not release by any means, nor is life a fetter.' 9) 18.05.08 obtrude: '[...]he was going to obtrude himself on the non-shifter's time and energy.' 10) 21.05.08 boulevardier: '[...]he was no boulevardier, and he certainly did not feel like socialising.' 11) 27.05.08 ribald: 'And One-Eye would make ribald jokes, as he was wont to do, [...]' 12) 27.05.08 ribald: '[...]making a joke, a comment to lighten the dismal mood, but it would have been ribald, uncivilised and in bad taste.' 13) 28.05.08 forgo: 'He had never consciously decided to forgo fun, [...]' 14) 28.05.08 forgo: '[...] and Lubomir was not about to forgo it.' 15) 3.06.08 bagatelle: 'There was very little he could add to it now and the details, the fine print, was just bagatelle, colour.' 16) 5.06.08 tremulous: 'He had expected a tremulous whimper or a loud yowl of pain.' 17) 5.06.08 tremulous: 'His voice would sound tremulous, he knew that now, [...]' 18) 7.06.08 potentate: '[...]to think of Frigg and One-Eye under the watchful eye of some potentate, [...]' 19) 7.06.08 potentate: 'He felt like a potentate, with the power of life and death over this pathetic weakling.' 20) 9.06.08 raconteur: 'He was a raconteur, a keeper of knowledge, not someone who could bring down any adversary.' 21) 12.06.08 hyperbole: 'He certainly knew that Skoll would add no hyperbole to his tale, nor would he needlessly portray modesty when it was uncalled for.' 22) 20.06.08 renascent: 'With every brisk movement a renascent shot of pain criss-crossed his body, doubling his vision.' 23) 22.06.08 malediction: 'Lubomir let out a low malediction.' 24) 01.07.08 condign: '[...]he could see that such a death would be a condign end to his poor pathetic life.' 25) 01.07.08 condign: 'A condign fate, truly, for one with the heart of a fly.' 26) 04.07.08 dapple: 'Lubomir tried to reason with him, to say something, but any possible word he could exhale was just a dapple in the darkness.' 27) 05.07.08 meticulous: 'Up close, he began to study her features in a more meticulous fashion.' 28) 06.07.08 palaver: 'He realised now that perhaps this was all palaver, that they should really be talking about the war.' 29) 20.07.08 insensate: '[...]he would have come across as insensate, for she valued their efforts.' 30) 21.02.09 hermetic: 'He had chosen this hermetic path and now that he had finally come to terms with his decision, he knew that it was the right one.' 31) 23.02.09 beseech: '[...]having to beseech her to let him leave but it seemed that there was no need for this.' 32)

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